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Sadness
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<div class="post-meta"><span title='2025-10-24 12:48:31 +0000 UTC'>October 24, 2025</span>&nbsp;·&nbsp;4 min&nbsp;·&nbsp;Iman Alipour
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<div class="post-content"><p>Honestly, I don&rsquo;t know why I&rsquo;m doing any of this. I really don&rsquo;t.
I think for me this is a scape from reality.
A scape from the sad thing that happened earlier this month.
A scape from feeling used, or let&rsquo;s say abused if you will, and then thrown away.
Just like a piece of trash.
It&rsquo;s been hurting more and more.
I&rsquo;ve been lying to myself that I don&rsquo;t care.
That I&rsquo;ve moved on.</p>
<p>I&rsquo;ve been seeking validation ever since.
The validation that was lacking during that encounter.
The feeling of not being good enough.</p>
<p>It&rsquo;s enough grieving though.
But is it?
I tell myself I have moved on.
I&rsquo;m not chasing.
I&rsquo;m really not.</p>
<p>I do know that this was indeed the best that could&rsquo;ve happened for me.
I just dodged a bullet.
But still, there is a part of me that hurts, that grieves.
A part that doesn&rsquo;t want to move on.
I told myself that I will meet new people, and forget.
But then aren&rsquo;t I changing the problem?</p>
<p>The problem isn&rsquo;t what is on the surface.
It&rsquo;s something deeper.
The fact that I feel lonely, scared, anxious.
My anxious attachment, combined with overthinking, hurts me.
I have to analyse and see the worse in every encounter.</p>
<p>Like if I tell a group of friends that I won&rsquo;t go with them a few times, I will be removed from the group.
That if everyone is busy, they have planned something together and I&rsquo;m not invited.
That if someone doesn&rsquo;t reply to me, they hate me.
Or that if someone passes me and doesn&rsquo;t look at me or say a word, they don&rsquo;t want to see me, or don&rsquo;t want me around them.</p>
<p>I don&rsquo;t know how to stop these.
I started to do more home office for this very reason, but I wasn&rsquo;t that productive.
I think my time, and life, is going to waste, and I don&rsquo;t know how to stop it.
It&rsquo;s getting annoying.</p>
<p>Taking SSRIs was supposed to help, but I guess it just made me not care during the process, and now that I&rsquo;m far along I feel the extra stress I was neglecting.
Things just don&rsquo;t feel right.
I think I&rsquo;m becoming depressed again.</p>
<p>Those message passings, though they meant nothing, were extremely helpful for me not to feel lonely.
I know if I initiate, I get responses back.
Well, maybe not.
Maybe my expiration date has passed.
But then I would be chasing bread crumbs again.
Those crumbs won&rsquo;t let me find a true good quality loaf of bread!
They keep me distracted, and make me exhausted.
But they also mentally help me.</p>
<p>Maybe I should go for coffee at different times just not to meet this person.
I don&rsquo;t know.
I just know I&rsquo;m hurting from within, and it&rsquo;s not nice.
It&rsquo;s like internal bleeding.
It&rsquo;s as painful as it gets.
It&rsquo;s as hurtful as it gets.</p>
<p>I know getting a pet could help me a lot at this point.
All of the things I want I can get from a pet.
Petting the pet, and caring for it are exactly what makes me feel good.
But then I don&rsquo;t want the responsibility.</p>
<p>Like with a human things feel less stressful, but with a pet it&rsquo;s scary.
I&rsquo;m more of a father to the pet.
Uh&hellip;
I can&rsquo;t even have a pet because of my house rules.</p>
<p>I don&rsquo;t know what to do.
What I know is that I&rsquo;m mentally hurting, and I don&rsquo;t know what to do.
I really don&rsquo;t.
I need help.
A lot of help.
A lot lot of help.
But I can&rsquo;t ask my friends.
I just can&rsquo;t.
They have their own problems.
They think I&rsquo;m weak.
They will tell me to man up.
Or they just show empathy.
But I don&rsquo;t need empathy.
I need a solution.
I need to be told what to do.
I need help.
Help.</p>
<p>&hellip; &mdash; &hellip;</p>
<p>&hellip; &mdash; &hellip; &hellip; &mdash; &hellip; &hellip; &mdash; &hellip;</p>
<p>&hellip; &mdash; &hellip;</p>
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